Three
weeks later, Harry was sitting in Tonks' class. They were learning
the basics of Occulmency. "Harry." Tonks said "Would
you mind helping me with a little demonstration?" Harry stood up
and walked to the front of the classroom. Being Tonks' helper was a
normal thing for him now. She asked for him to help with
demonstrations almost every day. "Now remember class, Harry has
had some experience with these spells. That is why I use him and not
one of you. Please do not try the spell I'm about to use. You could
end up frying each other's brains. I will give you a much simpler
spell to use after the demonstration. Ready Harry?" Harry pulled
out his wand and nodded. "Caticlizmic!" Harry felt her
trying to pry into his thoughts, but he pushed her back. Dumbledore
had used that one before. Tonks lifted the spell. "Very good
Harry. You may sit down now." Harry went back to his seat.
"Please get out your wands. We will be trying a similar spell.
Remember that Harry made it look easy. Now please repeat after me:
quicsimpia."
"Quicsimpia." the class said.
"Very
good. You may find a partner and begin." Harry turned to
Ron.
"Is it really that hard?" Ron asked
"The
one she used on me up there was, but Dumbledore uses that one all the
time. Ready?" Ron nodded. Harry pointed his wand at Ron.
"Quicsimpia." Ron immediately gave up.
"How long
was that?"
"Oh maybe one second, tops."
Ron
sighed. "This is really hard. Here let me try on you." Ron
lifted his wand and said 'quicsimpia'. Harry didn't even have to try
to keep Ron away. Geeze this must be hard, Harry thought. I'm
letting him see my thoughts and he still can't do it. Ron
stopped. "Maybe this is something we should do in the DA."
"Something wrong boys?" Tonks asked
"This is
really hard." Ron said
"Well of course it is if you're
partners with Harry. He does this every week. Why don't we switch you
with someone who hasn't done it before." She took Ron to another
pair, and brought back Neville. "I think this will work better
for both of you."
"Is it just me or am I actually good
at something?" Neville said.
"I think you are. I never
really thought it was that hard. Even last year when I had Occulmency
with Snape."
"With Snape?" Neville said. "I
wouldn't be able to stand that."
"Yeah that's why I'm
with Dumbledore now. I guess we should look like we're doing
something."
"Alright. I'll go first. Quicsimpia."
Harry was surprised. He actually had to try hard to keep Neville out
of his thoughts. He's really gotten good at this, Harry
thought. "Thanks."
"You heard that?"
"Yes
I did. You want to try now?" Harry nodded and pulled out his
wand. "Don't go easy on me. I need the practice."
"I
won't. Quicsimpia." Harry tried as hard as he could to get into
Neville's mind. After a few minutes, he gave up. "You've really
gotten good at this."
Neville blushed. "Thanks."
"Please put your things away." Tonks said. "The
bell's about to ring." Just as she said that, the bell rang.
Tonks stopped Harry and Neville on their way out. "You two did a
very nice job today. I think you should work together on harder
things like this. You are a little too advanced for the beginners.
I'll see you tonight at the DA." They thanked her and left. Ron
and Hermione were waiting for Harry.
"What was that about?"
Ron asked.
"She was just saying that we did a good job."
Neville said.
"You did. Both of you." Hermione said.
"Some fully grown wizards can't do that spell, let alone resist
it." Harry smiled.
"So are you actually coming to the DA
tonight?" Ron asked.
"Yeah you haven't been showing up."
Neville said.
"I will. I've had so much to do lately that the
DA wasn't all that important." Harry said
"Do you
remember why we started the DA?" Hermione asked. "There are
so many members now. They want you to teach them, not Tonks. Some
have even threatened to leave if you don't show up. They're afraid,
and they know you can tell them what to do."
"I
remember." Harry said. "And I'll be there
tonight."
Later
that night, after quidditch practice, Harry and Ron were walking to
Tonks' classroom. They met Hermione half way there. "Hurry up."
she said "They've been waiting for a while now." The three
of them walked into the classroom. Harry's jaw dropped. The DA used
to only have about ten members, now it had more than thirty.
"Here
he is." Tonks said. They all turned to look at Harry. He felt
extremely nervous as he walked to the front of the classroom. All
of these people, here to learn from me, Harry thought. Wow...
who would have thought it. "Harry we were just voting on
what to learn next. Most of the group seems to want to learn about
patronuses. I take it you already started them last year."
"Yeah
but we didn't get very far." Harry said.
"You're not
supposed to learn how to produce a patronus until the end of your
sixth year. But I guess we could teach the basics to them, especially
to the younger students."
"Younger students?"
"Yes.
There are a few second and third years here." Harry looked at
the crowd of students. Only about fifteen were fifth years or above.
Ron, Hermione, Semus, Neville, Cho, Ginny, and a few others. Harry
also recognized Tom and Amanda from the quidditch team.
"Umm..."
Harry said. Hermione raised her hand. "Yes?"
"Well
I think we should learn what exactly a patronus is used for before we
try to make one." she said.
"Great idea!" Tonks
said. She went into a long explanation about dementors and why they
were bad. Harry walked around the room.
"Thanks." he
whispered to Hermione as he passed her. She nodded.
"Alright
now Harry? Why don't you tell us what it's like to fight an actual
dementor?" Tonks said.
"Well... they aren't the most
pleasant things in the world. They suck all of your happy thoughts
out of you. So you either fight them or let them kiss you."
Someone's hand went up. "Yes?"
"Is it true that you
saw a dementor's face?" the girl asked
"Yes."
"Was
it horrible?" she asked.
"I've seen worse," Harry
said, thinking of the deamons, "but yes it was horrible."
"What could be worse than a dementor?" a second year
boy asked. Harry looked up at Tonks. She nodded.
"Vengeance
deamons. And Voldemort. But right now we're talking about dementors.
As I said, if you don't want to be kissed, you better learn to fight
them. Making a patronus isn't that hard after you do it once. The
hard part is making it when you're being attacked."
"Very
true Harry." Tonks said. "Patronuses take the form of some
kind of animal, usually one that coincides with a special trait of
yours. What is your patronus, Harry?"
"A stag."
"Any
idea why it takes that form?" Tonks asked
"Yes. My dad
was an animagi, and he turned into a stag."
"I suppose
Professor Lupin told you that?"
"Yes."
"Mine
is a cat. A leopard to be more exact." she turned back to the
students. "Your patronus can turn into any animal. We will not
know which animal it is until you are able to produce it."
Another hand went up.
"How long did it take you to learn,
Harry?" someone asked
"Most of my third year. I could
never really do it until I... well I saw myself do it." Hermione
giggled.
"You saw yourself do it?" Tonks asked
"Yeah.
We were..."
"Harry we're not allowed to talk about that,
remember?" Hermione said
"Oh... yeah."
Tonks
nodded. "I see." She seemed to understand what he was going
to say. She looked at her watch. "Oh I believe our time is
almost up. We will have to continue this next time." The other
students left. "Harry come here please." Tonks said. "I
know why you couldn't tell us. You used a time turner to go back in
time and you saved yourself."
"Well actually... that's
not why we went back... but yeah I saved myself, and Ron, and
Hermione, and... Sirius."
"I thought that was you."
Tonks said "No one else would have risked everything to save
Sirius, especially at a time when we all thought he was a murderer."
Talking about Sirius made Harry remember what had happened in the
ministry. He tried hard to forget it, but he couldn't. "It must
be hard after what happened. But Harry you must understand, there was
nothing you could have done. There was nothing anyone could have
done."
"Yes there was something that I could have done.
I could have stopped being a stubborn brat for once and listen when
people tell me important things."
"Harry it's over now.
It's in the past. And even though you can go back and change it, you
shouldn't. Leave the past alone." Harry nodded and left.
