Bleh. This task is getting harder and harder to do. Well, I have some ideas that really are burning to come into play. So, on with the disclaimer.

You will need to know some screen names in this, because they will be used.

azarathgirl: Raven

birdofthenight13: unknown

I will do the disclaimer. All I own are some Teen Titans action figures. Yeah, I really own them.

I Was Lost

The next morning I wake up. Sunday. Darn, I've gotta go to church (A/N: See footnotes). I look at my clock. 8:30. Mass starts at 10 (A/N: See footnotes). I've got plenty of time. I walk over to my "kitchen" and pull some herbal tea and a slice of french bread out to eat. It's not much, but it'll sufice.

After taking my sweet time eating, I got to my closet and find my suit (A/N: See footnotes). It's simple, but appropriate. I slip it on, and look at myself in the mirror. Dark brown eyes and black hair, Rebecca Ranth. Then, I think of myself as who I really am. Violet hair and eyes to match, Raven Roth. I can help but thin if I'm ever going to be that girl again.

Then comes the make - up. It's not my typical goth make - up, but mascara and silver eye shadow. Again, approprite, but not casual.

After about 30 minutes of passing time by reading, I look at the clock and realive it's time to go. So I get up from my place of temporary rest, grab my bag, and head out to the car.

After church, I go out for brunch at a doughnut shop. I don't stay for very long because I want to get back to the soulitude of my house, but nonethless, I'm hungry.

So, after I'm done eating my food, I go home. One would assume that it was a normal day, that everything was ... normal, for lack of better words. But assumptions are not to be trusted, because what I found on my doorstep was not normal.

(Warning: It's about to get into the sappiest chapters right after this warning)

On my doorstep was a bouquet of roses. Even more, they are blue. I take them inside and see that's there's a card. It reads " I will love you until the last rose dies." I snort. Wow, that's a really long time, who ever sent this. But then I study them closely. One of the roses is fake. (Told ya)

I don't know who sent me those roses, but I think it's David, so I leave it alone and walk to my computer, get on the Internet and sign on to AIM. I log on to a Titans chat room. I come here frequently to see what others think of the Titans, what they think of me. It's very informative most of the time.

I don't see any of the people I've talked to in the past on, so I'm about to sign off, but someone IM's me. His screen name is birdofthenight13. Our conversation went as such.

birdofthenight13: nice s/n

azarathgirl: if you knew where raven's frum, ud get it.

birdofthenight13: i'm well aware where raven's frum, i know alot bought her

azarathgirl: bet u don't kno as much as i do.

birdofthenight13: wanna bet?

azarathgirl: yep

birdofthenight13: wat's her fav. color?

azarathgirl: blu

birdofthenight: y did she join the titans?

azarathgirl: to get away frum her "father" in hopes of being a hero.

birdofthenight13: who's her father?

azarathgirl: her father was the demon trigon the terrible.

birdofthnight13: y does bb annoy her?

azarathgirl: his jokes are lame, doesn't respect her space, invades her privacy.

birdofthenigh13: who's her fav team mate?

azarathgirl: do u kno? i do, but do u?

birdofthenight13: no, who is it?

azarathgirl: robin.

birdofthenight13: really? y?

azarathgirl: he repects her privacy, understands her the most, respects her the most.

birdofthenight13: who knew?

azarathgirl: not u

birdofthenight13: ha, ha. so, what does her soul self present itself as?

azarathgirl: a black raven, or herself

birdofthenight13: ok, ur right, u kno it all.

azarathgirl: i kno more than u. do u kno who her mother was and where she was from?

birdofthenight13: uh, no.

azarathgirl: arella roth, she was from earth.

birdofthenight13: darn.

azarathgirl: darn wat? that i kew that and u didn't?

birdofthenight13: u kno more

azarathgirl: told ya.

birdofthenight13: so, who r u?

azarathgirl: name's rebecca, u?

birdofthenight13: really? i have a friend named rebecca.

azarathgirl: cool. so, who r u?

birdofthenight13: that is for me to kno and u to find out.

azarathgirl: no fair, i told u who i am! pouts

birdofthenight13: fine, my name's dick.

azarathgirl: snickers i've got a friend named dick. how ironic.

birdofthenight13: very. but i don't think we're the others friend.

azarathgirl: same here. dick is, well, hm, how should i put it?

birdofthenight13: don't kno

azarathgirl: well, dick, as fun as this has been, i g2g, so i might ttyl

birdofthenight13: bye

azarathgirl: bye

birdofthenight13: birdofthenight13 has signed off

It was ... weird, to say the very least to talk about myself as if I weren't me. But nonetheless, it was fun.

After my conversation with this Dick person, Robin calls. Our conversation went slowly as he urged me into going on a 'date' with him. I use the term loosely, because I'm not going out with him. We set a date for eight at Vargo's (A/N: See footnotes), and then after dinner we'll go see a movie. I find myself hardly able to wait, and I'm not being sarcastic for once. What's happening to me?

I'm very tired now, so I decide to take a nap. What I find when i wake up is very, very surprising. I'm not where I was when I lied down to take a nap. I don't even know where I am/

Footnotes:

Thabks to all my reviwers.

Footnote 1: She needed to go out somewhere, and I thought it'd be cool if she went to church.

Footnote 2: Mass is the service for Catholic's, since i am one, that's what I used. And, yes it is possiblr to be a goth and a Catholic. Take it from someone who knows.

Footnote 3: I think people shouldn't dress like they're going to the becah for church. You are woshiping God, not going shopping.

Footnote 4: I asked my mom where a good place for a date is. That's what she said. It sounded romantic.

So, can anyone guess who birdofthenight13 is? You get a cookie if you guess right on the first try. I think it's kinnda oblivious.

So who has Raven, and why. I'm telling you, it's gonna get really, realy, reallly, really, really sappy because of who has her. You get another cookie if you guess right on the first try on this one.

Who sent her the roses? Yes, you get another cookie if you guess right the first time on this. Plus I'll throw in some Resse's Pieces (they're my fav candy).

If anyone wondered why I picked azarathgirl for Raven's screen name, it's cuz that's my screen name.

AZARATHGIRL