:My Life:

Bayb-Munki: Finally I'm sorry for making it seem like Sakura died…well enjoy enjoy!

Thanks: Sunnflower and Tamara2187 sorrie I took so longgg to update, but since I wasn't writing anymore I thought I shouldn't update either…hehe…and um..hmmm…the ending right now for me is hazy, I'm not sure if I want a happy ending, or not…so yea…ending might take a while…gomen! But enjoy!

Special Thanks: Thanks Alex and Laura. But for this chapter I also want to think my best friend Stepy, you mean the world to me, and you showed me that life is worth living. Thanks babe!

:Chapter Nine:

Sakura

She saw a white light, and heard millions of voices. She couldn't make anything out. She opened her eyes slightly; they started hurting from the new light. She looked around and ignored all the people calling her name. She shut her eyes, her head was hurting again. She opened her eyes one last time and saw a man with long silver hair and warm purple eyes look at her, "Where am I?" she asked the man.

He was in a long white doctor suit and he answered softly, "You're in the hospital." Sakura started coughing uncontrollably, "How did I get here?" she asked hoarsely. The doctor frowned, "Sakura you were in a terrible accident." She continued staring at the doctor when she noticed her belly, "W-w-what's this?" she asked nervously. The doctor smiled, "You've been pregnant for about two months now. The baby seemed to have survived the car crash."

Sakura was crushed, "How could this have happened?" "Do you know what happened before you got here?" the doctor asked softly. Sakura shook her head, "I don't even know who I am." The doctor took a deep breath, "Your name is Sakura Kinomoto." Sakura looked at him and smiled, she tried to remember more but her head starting hurting, "My head really hurts." "Take a rest; I'll visit you later on in the day." Sakura nodded and laid down, "What happened two months ago?"

Sure enough when Sakura awakened from her slumber there was the doctor. "Hello…" Sakura trailed off. "Doctor Yue Ruo." Sakura nodded, "Thank you for taking care of me." Yue looked at her, "You really don't remember me?" Sakura shook her head, "Should I?" The doctor nodded sadly, "We used to be good friends." Sakura looked at him sadly, "I'm sorry, I really can't remember."

The doctor sighed and said calmly, "That's alright; don't try to think too much on the past. You would probably end up getting headaches for making your mind think." Sakura nodded her head taking in all of the information. "Also it may take a few years for you to start remembering anything. Or it might be really soon. Some people sometimes never regain their memory," he told her sadly.

Sakura smiled, "Well if my mind really doesn't want to remember, it was probably because it was too much pain." Yue looked at her and smiled, "I'll come by again tomorrow."

When Sakura was allowed to leave the hospital Yue invited her to live with him. She gratefully accepted, since he was the only one she had now in England. Over the days she still couldn't remember anything from the past, although she always wondered what happened she decided it was best to just move on.

Sakura

Two years had past since the incident and she was now 22. She continued living with the now 26 year old Yue and they learned to love each other like siblings. The phone rang waking her up from her daydream and she hurriedly went to pick up the phone. "Hello, Cherry Blossom Flowers how may I help you?" Sakura asked sweetly. "Mommy?" a little voice rang out. "Kenji, what do you need sweetie?" she asked him sweetly. "Can you pick me up from school now" Sakura looked up at the clock and sighed, "Okay I'll be there in five." She went to find one of her workers, "Cindy," she called out to a girl with long dark purple hair, "I need you to work while I go to pick Kenji up."

Cindy nodded her light blue eyes shining, "I'd love to Sakura." Sakura smiled and said a quick thanks before rushing off. Cindy shook her head sadly, "She works way too hard for her family." She saw the door opening and in walked a new customer, "How may I help you?" Cindy asked sweetly. "I need to choose flowers for my wedding soon." The girl nodded, "What type of flowers are you thinking of? And when will the wedding be?"

The woman and long brown hair and the lightest brown eyes answered happily, "The wedding is in one month, and I'm not really sure of what type of flowers I want. Also I heard that the owner of the shop helps you choose the flowers also." Cindy nodded, "Yep she does, would you like to wait for her miss…" The woman smiled, "Miss. Yuuki." Cindy sighed, "The owner is out at the moment though. Would you like to wait for her, or perhaps you would rather come again some other time?"

Miss. Yuuki looked at the clock, she shook her head, "No I have a lunch meeting with some of my friends about the wedding. I will find some time to come by again tomorrow." Cindy smile, "If you need anything just look for me again. My name's Cindy by the way." Miss. Yuuki nodded, "And you can call me Miaka."

Kenji

Sakura walked with her two year old son back to the flower shop. "How was your day today?" Sakura asked him. Kenji smiled his emerald green eyes shining, "I had a lot of fun hanging out with my friends today." He looked up seeing that Sakura hadn't answered him. Instead she stood there in a trance looking ahead.

Sakura watched as a woman with light brown hair exited the shop. She had a nice small figure and seemed to be really familiar. Sakura's head started throbbing and she crouched down. "Mommy, mommy!" Kenji yelled worriedly. Sakura smiled and ruffled his messy brown hair, "Don't worry sweet heart, my head was just hurting." Kenji nodded; this happened a lot with his mom.

She got up and held his hand, "Let's go to the shop now." Kenji nodded and followed along still a little worried. They both entered together when he saw his mother walk up to Cindy. "Who was that woman?" Sakura asked her. Cindy smiled, "That was Miaka Yuuki, she's getting married soon and wanted to order some flowers. But she wanted you to personally pick them so she's coming by again tomorrow." Sakura nodded, "Okay I guess I'll see her again tomorrow."

Cindy

She watched as Sakura took care of each single flower. "Why do you work so hard? You know Yue will take care of you." Sakura smiled at her friend, "Because, I love flowers, they give me a feeling of being complete." Cindy looked down sadly, "Well do you want me to pick up Kenji today? In case that woman comes again." Sakura nodded her head, "If you wouldn't mind." Cindy smiled sweetly, "Of course I wouldn't! I love Kenji." Sakura smiled, "Well I think you better go now." Cindy nodded, "Good luck Saku."

Sakura continued to tend the flowers when the door opened. "Hello, how may I help you?" she asked sweetly. In front of her was a man he had flaming red hair and the bluest eyes. "Hello, are you the owner of this shop?" Sakura nodded her head, "Yes and what would you like?" The man smiled, "I'm here for my brother's wedding. His wife came by yesterday, Miaka Yuuki. But she's wasn't feeling so well today so I came instead of her." Sakura nodded, "Well, let's choose the flowers than?"

The man nodded, "Alright miss?" "Sakura Kinomoto," she told him sweetly. "My name's Amiboshi Bu." Sakura smiled and led him over to the flowers, "So what type of wedding are they planning." Amiboshi thought for a second before answering, "A really small one. The theme is cherry blossoms, for Miaka's best friend." Sakura looked at him, "Cherry blossoms," she said softly.

"Hey that's what your name means right?" Sakura nodded her head, "Yep!" Amiboshi smiled, "So any suggestions?" Sakura thought for a second, "I think it would be better if the bride was here." Amiboshi laughed and nodded, "Yeah I thought so too, but Miaka insisted." Sakura smiled when she saw the door open again.

Kenji came running up towards her, "Mommy!" he yelled out. Sakura smiled and gave her son a hug, "Aww, how's my little baby?" Kenji laughed and jumped down from her arms. "He's your son?" Amiboshi asked. Sakura nodded, "Yes." "Who's the father?" Sakura frowned, "I'm not really sure, I have amnesia." He gasped, "What about your family?" Sakura smiled sadly, "Only family I have now is Yue, I don't remember anything." Amiboshi looked at her and smiled brightly, "Than let's make new memories, how would you like to have lunch with me?" Sakura smiled, "I would love that, how about you Kenji?" The little boy nodded his head eagerly and the three walked out of the shop together.

They walked in to a near by café and ordered some sandwiches. "So how long have you guys lived here?" Amiboshi asked the two. "For about two years now," she told him. Amiboshi nodded, "I've lived here my whole life, and it's a really great place." Sakura nodded her head, "Yes I love England. I don't know why, but just being here means so much to me." Amiboshi stared at her emerald eyes, she had the perfect figure. Her eyes were deep and dark that seemed endless, her skin had a nice golden tan and her hair was layered from her chin down. "You sound like a really deep person."

Sakura laughed, "Not deep, just I guess you realize how important some things are when you experience a near death experience, and than get another chance at a new life." Amiboshi nodded, "You seem perfect." Sakura looked at him and blushed lightly, "No one's perfect." Amiboshi smiled, "Well than you're really close to perfection." Sakura smiled sweetly when she saw the time, "I better go now, and I have to go get my check up." Amiboshi frowned, "What for?"

"I have to see my physiatrist to help me regain my memories." He smiled, "Well I best be going too. I wouldn't want my future sister in law thinking I ran off again." Sakura laughed, "Until next time." Amiboshi nodded, "Until next time."

He dropped Sakura off back at the shop and she gave him her number. Sakura quickly looked at her son and gave him a peck on the forehead, "I have to go to the doctors now okay? So listen to Cindy." Kenji shook his head furiously, "No don't okaa-san! Every time you come back, you're always sad and tired. Please don't go." Sakura smiled sadly, "But you want mommy to remember her childhood right?" He shook his head again, "I don't care okaa-san! I mean you have me, and our memories." Sakura looked at him and started crying slightly, "One last time?" Kenji looked at her and nodded, "Only one more time."

Sakura went to the physiatrist and waited patiently for her turn. She heard her name and quickly walked into the room, she looked around it had a nice roomy feeling to it. Everything was a nice blue colour. She stopped walking for a second, "Blue…" she said softly. "Hello Miss. Sakura," she heard Mrs. Hongo say interrupting her thoughts. "Gomen," she said quietly. Mrs. Hongo smiled, "It's alright, please take a seat Sakura." She nodded and watched as the old woman watched her.

She had long black hair and dark brown eyes; she was around 30 years old and is one of the most famous physiatrists around. "So what was it about the colour blue?" Sakura looked at her, "I don't know, reminded me of someone…" Mrs. Hongo encouraged her to continue. She tried to remember when her head starting hurting tremendously, "I d-don't know," she struggled out. Mrs. Hongo placed her hand softly on Sakura's shoulder, "Shh, relax your mind. Take deep breaths," she said in a soft voice.

Sakura nodded and listened to her, "Imagine the colour blue, a nice dark blue room, light blue walls, dark blue carpet; picture furniture matching the blue surroundings." Sakura complied and pictured the room, she saw gold trimmings and a man, the man mouthed her name, she tried to reach out to him but she ended up flashing back to reality beads of sweat trailing down her face. She was panting slowly, Mrs. Hongo smiled, "Good job, I believe this is an improvement, you actually got a basic image."

Sakura smiled sadly, "Why does it still hurt after so long?" The woman smiled at her, "Everyone has there secrets, yours must have inflicted a lot of pain and your mind doesn't want to uncover them again." Sakura sighed, "But I feel like a part of me is missing." Mrs. Hongo smiled, "That's why you make new memories, and you should never dwell on the past." Sakura nodded, "I'll come again next month." Mrs. Hongo nodded and led her out.

Sakura

She walked down towards her car when she heard her cell phone ringing. She quickly answered it and a deep voice said, "Hey Sakura?" Sakura smiled hearing the voice, "Hello Ami." Amiboshi smiled hearing a nickname instead, "So are you done at the shrinks?" Sakura smiled brightly, "Yep just finished." "Want to go to the amusement park that just pulled up in town?" Sakura thought about it for a second, "Just me and you?" Amiboshi laughed, "As much as I would love that, no. My brother and his fiancé are coming along and she's bringing a few friends. Sakura smiled, "I would love to! But only if Kenji can come, I don't want him alone at home." "Of course he can come, the more the merrier. How about I pick you guys up in one hour at the flower shop?" Sakura shook her head, "No pick us up at my house; I'll give you the address." "Alright," he said, "Bye now." "Bye bye Ami!" Sakura said sweetly before hanging up.

She leaned on her car clutching the phone lightly, a small smiled touched her lips while a light blush appeared. Sakura quickly entered the car and called the shop telling Cindy to close the store earlier and that she was coming to pick her son up.

Kenji

He sat down patiently when Cindy had told him to watch for his mom. Kenji saw her car pull up and quickly left the shop to run into her arms, "Mommy!" he yelled. He saw her smiled brightly and hug him tightly, "How's my little boy?" Kenji's smile widens, "You're happier today." Sakura giggled, "Of course I am, I wouldn't want my little devil seeing me sad." Kenji grinned, "Good because I wouldn't want to have to cause you trouble!"

Sakura laughed, "Hey do you want to go to the amusement park today?" Kenji nodded his head furiously, "Really you'll take me?" he asked his eyes shining with delight. Sakura nodded her head, "Yep, Amiboshi says he's going to take us. But first we're going to go home and get dress alright?" Kenji nodded his head, "Okay!"

Amiboshi

He looked at the small house she lived in; it had nice yellow bricks and a beautiful garden in front full of tulips and roses. He ran the doorbell nervously, a man with dark purple eyes and silvery hair glared at him, "Who are you?" Amiboshi took a deep breathe, "Amiboshi, I'm here to pick Sakura and Kenji up." His eyes soften, but kept watching the guest, "She's still getting ready, please come in." Amiboshi nodded and entered.

The house was warm and cozy; everything was a light shade of yellow and blue. He looked around seeing many pictures of Sakura, the man, and her son. 'He must be Yue,' Amiboshi thought to himself. He continued looking at the pictures when he heard her heals clicking on the hardwood floor, he looked up and saw her in faded blue jeans a pink halter. Beside her was Kenji wearing a pair of jeans, and a dark blue shirt. They were both smiling widely, "Hey sorry for being late?" Sakura said embarrassedly.

Amiboshi laughed, "It's alright, and do you want to go now?" Sakura and Kenji nodded their heads furiously, "Bye Yue," she said softly and gave him a light peck on the check. Yue smiled and led them out, "Bring her home before eleven!" he teased. Sakura laughed, "I'll be sure to do that!" Amiboshi answered.

They entered his car and headed towards the amusement park, when they arrived Amiboshi told them he was going to buy the tickets so he quickly rushed off. Sakura held on to Kenji scared he might get lost when she heard her name. "Sakura? Is that really you?" a soft gentle voice asked. Sakura unsure of what to do turned towards the voice and stood there in shock, "Who are you?"