Chapter 3-I C YOU!

(Get it ICU) lol…

By: number1bandgeek

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Author's Note: Sorry it is taking so long to update! This story is getting very difficult to write! But I must pull through! If anyone has any ideas about where the story should be going let me know! I am in serious writer's block! Also I just got back from lacrosse camp so I was away from this for a while!

Where we left off….

"What's going on?" Viv had already grabbed her stuff and was hurrying after Sam who was already starting the ignition.

"Martin was in a wreck."

"How bad is it?"

"I don't know…I don't know…he's in critical condition…" Sam already had tears rolling down her face as she pulled into NYC busy lunch traffic.

Sam sat in the cold waiting room. Everything around her was buzzing around with a constant stream of people coming in and out of the doors. But Sam still felt isolated. The doctors were with Martin in surgery and nobody had told her anything. The emergency room was buzzing with people but she still felt alone in her world.

'We shouldn't have fought, Sam you screwed it up again, you loved this guy and yet you hid from the world and now you might lose him, now you could even be carrying his child and he could die any moment because you wouldn't talk," she broke into a fresh stream of tears.

Danny and Viv watched their friend and colleague silently beat herself up over Martin. Danny of course knew of the situation, but Viv remained clueless and troubled over the situation in front of them. The doctors wouldn't let Sam see Martin because you had to be direct family, but she had already called and spoken with Martin's family. His aunt and cousins were coming and his parents were going to fly up the next day. "Agent Spade?" a doctor in scrubs came walking toward their group.

Sam looked up, eyes red and puffy from crying, but a false hope twinkled in her eyes. "Yes?"

"I'm Dr. Scott, Agent Fitzgerald's doctor, the surgery wasn't a great success, he sustained a lot of internal bleeding from the crash, and we lost him once." At this the color drained from Sam's face, "but we revived him. He is located in the ICU clean room, and due to his critical condition, nobody will be able to see him except for his direct family members until tomorrow." Sam remained colorless, but gave a slight nod. She was in shock, 'he almost died, he DID die, because of me and I was afraid to hide my relationship, I'm a selfish office slut' and with that she fainted.

By the time she woke up, she was in her own bed at her house. 'What? Where's Martin?' And suddenly she remembered what had happened yesterday. The fight, the bruise, the wreck, the hospital, and remembering she started to cry like Niagara Falls. Danny came in and scooped Sam into a big bear hug. "It's not your fault, the doctor called this morning and said he was still in critical condition and stabilizing, he should be okay!" With that, Sam started crying with relief. She changed into her track pants and a tank top and pulled her hair back into a loose ponytail. "Let's go!" Sam's day had just gotten a lot better!

Author's Note: I know! Short chapter! Really sorry!

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