:My Life:

Bayb-Munki: Hmm chappie 11 finally! Lol I think there's going to be three chapters left…or four not really sure though! SORRIE! Neways enjoy!

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Dedication: Hmm to Edward! I love you so much, and memories last forever sweetie!

:Chapter Eleven:

She stared at the darkness running, finding that there was nowhere to go. She didn't understand, she searched deeper, but nothing came. She started panting, it was no use no matter how hard she tried she would never be able to uncover the truth. 'Sakura' she heard a voice speak. She looked around trying to find the source but it was no use. 'Sakura' she heard again, she ran towards the voice, seeing a bright light. She ran closer reaching out her hand and opened her eyes.

She started panting slowly looking around her, she saw Yue and held onto his hand tightly. On the other side was Kenji, she smiled seeing her son there and squeezed his hand slightly while he looked at her, his emerald eyes glowing. "Mommy," she heard him say softly. She took his soft check in her hands lovingly, "You okay buddie?" Kenji nodded his head, "I've been a good boy since you were asleep." Sakura smiled, while she saw Cindy lead him out of the room.

Sakura sighed while looking at all the needles connected in her, she looked into Yue's loving purple eyes, "How long have I been here?" she wanted to know. Yue looked at her, "Just a few hours." Sakura nodded; at least it hadn't been a day. She looked around the room noticing other people were also in the room. She saw Amiboshi, Hotohori, Miaka, Kaori, and the man from the shop. She pointed at him, "So you found your friends?" she asked softly.

The man nodded and pointed to Miaka and Kaori, "They were supposed to meet me at the shop." Miaka bowed her head ashamed, "Gomen…" she was about to continue when Kaori interrupted her, "It was because of me, I had to do something for my job." Sakura smiled sweetly and nodded in understanding, "It's alright, but your wedding?" Sakura asked worriedly.

Miaka smiled and said happily, "Don't worry we still have one month and a half left." Sakura nodded and laid down on the bed and sighed, "I'm really tired," she said. Yue looked at the five and said professionally, "It's best she get her sleep." The five nodded and headed out. Yue took one last look at her and left.

Sakura watched as the door closed and went deep into her covers. She shut her eyes tightly removing the image from her mind and going into a restless sleep.

Syaoran

He sat down in his five star hotel, nothing but the best for the prince. He sighed and leaned back onto his chair, the phone rang bringing him out of his thoughts, and he quickly picked it up and bit out tiredly, "What?" The man on the other line chuckled, "Syaoran, same as always I see." Syaoran growled, "What do you want Hiiragizawa?" Eriol smirked on the other side, "I just wanted to know if you were in England yet."

Syaoran growled, "You of course know I'm in England, how else could you call." Eriol thought for a second before answering, "I suppose you're right." Syaoran sighed, "What do you want?" Eriol sighed mimicking him, "You could sound a little excited hearing from me." Syaoran cleared his throat and said with a little growl this time, "Better?" Eriol chuckled, "Much." "So what do you want Hiiragizawa?" Eriol ran his hand through his dark blue hair, "I wanted to know what you plan on doing with the situation."

Syaoran stared at the phone, "What situation?" Eriol wanted to kill him for acting dumb, "The one with Sakura you retard." Syaoran sighed deeply running his hand through his hair, "She doesn't even remember me." Eriol growled, "If you really loved her you would try." Syaoran sighed again, "But I don't know…" "Syaoran, I did not give up on her just so you can be sitting there not sure if you should try to win her heart or not!" he yelled through the phone. Syaoran winced slightly but quickly recovered, "You're right, I'll make her remember me, and if she doesn't I'll just make her fall in love with me all over again.

Sakura

She stared at the room gloomily. White walls, white sheets, white flowers, white floor, white windows, just everything was white! She felt like she was about to explode. There was nothing to do in this hospital, she laid down on the bed, and winced when she looked down at her arm, millions of needles sticking in her.

She shook her head trying to get rid of the thoughts; Yue had reminded her that if you don't think about something, the pain doesn't come. So that was what she intended to do. She looked out towards the door seeing it open. She saw the man from the shop enter, "Hello," she said cheerfully. The man nodded his head, and walked towards her a bouquet in his hands.

"To a beautiful cheery blossom," he said handing her the flowers. Sakura looked at them and smiled widely, "Thanks, this is exactly what this room needs, colour." The man chuckled at her cuteness, "So Sakura feeling better?" Sakura nodded, not really knowing the man in front of her, but trusting him, "I'm feeling great, Yue says I can go home in a few hours Mr…" "Li, Syaoran Li. But just call me Syaoran," he said. Sakura nodded, "Aren't you the Prince of China?" Syaoran blushed but smiled cockily, "Yep, what gave me away? Was it my good looks?"

Sakura giggled at that comment, "Oh yes dear Prince, for you have the looks of a handsome Prince Charming." Syaoran smiled charmingly and took her hand gently and kissed it softly, "And I think I found my princess." Sakura looked at him and blushed a million shades of red, she looked away and when she noticed the door opening she quickly snapped her hand away.

It opened revealing Kaori and Miaka. Miaka ran over to her and gave her a big hug, "Oh Sakura you had us so worried yesterday! Never every faint again! You hear me!" Sakura laughed and nodded her head, "I'll try." Miaka smiled, "Good enough," she said and backed off letting Kaori see her. Kaori gave her a hug like Miaka, "We were really worried yesterday," she said in a gentle voice.

Sakura smiled, "I'm sorry for making you guys worry about me." The other two girls smiled, "It's all worth it, as long as you're okay." Sakura nodded her head, "Yue said I can leave soon." Miaka jumped happily, "Than I'll help you pack your stuff."

Sakura giggled at her and watched as she zoomed by packing all of the clothes Yue had brought over last night. It was soon time for lunch and Sakura's stomach growled hungrily, she looked up and blushed embarrassedly, "Gomen, but I'm really hungry." Syaoran smiled, "Let's all go out to lunch." Sakura nodded and frowned as she heard a deep voice go, "No."

"Yueeeeee," Sakura said with little puppy dog eyes, "Please? I really want to leave here!" Yue looked at her and sighed, "Fine, fine, I'll do the papers for you to leave. But if you faint again, I will not let you out of the house." Sakura sweat dropped, "Okay Otou-san!" she said dramatically. Yue smiled and placed his arm around, "My little girl is growing up." Sakura laughed and rushed to the washroom to change into some normal clothes.

Syaoran looked at Yue, "When will she remember me?" he wanted to know. Yue frowned slightly, "She doesn't seem to want to remember you, you must've caused her immense pain." Syaoran shook his head, "I didn't mean too…" he froze as Sakura stepped out. Her hair was nicely combed now and her eyes shined with pure happiness. She was just like how he remembered a perfect delicate angel. Her top fitted her perfectly, and the jeans showed all the right curves. She smiled sweetly and said, "Let's eat!" Miaka nodded her head and linked arms, "Coming Kay?" Kaori nodded, "Bye Yue!" Yue waved at the four goodbye, "You better take care of yourself Saku!"

Sakura stuck her tongue out cutely, "I'm not a baby Yue!" Yue shook his head, "But you still act like one." Sakura pouted, but than a bright smile appeared, "Well at least I'm a cute baby." Yue nodded and watched them leave, sighing softly, she really was growing up. And soon she would leave him.

Syaoran

He brought them to a small café and they all ordered something to eat. Sakura had ordered a light salad along with Miaka. Kaori wanted a chicken sandwich and Syaoran was having a juicy hamburger. "How can you eat that?" Sakura asked as she watched him take a big bite at it. Syaoran smiled crumbs falling out of his mouth, "It's really good, you want a bite?" Sakura shook her head furiously, "Ewwww! No!" Miaka laughed at their cuteness and saw as the waitress returned making sure everything was okay.

Before the waitress left she whispered quietly into Miaka's ear, "They really do make a cute couple." Miaka nodded her head, "Too bad they aren't," she said sadly. The woman looked confused but shrugged it off. Miaka looked at Kaori and nudged her softly, Kaori nodded and said quickly, "I just remembered I have something to do, Miaka can you please drive me there?" Miaka nodded her head, "Sorry for leaving early, Sakura take care okay." Sakura nodded sadly and watched as her friends left.

Once they were gone Sakura burst out laughing, "Miaka is so dense, she thinks I didn't notice all the hints she was dropping for us." Syaoran raised an eyebrow, "You noticed to eh?" Sakura nodded her head, "Yep I'm not as dense as I seem you know." Syaoran smiled, "Could've fooled me." She smiles sweetly showing her perfect white teeth, "Where you want to go now?"

Syaoran thought for a second, "I really don't know, first time in England." Sakura smacked her head, "I should've known that." Syaoran shook it off, "It's alright." Now it was Sakura's turn to think, where would be the perfect place? She thought of something and smiled brightly, "I know the perfect place, but I'm driving." Syaoran nodded his head and handed her the keys, "It better be good." Sakura smiled, "You'll love it!"

Sakura

She drove the car slowly making sure it was the right place. She stopped in front of a school. Syaoran looked at her with bewilderment, "You brought me to a school?" Sakura shook her head, "I just need to pick up Kenji," she told him and quickly rushed out of the car, but stopped for a second. "And plus, you seemed pretty interested in him the other day," Sakura told him and went towards the school again.

Syaoran laid back down on the chair, of course he was interested in Kenji, he was his son. He looked up the pathway noticing Sakura and Kenji walking this way. He watched her move happily, he hadn't seen her happy in such a long time it felt great. She seemed more carefree and innocent like she used to be. He frowned, 'innocent' she will never be innocent, but it didn't matter to him, and she was always perfect in his eyes.

She smiled sweetly at him and opened the back door allowing her son to enter, "Okay where do you want to go Kenji?" she asked. The little boy smiled and bounced up and down the seat, "The Park!" Sakura nodded and placed the car into drive, "Than to the park it is. Do you mind Syaoran?" Syaoran shook his head, "The Park seems nice."

Sakura smiled and drove around passing by many houses. "This park is really nice," she said breaking the silence, "There's this man there, Mr. Fujitaka, he's the owner of the place. He's a really great guy I'm sure you'll love him." Syaoran nodded his head as he saw Sakura stop the car. "Alright, we're here," she said and got out of the car.

The view was spectacular; there were trees everywhere, park benches, and flowers. Roses, tulips and a little cherry blossom tree right in the middle covered by a glass house. Sakura smiled, "I love this place, especially the cherry blossom tree, it stays alive all year around," she said while mentally shivering from the thought of winter.

Syaoran laughed, "Why would he place it right in the middle though?" Sakura frowned, "Because it's for his dead daughter. I feel sorry for the poor man." Syaoran nodded, "I wish I could help him." Sakura shook her head, "I don't think you'd be able to. He actually lives in Hong Kong. But he goes around the world, with 5 different parks, all dedicated to his daughter." Syaoran nodded, and heard his cell phone ringing, "Sorry."

Sakura nodded in understanding and led them up a path while Syaoran quickly answered his phone. "Hello?" he asked while staring at Sakura. "Li-sama," he heard an old weary voice call out. "Wei," Syaoran said while holding on to the phone tighter, "Is something wrong?" He heard the man sigh and start slowly, "Your father had a heart attack and is dead." Syaoran froze, and Sakura looked at him worriedly. Wei continued, "You must get married in three months Li-sama, or you lose the throne." Syaoran nodded shocked at the news, "When is the funeral?" he asked sadly. "In four days," came his quick reply. Syaoran nodded, "I'll be back by than."

He hung up and sighed looking into Sakura's worried emerald eyes, she touched his shoulder gently, "What happened?" she asked. "My father's…dead," he said mournfully. Sakura looked at him sadly, she bent down and whispered something in Kenji's ear and he ran off. She walked up closer to Syaoran and hugged him tightly catching him off guard. "Just let it all out," she said softly into his ear sending shivers up his spine, "Men do cry you know."

Syaoran chuckled hearing that, and tears slowly trailed down his checks, "He was the greatest father alive, and now h-he's gone." Sakura smiled sadly and hug him tighter, "Least he loved you." Syaoran nodded, "I have to leave in four days for the funeral, would you go with me?" he asked nervously. Sakura looked at him and smiled, "Of course, anything for a friend." Syaoran was hurt by her words, but made no action to show it. He would prove his love towards her if it was the last thing he did.

Eriol

He walked along the streets trying to find the place Miaka had told him about. He sighed and ran his hand through his dark blue hair, he would end up seeing her again. He smiled sadly, she still had a place in his heart, but he knew hers belonged to Syaoran. He looked up at the little shop and entered it slowly looking around. He saw the auburn haired girl and called out her name softly, "Sakura." The girl turned around, frozen by the sight of him, "Eriol?" she asked unsure.

Eriol nodded his head, "It's been awhile," he said. Sakura stood there, "Yeah." Eriol sighed, "Do you have a better place where we can talk?" Sakura nodded her head and led him towards her office. They both sat down silently, "What is it you need?" Sakura asked nervously unsure of what to do. Eriol smiled softly, "Well at least you remember me." Sakura nodded, "But what do you need with me?"

Eriol sighed, "I need you to remember the past Sakura." Sakura shook her head, "But it's hard, really hard." Eriol smiled sadly, "But you must remember, your love for Syaoran." Sakura froze there, "What?"

Eriol sighed, "You loved him Sakura, and you loved him with all your heart." Sakura growled, "I remember my love for him aright!" she bit out scaring Eriol. Eriol looked at her frozen, "B-b-but they told me…" Sakura sighed deeply and sat back down on her chair, "I remembered everything since I was in the hospital. I just want to see if he still feels the same towards me. My love for him won't ever end Eriol, but I don't know if I can trust him."

Eriol nodded, "You want me to keep this a secret don't you?" Sakura nodded her head, "I'd greatly appreciate it." Eriol sighed, "I wish you two the best of luck than." Sakura shut her eyes tightly, "We'll need it."