The
night of the last day of Christmas break, Harry was sitting in the
common room with Ginny and Hermione. "So you didn't kill him?"
Ginny asked
"Nope."
"Too bad."
"Harry
are you alright?" Hermione asked.
"Yeah I'm fine."
Harry said. He was getting sick of hearing people ask him that. Ginny
touched his face and pulled his head around so that they were face to
face.
"She's right. You do look sick."
"Trust
me. I'm fine."
"You'd better be. We're only three games
away from the quidditch finals. The last thing we need is a sick
seeker."
"When is the next match?" Hermione
asked
"The last weekend in February... or the first weekend
in March... I dunno I haven't exactly talked to our captain."
Ginny said
"Slytherin verses Ravenclaw is this weekend, us
verses Hufflepuff two weekends from now, Slytherin verses Hufflepuff
the weekend after that, us verses Ravenclaw the first weekend of
March, Slytherin verses Ravenclaw two weeks after that, us verses
Ravenclaw three weeks after that, and the winners of those last two
matches go to the finals on the next to last weekend of April."
Harry said
"Wow." Ginny said "You actually listen
to him when he talks."
"Every so often."
"So
the next match is..." Hermione said
"The weekend after
next weekend. Why?"
"I might want to come." she
said. Marc came up to Harry.
"Sorry to interrupt" he
said "but Professor McGonagall wants to see you. She's waiting
outside the common room."
"Thanks." Harry said. He
got up and went out into the hallway.
"The headmaster wants
to speak with you." the professor said. "I'll let you into
his office." Harry followed her to the entrance of Dumbledore's
office. "Prickly Pear." she said, and the statue moved out
of the way. "Get going."
"Thanks." Right as
Harry was going through the office door, Snape went walking past him.
Oh great, Harry thought. He already knew what Dumbledore wanted to
talk about. Harry hadn't been going to Occulmency for a while now.
(Which probably explained why he kept having that dream.)
"Harry."
Dumbledore said. "Please sit down." Harry sat. "I just
had a very interesting conversation with Professor Snape."
"Yes
I have been intentionally skipping Occulmency." Harry said.
"I
know that, and I don't blame you. I would skip it too. But you must
understand, Harry. You have to go or else we could have a problem
like we did last year."
"Too late." Harry said.
Dumbledore acted like he hadn't heard him.
"And I've also
talked with Professor McGonagall. Mr. Weasley has been complaining
about your attendance at quidditch practices."
"I've
been intentionally skipping those too."
"I see."
Dumbledore said. "Is there a reason?"
"For which
one?"
"Both of them."
"I'm not sure you
really want to hear that."
"I probably don't, but I need
to know."
"Snape is a stupid git that hasn't taught me
anything in potions or occulmency, and Ron has been randomly beating
people up." Harry said quickly.
"I see." They were
both quiet for a while.
"Is that all?" Harry said
"No."
Dumbledore said. "I've also talked with Remus. He told me that
you looked ill, and that you appeared distant and unwilling to
talk."
"So?"
"I see." Dumbledore said.
If he says I see one more time, Harry thought. "One last thing.
I noticed that some of your grades are dropping. Your sixth year is
the second most important year, after the seventh. It would be wise
to bring them up. You can go now."
"What did Dumbledore
want?" Hermione asked. It was now the second week after
Christmas break, and Harry had been telling her about what had
happened two weeks before while they were sitting in the great
hall.
"I wasn't really listening. He was just yelling at me
for not going to practices and all that."
"You haven't
been going to quidditch?"
"Nope."
"Why
not?"
"Would you like to spend an hour and a half with
Ron?"
"Good point. But that can't be all that he had to
say. If quidditch was a problem then McGonagall would have talked to
you." she said
"Something that Snape was complaining
about, and something that Remus said, and something about my
grades..."
"What's wrong with your grades?" she
asked. Harry shrugged. "Haven't you been doing well?"
"Not
according to him."
"Harry..." she paused. "Oh,
never mind."
"What?"
"It's nothing."
She got up and walked out of the great hall. Harry followed
her.
"What is it?" he asked.
She sighed. "You
won't get mad?"
"I won't. What is it?"
"I've
been noticing that you've been a little... detached... from
everything."
"You sound like Dumbledore."
"Why
is it that you hate him all of a sudden?" she asked. "He
used to be like... your hero or something." Harry could feel
himself getting mad, but he had said that he wouldn't. How would you
feel if he told you that you have to kill or be killed, he thought.
"He told me something... that really ticked me
off."
"Oh..."
"Something that he should
have told me a while ago."
"Oh... well... I have to go."
Hermione started walking down the hall. Okay, Harry thought. If
you're so interested then why don't you want to
listen?
It had been
a month and a week since the talk with Dumbledore (It's the last week
of February, if you're confused). Harry was walking toward the main
exit, on his way to herbology, when someone grabbed his shirt and
pulled him into a room. Harry pulled himself free, and looked over at
Cho.
"What was that for?" he asked
"I need to
ask you something."
"And you had to scare me half to
death?"
"Sorry... I was wondering... umm... well the
last Hogsmeade trip is in three and a half weeks... and well... if
you wanted to... would you want to go with me?"
Yes, yes,
yes! Harry screamed in his head. "I guess so."
"Okay...
well I'll see you then." She ran out of the room and down the
hall. Strange, Harry thought. Just then the bell rang. Oh goodie now
I'm late. Harry hurried out side into the cold. His eyes went toward
Hagrid's hut. He could hear Fang barking inside. Harry realized that
he hadn't talked to Hagrid all year. Maybe I'll go after herbology,
he thought. That is, if I don't get detention for being
late.
Harry walked
out of herbology (which he hadn't been late for, because Professor
Sprout had come in about five minutes after him) and headed for
Hagrid's hut. He knocked on the door, and Fang started barking again.
He could hear Hagrid pushing Fang away from the door. "Who is
it?" Hagrid asked
"Me." Harry said
"Me
who?" Hagrid pulled open the door and saw Harry. "Oh. Com'
on in." Harry went in and sat down, while Hagrid tried to make
Fang shut up. "Been a long time since I've seen you."
"Yeah I know. Everything's just been very... messed
up."
"How's things been goin' with Ron?" Hagrid
asked
"You know about that?"
"Hermione comes
down here almos' every day. O' course I know."
"She
does?"
"Well she don't have many other people ta talk
to. At leas' she can talk ta me without Ron threatening ta kill
me."
"True." Harry said
"So what's on yer
mind?" Hagrid asked, as he got up to make tea.
"Everything's
been going wrong."
"Everythin'?"
"Yes
everything."
"Like what?"
"Why is Ron
acting like he is? It's not like that's normal."
"No
it's not." Hagrid said.
"He's been asking me for
help... but I haven't done anything." Harry realized what he had
just said. "I never helped him. My best friend is in trouble and
I haven't done anything." Hagrid wasn't saying anything. Harry
set his head on the table. Why haven't I done anything... why don't
I care? "This is a problem."
"Yep." Hagrid
said. "An' accordin' to Hermione, it's been a problem for a
while."
"What's wrong with me?"
"After what
happen' to ya last year, I wouldn't blame ya." Harry nodded.
Someone knocked at the door, and Hagrid got up to answer it.
"Hi
Hagrid." Hermione said. She noticed Harry at the table. "Oh...
sorry I didn't know there was someone here."
"Why don't
ya both stay?" Hagrid said "I got pleanty o' time to talk
ta both of ya."
"No I should get going." Harry
said. He got up and went to the door.
"Bye"
Harry
spent the next three weeks catching up with everything that he had
missed. Thinking about how he hadn't helped Ron made him think about
everything else that he hadn't been doing. He checked with his
professors, and found out that he really wasn't failing all of his
classes, just transfiguration. He rejoined the DA, which hadn't been
doing very well without him, and started to work with Neville again.
Gryffindor was only one match away from the finals. All they had to
do was beat Hufflepuff, and then it was Gryffindor vs. Ravenclaw in
the final. Apparently Slytherin hadn't had a good year.
Two weeks
before the Hogsmeade trip, Harry was in the common room, begging
Hermione for help with his transfiguration homework.
"Harry,
I'm really busy."
"Can't you just help me with one
question?"
"Maybe later."
"But its due in
ten minutes!"
"Well you should have thought about that
last night."
"I was busy helping Ron last night."
"You
know what Harry? Cry me a river, build a bridge, and get over it!"
She grabbed her books and stormed up to her dormitory.
"Geeze."
Ginny said.
"Guess I'll be making up answers again. Here
comes another D on homework."
"Why don't you try reading
the book?" Ginny asked
"I did. It made no sense. I don't
even think Hermione could understand it."
"Well, I'd
love to help you, but I'm no good in transfiguration." Just then
an owl came zooming through the window and almost hit Ginny. "Woah!
Geeze! Hold still, you stupid... there. Go home you stupid
owl."
"Who's it from?" Harry asked
"My mum.
Or someone else who is currently at the burrow. That's the new owl
they bought to replace Eerol." She opened up her letter. "Hmm...
I have a present waiting for me in Hogsmeade. Wonder what it is..."
She got up and closed the window. "At the pet shop... that's
weird."
"How's it weird?" Harry asked as he
scribbled down answers.
"That would mean I'm actually getting
something that didn't belong to one of my brothers."
