Summer with Malfoy Chapter 11: Welcome to my life, a harry potter fanfic

A/N: Omg I'm soo sorry that I havent updated this in soo long! I've been super busy with school and swimming! I promise I'll try and update more than I have been doing!! Ok well heres chapter 11! (finally I know!)
Hermione's thoughts
Harry's thoughts
Draco's thoughts
Ron's thoughts

Draco watched Harry and Hermione leave the mess hall hand in hand.

Why? Why Harry? Why does the great Harry always have to win everything? He gets everything he wants.

Draco, think about the kind of life Harry as lived compared to the life you have lived. Hermione means more to him than you know, he's lived a rotten life, for once, leave him alone.

Why do Gryffindors always have to be right??

Draco?? You're a Gryffindor to now, you know that right?

Grr, Ron, just leave my mind will you?!!

Fine, fine, I got a girl to talk to anyway! 'Pop!'

Draco watched as Ron casually walked over to Kelsey, but didn't care much to watch anymore.

Even the weasel has a girl. (a/n: I know there friends but he's depressed, leave him alone! Haha)

Draco decided to leave before he broke down even more so. He wasn't paying attention to where he was going, and frankly, he didn't care much either.

"Hey, watch it!" Rachael said to the boy who just walked into her. She was in a bad mood as Kelsey had ditched her to go make out with her new boyfriend. It wasn't that she wasn't happy for her, she really was, it was just that she'd been depressed lately.

"I'm sorry." Draco said looking up at the girl.

Once Rachael and Draco locked eyes Rachael said, "no I'm sorry I'm just ugh I don't even know anymore."

Sounds like me.

"Do you want to talk about it? I feel the same way." Draco told her.

Rachael still hadn't moved her eyes from Draco's, it was almost if her hazel eyes were attached to his silver ones, like a magnet. "Yea, actually I'd love to."

Draco reluctantly held out his hand for Rachael, surprising both of them, she took it and they walked to a more private spot to talk. Once they reached an overpass, they both sat down next to each other on a log.

"I just don't get why I feel so depressed right now." Rachael said, tears welling up easily in her eyes.

"I feel exactly the same way, except I think I know why." Draco told her.

"Why?" Rachael asked curiously.

"I liked this girl, and now she likes one of my best friends. Its kind of hard to explain." Draco told her, now feeling tears flowing down his cheeks.

Rachael shifted around, uncomfortable because she hated when people cried around her, she never knew how to react. Then she heard her c.d. player that she had been carrying around with her start playing a song that summed up perfectly about how she felt at the moment.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles
And stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

"Welcome to my Life" Simple Plan

During the song Rachael couldn't stop the tears any longer, she just let the flow down her cheeks. Draco wasn't holding up much better. "That song fits exactly to how I feel right now" Rachael said through her sobs.

"Me to, Rachael me to." Draco told her.

Rachael then did something that Draco wasn't expecting: she threw her arms around his neck. "You seem like the only one who understands, I want to thank you for that." She then gave him a kiss on the cheek, before attempting to wipe her tears away. Then, before running off to her cabin, she whispered one quick thing in Draco's ear, "Don't give up on her, just give her time." With that, she ran off. Okay, that was weird, she just sort of... left. And what was with that advice?

Who? What advice?

None of your business!

What's up with you Draco?

You chose Harry! That's what!

You like me?

Well duh! Why else would I have kissed you that night?!

Yea, what a wonderful first kiss.

That was your first kiss?

Yea, so what's it to you?

Nothing, I just feel special.

Haha, what a gentleman. But why are you so upset?

I thought I told you, I love you Mione.

Whoa, that's the first time I've heard that one, but should I tell him I-

You what?!

That was close. Where are you?

"Right behind you," Draco said. Just as he was walking towards Hermione, it started to rain. "Hermione can I talk to you?"

"Yea, sure." Hermione told him.

Draco couldn't help himself for much longer. He grabbed Hermione and pulled her into a deep, passionate kiss that warmed her whole soaking wet body.

God, his kisses are so much better than Harry's.

WHAT?!?!

Harry then ran towards where Hermione and Draco where still making out, despite hearing Harry's 'scream.' "Hermione??? Draco!?!" Harry said. "Why?"

a/n: ok, so theres chapter 11! Theres sort of a cliffy there at the end, but don't worry I'll have 12 up ASAP! It will be a lot sooner then how long it took for this chapter to come out! I promise!

Thank you judichild for being my beta!! And thanks to everyone who reviewed! I really appreciate it!!