Un-Loved?
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Raven's P.O.V.
"I feel so alone, so empty, so lost, but why?"
"Is it because I have no one by my side? No one who loves me or no one who has "my back"?"
"Does no one like me because I don't show emotion, or feelings, is that why? Or is it because it seems like I'm mean and cold-hearted?"
"If only I could show and express emotions. Then would people love, or at least like me more?"
"If only my life were a little more like Starfire, but life is NEVER perfect, no matter what!"
"I just have to be happy that I have a home, a "family", and you can say fr iends, but are they really?"
"My "friends" has at least someone who keeps them company, and who cares for them."
"Starfire has Robin, and Robin has Starfire."
"Beast Boy and Cyborg are best "buds". They do fight a lot, but they usually settle it by playing a racing game or something. Otherwise they have each other."
"Whom am I left with then? I have absolutely no one!"
"What's the point in living if you have nothing important to live for? Can you tell me a good reason? Can you? I don't think so!"
Raven had finally made a lifetime decision.
She had written a note and made sure that the note was noticeable.
She knew if she never answers her door when they call her for something, or has to fight crime and doesn't come out, the titans or titan would surely come barging in.
Raven flew out her window. Without any regrets or a second thought, she then stopped levitating in the air. Raven closed her eyes for the fall, which would lead to her death. Before falling, Raven whispered, "I have no regrets".
Normal P.O.V.
The next morning at 8:10 A.M., Robin went to call Raven for breakfast, but she didn't answer her door. He put his ear to the door to listen for any movements, but heard none. Like raven thought, he went bearing in. He looked around. Nothing. The little lamp was on, and was directly shinning down on the small, but noticeable envelope. It caught Robin's attention. He called the rest of the titans to the main room and they read it all together.
"I do not understand why friend Raven would suicide!" Said a crying and sobbing Star.
"I don't get it either" Said Cy, suppressing tears.
"Dude, I just wished she'd never don't it." Beast Boy tried to act all tough, but failed at it.
Robin stayed quiet the whole time, but a single tear had rolled down his face. He had a real sad expression on his face.
Raven didn't know, or see this, but the titans, her friends'/family did LOVE her, especially one in particular. He didn't show it because he was afraid of hurting a sweet, carefree, and innocent girl, so he hung out with her most of the time. He really, truly loved Raven.
The titans found and put Raven's body in a coffin. They buried her near the tower and had no funeral, since that was Raven's request. The Titans' had also mourned.
Engraved on the grave was: A Titan, A friend, A piece of out hearts. You'll always be remembered and be in our hearts, your friends.
The Note:
Dear Robin, Cyborg, Beast Boy, and Starfire,
This is the last you shall ever hear of me. I don't have any regrets. You will most likely find my body on my side of the tower near the rock area. No need for a funeral, I am not that important, and PLEASE, I do not need it no matter what! The last thing I'll say is, I did not belong and I had felt lonely and empty all my life. There was no point in living if I felt that way and un-loved.
Good-Bye,
Raven
A/N: I'll upload the "Happy Version" in a few days. Please review. Can be flames or whatever. I want to know if you like my stories or not. Have a Great Day!