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----------------------------------6 months later----------------------------------------------
As I got into my car I was so thankful that I had gotten my license on my 16th birthday,
When I was leaving my mom was getting all teary eyed on how fast I was growing up. I couldn't believe how emotional she was being. She was only fourty she wasn't supposed to be going through menopause yet. Ew thats just to disgusting to think about. Thank God she didn't come with me it would have been so embarassing. But come on its a fitting for a bridesmaid dress.
I don't even want to see what shes going to be like for my wedding. Well thats even if I get married. Right now I seem to be scaring them away more than anything. Now don't get me wrong I don't think I'm ugly or anything. I'm pretty decent I think, I'
have green eyes, long blonde hairm and even thought I have never been fat I've slimmed down a lot since Junior High. At 5'2"I'm 125 pounds.
So i don't understand why guys seem to run from me. My now ex-boyfriend, Josh, of one week after a one year relationship just broke up with me because "we weren't right for each other". Like hello, he couldn't of told me this the first 11 months we were going out. No he has to wait until we've just finished going out for a year to end it. Asshole. And another thing what am i not 'right' for. Its not like I'm looking for a husband, holy shit I'm only 16! I think the real reason Josh broke up with me is becausue he wanted to take the physical part of our relationship farther. I wasn't ready so he told me we weren't 'right for each other' just so he wouldn't look like a complete asshole.
Well to bad I think he's an asshole no matter what! So right now I'm going through my 'I hate guys stage', I'll get over it in awhile. Until then BEWARE to all people of the opposite sex.
As I drove the 30 minute drive to the dress makers house where the fitting would take place I thought about all this. Then I remembered the conversation between my best friend Miranda and myself a few days ago.
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It was the day Josh had broke up with me and Miranda had come to my house armed with Ben and Jerry's ice cream and chick flicks for a sleepover in hopes to cheer me up. I had cried for awhile but for someone who had just gotten dumped after a year I wasn't doing that bad if I do say so myself. I had really liked Josh and even told him I loved him. But I don't think I ever really did, love him that is. Not that their was anything wrong with Josh he was good looking with his dark brown hair, hazel eyes and toned body. He was sweet and caring but good looks and good personality isn't the only thing that makes you love someone. I don't know what was missing but something was.
Anyways me and Miranda had finished watching the movies at around midnight and stayed up to talk.
We started talking about our past relationships. We were laying down in my basement whispering to each other even though their was no need because my parents wouldn't hear even if we were talking loudly. They were very sound sleepers.
Miranda and me had been giggling about a old crush of ours Ethan Craft and the silly stuff we had done to get him to notice him when Miranda had quieted down and looked at me seriously before saying " Lizzie how far did you and Josh get?"
I smiled shocked that Miranda had asked me that "Isn't that a bit personal Miranda?" I asked.
She gave me one of her trademark evil grins before saying "Yes, it would be IF i wasn't your best friend."
I laughed " Not that I know why. Well we made out obviously and we did a lot of serious petting.
well mostly he did but thats about it"
She gave me a weird look before saying " Under or over?"
"Mostly over but nothing went below the pants" I said my eyes wide.
She looked at me quizzically before saying "Liz don't you think you took things kinda...slow"
I rolled my eyes. I should have seen that coming. I took a deep breath this was going to be hard to explain. " Miranda do you believe in soulmates?" Cuz I do. I believe that I'm meant to something as serious as sex with that one special person. Its not like I'm saying I'm not gunna have sex before I'm married but I wanna save myself for the right person. I didn't take it any farther with Josh because it didn't feel right. I know theirs this guy that when i meet him it will just be right. We'll just click you know. I'll know the second I meet him, the second we touch, the second we kiss that hes the one. He might not be the person I marry but he'll be the person that I'll never forget.
" Aww thats sweet but Liz don't you think thats a bit..." She trailed off.
" Unrealistic?" I finished. " Yea I know but I don't nko theirs something that stopped me from going all the way with Josh. He's a great guy but I don't think he would've ever been the guy I lost my virginity to. ."
Miranda rolled her eyes hugged me and said " Lizzie it's really refreshing to find someone as optimistic as you. I love that about you. Lizzie my little forever virgin!"
I grabbed a pillow and hit her "Oh whatever!" I screamed.
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As I pulled into the dress makers driveway I flipped open my cell phone and dialed Nicole's number. It rang once before she picked up.
" Hey Lizzie I just saw you pull up come through the front door and come downstairs, everyone's here" Nicole said quickly before hanging up.
The design for the dress was beautiful (THANK GOD). It was a plain strapless dress that went down to my ankles it had fake diamonds outlining the top of the dress. I loved it. The fitting took about 30 minutes for all four girls. Nicole was buying her dress in New York. It was supposedly her dream dress and I couldn't wait to see how gorgeous she looked in it.
I met Nicole's best friend Emma and her younger cousin Amy who happened to be my age. We instantly got along and as we were leaving we exchanged emails. Kelly my cousin was their too she was 5 years older than us so even though we got along we weren't exactly the best of cousins. Oh well now with Amy their it should be even more fun.
I can't wait. 8 months to go. I love weddings and what makes this wedding even more special is how crazy in love my cousin and Nicole are. You can tell that they are soulmates. I sighed.
Now if only I could have that!!!
As I drove home I was still anti-men but I knew my fairy-tale and prince charming were still waiting for me.
----------------------------------6 months later----------------------------------------------
As I got into my car I was so thankful that I had gotten my license on my 16th birthday,
When I was leaving my mom was getting all teary eyed on how fast I was growing up. I couldn't believe how emotional she was being. She was only fourty she wasn't supposed to be going through menopause yet. Ew thats just to disgusting to think about. Thank God she didn't come with me it would have been so embarassing. But come on its a fitting for a bridesmaid dress.
I don't even want to see what shes going to be like for my wedding. Well thats even if I get married. Right now I seem to be scaring them away more than anything. Now don't get me wrong I don't think I'm ugly or anything. I'm pretty decent I think, I'
have green eyes, long blonde hairm and even thought I have never been fat I've slimmed down a lot since Junior High. At 5'2"I'm 125 pounds.
So i don't understand why guys seem to run from me. My now ex-boyfriend, Josh, of one week after a one year relationship just broke up with me because "we weren't right for each other". Like hello, he couldn't of told me this the first 11 months we were going out. No he has to wait until we've just finished going out for a year to end it. Asshole. And another thing what am i not 'right' for. Its not like I'm looking for a husband, holy shit I'm only 16! I think the real reason Josh broke up with me is becausue he wanted to take the physical part of our relationship farther. I wasn't ready so he told me we weren't 'right for each other' just so he wouldn't look like a complete asshole.
Well to bad I think he's an asshole no matter what! So right now I'm going through my 'I hate guys stage', I'll get over it in awhile. Until then BEWARE to all people of the opposite sex.
As I drove the 30 minute drive to the dress makers house where the fitting would take place I thought about all this. Then I remembered the conversation between my best friend Miranda and myself a few days ago.
----------------------------------------------Flashback-----------------------------------------
It was the day Josh had broke up with me and Miranda had come to my house armed with Ben and Jerry's ice cream and chick flicks for a sleepover in hopes to cheer me up. I had cried for awhile but for someone who had just gotten dumped after a year I wasn't doing that bad if I do say so myself. I had really liked Josh and even told him I loved him. But I don't think I ever really did, love him that is. Not that their was anything wrong with Josh he was good looking with his dark brown hair, hazel eyes and toned body. He was sweet and caring but good looks and good personality isn't the only thing that makes you love someone. I don't know what was missing but something was.
Anyways me and Miranda had finished watching the movies at around midnight and stayed up to talk.
We started talking about our past relationships. We were laying down in my basement whispering to each other even though their was no need because my parents wouldn't hear even if we were talking loudly. They were very sound sleepers.
Miranda and me had been giggling about a old crush of ours Ethan Craft and the silly stuff we had done to get him to notice him when Miranda had quieted down and looked at me seriously before saying " Lizzie how far did you and Josh get?"
I smiled shocked that Miranda had asked me that "Isn't that a bit personal Miranda?" I asked.
She gave me one of her trademark evil grins before saying "Yes, it would be IF i wasn't your best friend."
I laughed " Not that I know why. Well we made out obviously and we did a lot of serious petting.
well mostly he did but thats about it"
She gave me a weird look before saying " Under or over?"
"Mostly over but nothing went below the pants" I said my eyes wide.
She looked at me quizzically before saying "Liz don't you think you took things kinda...slow"
I rolled my eyes. I should have seen that coming. I took a deep breath this was going to be hard to explain. " Miranda do you believe in soulmates?" Cuz I do. I believe that I'm meant to something as serious as sex with that one special person. Its not like I'm saying I'm not gunna have sex before I'm married but I wanna save myself for the right person. I didn't take it any farther with Josh because it didn't feel right. I know theirs this guy that when i meet him it will just be right. We'll just click you know. I'll know the second I meet him, the second we touch, the second we kiss that hes the one. He might not be the person I marry but he'll be the person that I'll never forget.
" Aww thats sweet but Liz don't you think thats a bit..." She trailed off.
" Unrealistic?" I finished. " Yea I know but I don't nko theirs something that stopped me from going all the way with Josh. He's a great guy but I don't think he would've ever been the guy I lost my virginity to. ."
Miranda rolled her eyes hugged me and said " Lizzie it's really refreshing to find someone as optimistic as you. I love that about you. Lizzie my little forever virgin!"
I grabbed a pillow and hit her "Oh whatever!" I screamed.
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As I pulled into the dress makers driveway I flipped open my cell phone and dialed Nicole's number. It rang once before she picked up.
" Hey Lizzie I just saw you pull up come through the front door and come downstairs, everyone's here" Nicole said quickly before hanging up.
The design for the dress was beautiful (THANK GOD). It was a plain strapless dress that went down to my ankles it had fake diamonds outlining the top of the dress. I loved it. The fitting took about 30 minutes for all four girls. Nicole was buying her dress in New York. It was supposedly her dream dress and I couldn't wait to see how gorgeous she looked in it.
I met Nicole's best friend Emma and her younger cousin Amy who happened to be my age. We instantly got along and as we were leaving we exchanged emails. Kelly my cousin was their too she was 5 years older than us so even though we got along we weren't exactly the best of cousins. Oh well now with Amy their it should be even more fun.
I can't wait. 8 months to go. I love weddings and what makes this wedding even more special is how crazy in love my cousin and Nicole are. You can tell that they are soulmates. I sighed.
Now if only I could have that!!!
As I drove home I was still anti-men but I knew my fairy-tale and prince charming were still waiting for me.