Tainted Love

Hey guys! Yay I'm updating early! Lol I noticed how in the last chapter I forgot to put up song lyrics….its irking me to NO end lmao! And I noticed errors! I always make stupid errors! AHHHHH CURSE U AGGITATION! U R THE FEELING SENT FROM SATIN! Lol onward!

See me here in the air
Not holding on to anywhere
But holding on so beware
I have secrets I won't share

See me here pushing you
If I then deny I do
Contemplate or wish away
If I ask you not to stay

Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now

"Mother," interrupted the teenage girl as she bent to one knee and crossed her chest with her left arm, "I have information."

"Oh please tell me you hold the better kind," said the woman, already knowing the truth.

"I'm sorry, its worse than we thought, they know everything mother, they know who she is, they know she was raised with the royal family, they know her relations with prince trunks, they know that we are protecting and keeping her from them, but the only thing they don't seem to know though…is why…why she's here, but mother…they're ready, for what ever it is they intend to do, whether it be to assassinate her or seize her they are ready and we are on the brink of a war " Reported the girl in frenzy, her naturally beautiful complexion turning a red tone from worry and anger.

The woman simply sighed as she took in everything, everything they spent the last eighteen years trying to prevent. How had it all gotten so screwed up? This kingdom used to be the most beautiful out of any, there was no comparison, until the rebellions rose, demanding changes in everything. They were more like a terrorist group. That's when poor little pan came into the picture.

"Mother," interrupted the young girl once more, "would you like me to tell the king?"

The woman was stirred from her reminiscent thoughts and stared on at the young worried girl, "no sweetie, you've done your job, now I will do mine,"

At this the young girl stood, and smiled before she walked to the door.

"Oh and bra,"

"Yes mama,"

"Please be careful, you know how much I dislike you being a spy…but I do appreciate it, you and the first lieutenant are the best we've got," she concluded.

With this, bra walked over and kissed the queens pale, cold cheek then left for a few well deserved hours of sleep.

"Panny…panny, wake up," Cooed the restless prince as he gently rocked the sleeping girl next to him.

"Trunks it's the middle of the night" groused a half sleeping pan.

"You know how you were talking earlier about you not belonging here," he questioned as she sat up.

"Yes,"

"well now that I think about it, I can recall anything about you before you were two, I cant remember mom being pregnant, or a baby shower, christening, coronation ceremony, declaration, anything…it's almost like you showed up out of thin air…" he alleged, half lost in jogging his memory.

"And now that I see this, I look at all the photos and there is not one baby picture anywhere of you and the ones we do have…I notice how you look nothing like anyone…"

"Was I adopted you think," she posed, trying to figure out the mystery.

"I don't know," trunks answered honestly.

"You know…I need a walk…I need to clear my head." Pan said, getting up and leaving a guilty trunks in her wake.

Pan decided to walk around the large butterfly garden. She soon sat down on a cold stone bench near the rose bushes and gazed on at the colors, when suddenly a hand touched her shoulder.

She quickly spun around to see who dared to startle her, when she was met by two dark brown eyes, eyes that reminded that of her own, but they were connected to a young man who looked about trunk's age, he had black spiky hair and was well built.

"Who are you," she questioned sternly gripping her silk robe closer to her chest.

"No need to fret princess I've not come to harm you, only to warn you," he stated as he took a seat next to her. "I bet you wonder why you're so different huh? Or why you feel so right cohering with your brother, or why you look so different from the rest of the family, or why your so overprotected or," he flashed her a very familiar goofy smile, "why I look so familiar,"

Pan's grip loosened on her gown and she gave him her undivided attention.

"well miss pan, I bet by now your figuring out that you are not in fact biologically connected to the royal family, or this one at least," he leaned back and stretched his arms along the backrest of the bench, "well you see, I'm gonna tell you, at least, as much as I can, because you must know this, or…" he looked at her, "do you recognize me at all panny?"

She looked deep into his eyes, they were so warm and comforting, so familiar, but she couldn't recall ever meeting him.

"No I'm sorry," she practically whispered. ' who is this guy'

The young man ran the backside of his hand down her cheek then leaned in and endearingly kissed her forehead.

"Panny, I'm your uncle…your uncle goten." He whispered in her ear.

She must have looked like a fish, her mouth was wide open from shock and she could feel her eyes grow big. 'my…my…uncle?"

Goten looked on with sympathy as he was sure she was questioning her whole existence at this minute.

"Pan you were born into the son family, your mothers name is videl and your father…" he paused knowing what she heard next would send her whole world upside down, "your father's name is gohan."

At the sound of this, tears flowed from her eyes, "the infamous rebel leader, the one who almost brought war upon the kingdom is my…father!" she screamed in disbelief.

"Yea that's the one, but what you don't know is, you may think he was some heartless, ruthless beast but in truth, his kingdom was no different from your own just his kingdoms views were different. They acted like every-day people. He was in love with his wife and adored you. He was a good man, despite his views. You were his pride you know. He showed you off to everyone. At terrorist organization meetings he would hold your hands and walk you around, you were his princess but not only were you his princess but princess to a whole kingdom, you are the rebellion princess, prophesized to either make or break both the imperial kingdom and the rebellion kingdom. Now you must be having a hard time taking all this in yes," he asked as he closed her mouth by pushing up her chin, "but it only gets worse from here, you see, once you were thrown into the equation known as gohan's life, he began to only think of the best for you. By your first birthday, he had met with the king and queen of the imperial kingdom. Knowing they had a young son, they began to discuss arrangements for a future union, hopefully binding the opposing forces and fulfilling just what the prophesy had suggested. Of course the king and queen decided this would be the best option and the marriage was set in stone. But once the rebellion found out, well, they did what they were best at and…rebelled. They destroyed everything, so having no other option your mother and father gave you to the royal family when you were two years old. Days later your mother and father were murdered in cold hard blood. So doing the only thing possible the king and queen raised you as their own, hoping that you wouldn't end up falling for you fiancé and bonding, otherwise, the rebellion would undoubtedly…well…rebel, do you understand this princess, do you understand what your binding would equal to."

Pan shook her head as tears continued to stream from her face. This was too much, all in one day, she had found out she had a ruthless family, a happy family, an arranged marriage to her brother, who she thought she was sinfully courting and now finding out she was no longer aloud to be with him even though he was her love, her family died in the hands of their followers, that she was some kind of prodigy to the rebels, that she had been living a lie, everything was so blurry to her…

"Pan, I'm still on the rebellion forces," she sent a sharp, disbelieving gaze at him, "but I'm only spy as well as your sister, princess bra, for the past 7 years we have been spies to the imperial kingdom. All this time your sister has shielded you and protected you from harm and I have been acting as rebellion follower, but we could only do so much and now they know everything, they will kill you pan do you understand this, my dear sweet niece, you must tred softly from now on."

With that he kissed her forehead one last time and whispered in her ear "until next time princess." Then he slipped into the fog of morning leaving an extremely confused, stunned pan behind…

So what do you think! Do you lie how I changed the plot line?