:My Life:

Bayb-Munki: Hey! Alright finally on the fourth chapter. This one is going to be mostly a flashback of Sakura's life when she lived with the Hiiragizawas! Also I'm actually done all the chapters up to chappie 10…it just needs to be edited a few times. Also this chapter has been edited only by me…so if there are mistakes gomen! Also translations on the bottom. Hehe enjoy!

Disclaimer: Check chapter one if you want.

Thanks: Tamara2187 sorrie that I made Moyo bad it's just…I wanted a bad character and I chose her… Thanks Zeddy222 and MEwMewPower389

Special thanks: To my beta reader Laura! And my bestest buddie alex! Like I said I cudnt do nething witout you! So 3MUAH!

:Chapter Four:

Mei Lin

She was walking out ready to go on a walk when she saw Sakura. "Saku!" she called out while running towards her. Sakura smiled, "I see you're all better." Mei Lin nodded, "Yep it was all thanks to your drink." Sakura smiled, "Glad it helped."

They decided to walk together in the garden. "So how come you and Eriol seem so tense together." Sakura froze and turned to look at her friend. She sighed, "It's a long story," she said softly. "It's alright if you don't want to tell me," Mei Lin said sadly while looked downwards towards the grass. Sakura sighed she didn't like seeing her friend sad, "I'll tell you, but you can't tell anyone okay?" Mei Lin smiled and nodded her head.

"Let's get comfortable first, it's a long story," Sakura told her walking towards the cherry blossom tree in the middle. They had planted it for her when she turned 15. She smiled at the memories, she missed Mr. Hiiragizawa. A tear trailed down her face while she caught a petal in her hand. She held it out to Mei Lin, "Did you know that my name means cherry blossoms?" Mei Lin shook her head, "Well my mom named me that," Sakura continued. Her eyes started to water, but she wouldn't let the tears fall.

"My mother died when I was young though, didn't actually know her. And my father, he died after I was taken away. Or so they told me," she said softly so only Mei Lin could hear. Sakura looked out in her own little space for a second before continuing, "After I was sent here…well, let's say it was different."

Flashback

A young Sakura ran out towards the blue roses. "They are so kirei," she said touching them softly. She heard footsteps behind her, "They were for my son Eriol," a gentle voice told her while touching her shoulder softly. Sakura's smile widen, "I want flowers for me! Oh please otou-san!" The man froze, "What did you just call me?" "Otou-san?" she asked while titling her head to the side slightly, "What's wrong with that?" The man just chuckled, "Nothing, what type of flowers do you want?" he asked her.

She thought for a moment before answering, "Cherry blossoms!" It was after that day that he treated her like his own daughter. He learned to love Sakura like his own, and like he had promised he planted a cherry blossom tree right in the middle of the garden. They all slowly grew up together as a great family. Sakura, Eriol, and Mr. Hiiragizawa

Around the age of fifteen Sakura learned all about her new father. She learned that he was one of the richest in Tomoeda and that her real father had owed them money, which was why she was now here.

Sakura

She sat down by her tree looking up into the sky. She just found out her real father had died through despair when she left. Tears didn't fall though; she had cried too many tears because of they day she was taken from him already. Her new father had promised her to give him a proper burial, so she was satisfied. The wind started to blow harsher and Sakura was shivering from the cold.

She felt a soft fabric on her shoulders and looked up to see deep blue eyes. "Eli," she said softly while patting down the seat beside her. He gladly took the seat, "It's really pretty isn't it?" Sakura nodded her head, "Kirei," she said softly. Eriol smiled and handed her a rose, "For a beautiful cherry blossom," he told her.

Sakura blushed and accepted the rose, "Arigatou," she said. Eriol nodded and looked out, "Are you going to be alright?" he asked softly. Sakura looked at him and smiled slightly, "I think so; I mean I love him, but he wasn't there for most of my life. I guess I just got used to him not being here." Eriol nodded understanding, "You're fifteen now you know," he told her.

Sakura nodded, "You're point is?" Eriol sighed, "You know how otou-san owns a brothel?" he asked her. Sakura nodded her head. "Well you were supposed to be sent there when you reached 15. But he couldn't bare to see you go, I can't either," he said blushing slightly. Sakura smiled, "Arigatou," she said again, "I love you Eriol," she said quietly so he barely heard.

Eriol smiled, "aishiteru," he said softly. Sakura laid her head down on his shoulder and smiled. She wished that day had never ended. She wished she didn't have to experience all that pain. But of course you never get what you wish for.

The next morning they showed her the brothel. It was a beautiful place, and big. It was like a big house with blood red bricks, it had silver lining windows and dark blue roses were all around the house. They entered the building and there Sakura met Kaori and Miaka. Kaori kept to herself most of the time, while Miaka was always so hyper. It was weird how the two ended up being best friends.

They had shown her around the brothel, well actually mostly Miaka. Kaori had just followed along seeing as Mr. Hiiragizawa had forced her too. When they reached the gardens in the back Sakura danced around in the flowers. Mr. Hiiragizawa had watched her dancing by his window.

"What do you think Eriol, should we place a cherry blossom tree here too?" Eriol had smiled that day, a true genuine smile, "Yeah, it would be perfect there, surrounded by the blue roses." They continued to watch Sakura dance; she was so happy, so care free.

But as we all know, all good things come to an end. Nothing good ever lasts forever.

Sakura

Now 17, she walked through the gardens slowly, admiring everything in her sight. She kept walking when yelling was heard from inside the house, Sakura rushed back and saw Mr. Hiiragizawa in bed. She knelt down beside him and took his hand in hers. "Sakura," he said with a little trouble, "I love you." His eyes slowly closed and his breathing had stopped.

Sakura stared at the man who was her father for most of her life. Tears were flowing down her checks freely now. Eriol held onto his half sister, rocking her back and fourth. Little did she know that from this day forward her life wasn't going to be the same.

Sakura :Lemon: if under age please skip

She sat on her bed quietly; it was three days after the funeral. She was dressed all in black, still mourning to the only father figure she had. The door to her room opened softly, "Hey," a gentle voice called out to her. Sakura raised her head and smiled softly at the voice.

Eriol walked in wearing a white shirt and dark blue jeans. "You going to be okay?" he asked sitting down beside her. Sakura looked into those blue caring eyes and hugged him. Eriol wrapped his arms around her letting her cry on his shoulder. "Shh, it's going to be okay," Eriol told her softly.

Sakura looked up, she trusted him. The tears had stopped coming now and they were just staring into each others eyes. Eriol raised his hand and wiped the tears off her face slowly. He placed his hand under her chin and raised it up; he slowly lowered his head and kissed her lips softly.

Sakura was startled at first and touched her lips gently, she had felt a spark when he had kissed her. Eriol took his hand and removed hers from her lips. He placed his hands on her torso and kissed her again, a little rougher this time. Sakura placed her hand around his neck wanting more. Eriol placed her softly on the bed and traced his tongue on her lips asking for permission to enter.

Sakura parted her lips softly, feeling his warm tongue inside her mouth dancing with hers. He placed his hand on her back and slowly unzipped her dress. Sakura continued kissing him hungrily loving the taste of him. He traced his soft hands on her shoulder slowly sliding the dress off. Sakura looked at him, her eyes glowing with happiness. He slid off her whole dress and gasped at her figure.

It was perfect, her luscious soft pink lips, her delicate shoulders and nicely tanned body. Her body was perfectly shaped and she wasn't too fat or too skinny, she was like an angel. He slowly traced his hand through her body. He quickly took off his shirt and placed his lips on hers again. Sakura happily kissed him back while trying to unbuckle his pants.

She finally got it undone and his pants slid off. Sakura looked at his finely toned chest and his milky white skin. He looked fantastic and she couldn't wait to have him in her. Eriol started kissing her neck while his hand massaged her right breast. Sakura moaned in pleasure. He placed her boob in his mouth and started nibbling on it slightly. Sakura moaned and pushed him over. She smiled devilishly and started kissing him roughly while using her clit to massage his stick.

Eriol placed his hands on her butt and she continued. Finally they both separated for a breath and Eriol had her beneath him again. "Are you ready?" he asked her panting slowly. Sakura nodded her head and closed her eyes, ready for the pain. He entered her slowly and Sakura yelled out in pain. Eriol softly kissed her on the forehead. Her hands were around him so when he entered she scratched him.

"Keep going," Sakura panted out, Eriol nodded and continued slowly. She wrapped her legs around his waist and quickened the pace. Eriol noticing her wanting more starts thrusting harder and quicker wanting to hear her moan. Sakura moans in pure pleasure while beads of sweat slowly flow down her delicate face. Eriol smiles seeing her enjoying this and continues.

Thrusting harder each time and faster, Sakura moves her body following his, after awhile noticing each other slowing down Eriol takes it for one last time and exits her slowly. He lied down beside her and placed his arms around her and pulled her towards him. Sweat was all around her face, but she didn't care, she placed her head gently in his chest for a good nights sleep.

Eriol :End of Lemon:

He woke up when the sun's rays entered her room. It was a soft pink colour with a gold lining on everything. He smirked evilly because of what happened last night. Sakura slowly stirred awake noticing some movement. Eriol quickly wiped the smirk off his face and smiled tenderly to her, "Morning sunshine," he said while placing the loose strand of hair behind her ear.

"Morning," Sakura says while giving him a soft peck on the lips. "Mmhmm, something smells really good," Eriol chuckles softly at Sakura's face. "That is breakfast, go take a shower, I'll meet you downstairs." Sakura happily nodded and headed towards her washroom. Eriol smiled and headed to his own room to take a shower.

Sakura

The warm water pierced her skin while it ran through her smooth body. Her body ached slightly from the night before, but she couldn't be happier. She smiled at the thought of last night, she had given her body to the man she fell in love with, least she thought it was love. She turned the shower head off and wrapped a soft pink and gold towel around her body. She quickly dried her hair and placed a light pink t-shirt and a pair of faded jeans on.

She smiled at herself in the mirror; she could finally smile again since his death. She walked downstairs into the dining room where Eriol was waiting for her. She took the seat in front of him and the maid's placed a plate in front of her.

The doorbell rang and the butler opened the door revealing a girl wearing a purple halter and dark blue jeans. She had long ebony hair, and a small delicate face, "Eriol-kun," she said softly and ran into Eriol's arms. Sakura was surprised she didn't understand what was going on. "Are you okay?" she remembered that girl saying. "Yeah, Tomoyo I want you to meet my step sister, Sakura," he said pointing to her, "Sakura this is my girlfriend, Tomoyo."

Sakura froze hearing those words exit his lips, 'Sakura this is my girlfriend, Tomoyo. My girlfriend, my girlfriend.' It just kept echoing through her head that she couldn't take it anymore. "May I be excused?" she had said so softly that Eriol hadn't even heard. He was too busy paying attention to Tomoyo. She decided she didn't want him to see her like this so she just dropped everything and ran. She ran all the way to her room.

She could almost hear Eriol laughing at her for her stupidity. She fell on her bed crying. Why did he do this to her? She had thought that he loved her. But she was wrong, and how wrong she was. Tears kept falling down from her emerald pools. She didn't know how long she stayed there but a while later a knocking was heard. She quickly wiped away her tears and opened the door.

Eriol smirked evilly standing by the doorway. "I have something you should know Sakura," she remembered him saying cockily, "These papers, are your. I mean the papers that say you're legally ours. Wait I mean mine now." He started laughing and evil laugh and continued, "And I want you working for the brothel Sakura. By tomorrow you are to leave this house. Goodbye," he had told her and laughed all the way out.

Sakura stood there frozen from the news, no more tears fell, but instead she just stood there in shock. She didn't notice the maids enter and pack her stuff, she was completely oblivious to her surroundings and soon enough she was to leave.

Sakura

"And after that day I lived here," Sakura said while looking up at the falling cherry blossoms. Her smile widened, "Let's dance," she said and held her hand out. Mei Lin accepted her hand and they danced together in the fallen cherry blossoms. And just like last time, in the window stood Eriol smiling down sadly at the two.

Chiharu

She knocked on a door softly. She heard the words, "Come in," so she entered a little nervously. "Saku…" she started, but Sakura just smiled at her and told her to sit down. "What's wrong Chi?" Sakura asked softly, just like an angel. Chiharu looked away and said quietly that Sakura barely heard, "I really do love him." Sakura was shocked at first, and scared for her friend, but she had to support her decision, "I see. What do you plan on doing?" Sakura asked her.

Chiharu looked at Sakura's deep emerald eyes, "He asked me to marry him last night," she showed Sakura her diamond ring that was on her finger, "he said he'll buy me." Sakura smiled happy for her friend, "That's great Chi!" Sakura told her friend while smiling a wide smile. Chiharu tried to smile but failed miserably, "But what if he doesn't truly love me? What if he buys me off and than leaves me out in the world all alone? I'm scared Saku…" she told her friend truthfully.

Sakura smiled, "Just follow your heart Chi. You know if you don't leave now, you may never be able to. And seeing Takashi last night, and meeting him for the first time. I could tell that he truly loves you, and he will treat you right. I know he will." Chiharu smiled, "Thanks Sakura." "When are you going to be leaving than?" Sakura asked her friend.

"Well he said he'll have a talk with Eriol later today, and he's leaving for Hong Kong in five days so I guess I'll be leaving with him," Chiharu told her while thinking if she left anything out. Sakura smiled, "You had better write back!" she told her friend and they laughed together. Chiharu had a chance for a new life now.

Translations!

Kirei: Pretty

Otou-san: Dad

Arigatou: Thank you

Aishiteru: I love you

Gomen: Sorry

Genki: Happy