Dear
Diary,
I know it's soon but me and Harry broke up. Dimitri came
for another visit. He got mad because I didn't have my ring or my
locket. He slapped me. I cried. Everything was falling apart at that
moment. I had to end things with Harry. He loves me so he'll wait.
I'm going to tell Nikki and Hermione in the morning. They do have the
right to know. Everything is so hard, I feel so broken, and alone
right now. What should I do? Pain and suffering is all I feel, my
heart is dying inside. This is all heartbreak. Help me. Why! Just
tell me why must I not have happiness? I hate this I need to
disappear, out of this world. The walls around me are crumbling. I
need time to clear my head.
Love always,
Cindy Richardson
He looked up from his mirror. He smiled, he got what he wanted. The door opened and Dimitri came into view.
"Dad everything all is good." He said
"Good, I saw everything through the mirror." He replied smiling.
He made his way to Thomas, and Mindy. Cindy's parents. "Well, looks like everything might work out for me after all."
They didn't speak. They sat there chained to the wall. He walked over to Mindy.
"I should have warned you more what would have happened if you married him, you should have picked me." He said holding her chin in his palm.
Cindy laid her head on her soft pillow, she was trying her best to hold in her tears of regret, and heartbreak, but it didn't help much. Her tears fell silently so she wouldn't wake Nikki and Hermione. She looked out her window and towards the moon, it shined brightly through her window. She got under her covers, and fell asleep hoping this was all a dream, a bad dream.
"Cindy! Cindy!" The boy said
"I am coming wait!" She yelled back.
They ran to the peach tree, he gave her the locket. Cindy looked into his eyes...a shade of green to blue. Hair black, and face was pale. She woke up. Why this dream now...damn it. I hate it! I want it to leave me forever, shit. Fuck this. I need to tell Nikki and Hermione. She got out of her bed and changed her clothes. She went to the common Room, and found them both doing their homework. She walked over and told them everything.
"Wow, Cindy I am so sorry." Hermione said and gave her a supporting hug.
"We're always here for you." Nikki replied then hugged them both.
"Thank you so much guys...everything is all regret, I wish I never made that stupid promise, I wish I never loved Dimitri. What I don't regret is loving Harry." She said
"Well then why'd you break up with him if you love him so much?" Nikki asked
"Because I made so many stupid mistakes already I don't want him mixed up in this." She replied
"Oh Cindy...please be okay." Hermione said with a tear rolling down her cheek.
Cindy went to her afternoon classes, and once they were over she wanted to walk around. She did, and she found Harry sitting on a bench alone with another girl, holding hands...she was stunned. She couldn't believe her eyes. Harry why? You said you loved me and you'd wait, but I see this, how could you? She ran. Ran to the tree. She got to her knees and hit the earth hard with her fists. She felt like she wanted to die, and disappear.
"WHY!" She cried. "WHY!" She sobbed
She cried once again. I screwed this up for myself...I did this to myself, if I never broken up with him it would have been me. Why...why. Damn this is so hard. I want to DIE! She cried, knowing that she was alone and no one would hear her. Someone embraced her, she turned around it was the one she didn't want to see right now...
"No why are you here, to make me more unhappy then I already am?" She said
"No and I am sorry that I hurt you. I just saw what happened how dare he hurt you like this." He said while embracing her more.
"Dimitri I don't need this from you." Cindy said trying to get away from him, but he was too strong.
"I'm not letting you go again." He said "This time I am here to stay."
She stopped moving. Did he say he was staying here? She thought.
"What?" She mumbled.
"Yeah I am gonna be starting here, tomorrow, I broke free from the mad man that kept me from you, I am so sorry that I hurt you, please forgive me." He said crying
"Dimitri...I love you." Cindy said half meaning it.