Have you ever felt a pang of guilt? This is what Ryan felt only in just a millisecond. He was the reason Seth ran away. Luckily he came back so Summer didn't hate him any more. He did notice the one person that should be the maddest at him was very nice to him. Yes, Julie Cooper was nice to Ryan. She was able to see Marissa. Then, she told the doctor that Ryan could go in. Marissa was knocked out she couldn't talk to him but he could talk to her.

He sat next to her bed. Then he spoke:

Marissa, I am so sorry I dragged you into this. My life. At first I thought you were too good for you but then I saw how you were sick you were of Newport Beach. I wish I didn't leave you then come back three times. I figured it out the reason I came back. It was you Marissa you have to be one of the most beautiful people I have ever met.

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I am sorry for everything I did to you I screwed up your relationship with Luke. I am sorry for everything. When I left all I thought about was how stupid I was to leave you. I want to be with you forever.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hearI'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

You didn't know this side of me the soft one. I don't because when I do people let me down. My mom, Theresa, My Dad all let me down and I thought you would do it to my surprise you didn't.


I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

Marissa's POV

She felt horrible. Why did she do this to him? She had a lot of tubes in her mouth but she wanted to scream I love you.

She squeezed his hand and saw through the corners of her eyes that he smiled. After she got better she was going to go straight to therapy. She didn't want to but he didn't need to come back he wanted to. He loved her and she knew he read the letter.

Summer's POV

I called Seth after Ryan just walked out of her room. When Suddenly Seth Walked in the room. He ran over and I explained what happened. He sat with me now we haven't talked much since he got back. Then he said,"Summer I need to talk to you".