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All Cried Out
TGIB
A/N: Song lyrics are in italics
Harry Potter sat alone that morning...
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling, falling
He hated his lover with a passion now, all the tears he had shed meant nothing now. All the cheating. All the lies. He couldn't take it anymore he was too strong for this, he still had no idea why it was taking him this long to finally get the guts to say goodbye.
The gentle pit pat of the rain outside however, did soothe him to some extent…
Inside I'm slowly dying,
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying…
Harry wanted to run out of the Gryffindor dorm and into the awaiting rain, drench himself so no one could tell the difference between the water and his tears. It wouldn't be the first time. He had been cheated on before and always gave in to those kisses and that apology. It was bad enough they had kept their relationship secret, but Lord did the one he loved have to go around screwing like he wasn't enough, it made Harry sick. The same tongue that had been in his mouth had been in someone else's. Those talented hands had been caressing someone else's skin. He felt so dirty so violated. Taken. Not loved.
He got up and smuggled his face in his pillow to stifle his crying. So many times he had done that. If tears were unable to dry his pillows would be drenched…
And you…
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow?
…Or worse be set on fire.
Set this place on fire 'cause I'm tired of your lies. All I needed was a simple, "Hello."
Yeah Harry knew he wasn't appreciated. He was just a good fuck. He was always a good fuck, but Harry wanted more then that. It's ironic how you could have pain and pleasure at the same time.
But the traffic was so noisy, that you could not hear me cry.
All his begging had gone unnoticed apparently, the cheating had just been repeated until he was cried out done with the pain, it wasn't worth it.
He got out of bed and covered any sign that he had been crying. He'd go to their spot. He knew they'd be there waiting…
I gave you my love in vain,
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain.
And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out over you…
Draco was leaning by the window his eyes were surrounded by dark circles as if he had not been able to sleep the night before. His face lit up when he saw his lover walk into the room. He approached Harry…
I never wanted to see things you way,
I had to go astray oh why was I such a fool?
Now I see the grass is greener,
Is it too late for me to find my way home?
How could be so wrong?
Harry took a step forward…
Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno?
Romance up in flames why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected…
Draco pulled Harry into a hug, pressing his body close up against him…
I'm so sorry baby…
Draco attempted to kiss Harry's neck, Harry grabbed him by the elbows and violently pushed him away...
Apology not accepted!
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected.
I gave you all of me!
How was I to know you would weaken so easily?
I don't know what to do
Now I'm all cried out
Over you.
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure my heart never knew such pain
And you
Draco ran a hand through his hair. He was so confused.
You left me so confused…
Harry took his final steps towards the door.
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
And was gone…
So sorry baby
Please for give me…
Draco Malfoy sat alone that afternoon…