Hey guys this is the third chapter of Envisions of the Heart. I hope you guys have liked the story up till now and I am sorry if you don't. Here is chapter 3 enjoy.
Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha or the characters used.
Onto the story!
Chapter 3: What am I to you?
I was dropped to the floor instantly. I looked up only to find those molten pools as confused as I was. What had just happened here? It was as if he sensed something or was unsure of what to do with himself since he had just dropped me to the ground without a though of my welfare or anything. Then I saw him unsheathe his sword and then next thing I know youkai guts on the ground, nice real nice, I mean who doesn't want to se guts and blood all over the place after just being squeezed by the throat to death. It was pure hell and that was the only way to put it. But in a weird odd sense from this whole experience I came to find that this isn't really hell only me not liking the situation that I am in and that if Frosty really wanted to kill me he would have done so already.
"Sesshomaru what was that thing?"
"It was a spy of Naraku's they want you dead. I will protect you but you will have to follow my orders understood?"
"Yes"
"Good now follow me, you have some training to do, Kagome."
I froze. Whoa did he just call me by my name was that even possible? I was incredibly happy that he called me by my name that I ran up behind him and hugged him then broke down. Why did I break down you all ask? Well this would be the third time he has saved my life I finally figured out that he isn't a ruthless killer just a giant puppy with an agenda and I felt bad for ever being mean to him, real bad.
Sess PVO
I felt sudden warmth around me. I turned my head to see a raven ball, and I knew it was Kagome. I felt alive and I felt my barriers come down as this human girl with emotions just hugged me then I smelt salt. Damn it I hate it when she cry's urg this ruins everything that I am going to plan. What do I feel for this annoying miko? Is it love? No its just respect. I have come to respect a human. I need to kill her.
Normal PVO (which is like Kagomes pvo the whole time I need to stop that…)
I decided to let fluffy go because I got the feeling that he wasn't enjoying the hug as much as I was. It was stupid of me and I instantly felt my face heat up. I was blushing damn him. When I broke free I ran outside and stood underneath a tree outside in the middle of a garden. There were beautiful flowers tulips, roses, daisies, pansies, and white casa Blanca's. I couldn't believe how beautiful it was and how the moon made them all look so … so holy like. I lay down in the grass with the comfort of the flowers surrounding me and just looked at the sky. The stars looked amazing a lot better than in present day Japan well at least for me. I turned my head just to see fluffy there just staring out at me from the castle. He looked so lonely just standing there under the moon all by himself. It was in that moment that I realized his pain and suffering. He had suffered more than Inuyasha did because he had to grow up at such a young age and in doing so he shut himself off to the rest of the world. I got up and walked over to him and smiled.
"You know, being outside on such a lovely night is better shared with someone else not gazing at someone from afar if that was hat you were doing."
It was that moment that Fluffy came out of his spot and stood next to me and chuckled. Frosty actually chuckled I mean was it even possible for an icicle to unfreeze…wait I already established this one damn it I am starting to repeat myself.
"When I was younger my mother, that is before she died, told me a story about the stars. They are there for comfort something to try to reach for but are untouchable no matter how hard you try. The stars represent our hopes and dreams, the good are the brighter stars and the bad are the duller stars, they make up our entire being and are suppose to comfort us in our darkest times, that's when the stars shine the brightest when we are looking for comfort and feeling all alone in this cruel world. But not event the brightest stars could heal my mother she was in too much pain, that's why I hate Inuyasha, that's why I hate his human blood that's why, that's why, I want him dead, because he hurt my mother she suffered right in front of my eyes that's when I vowed to kill him and shut myself off from the world so I would never learn to like him. I became a cold man, alone and I wanted it to stay that way until you came. You cured me somehow and for that I thank you, Kagome."
For a moment I was speechless. He thanked me and unnoticed to me for a while were the silent tears running down both of our faces.
"I … thank you for sharing that with me, but you don't have to suffer anymore you need to let it all out, whether you like it or not I will be here for you and I am going to help you Sess, I promise you that I am going to help you and be there for you until the day I die."
I embraced him. In that very moment all defenses on both our parts fell. We stood there under the silent moon and stars and let all of our pain and suffering out together and vowed to one another that we would protect the other and comfort them in times of need and to never let the other go. We didn't realize it then but that was the night that we truly fell in love with each other that night under the moon and stars and it seemed they grew brighter each passing moment we stood there.
Authors Note: OK I am going to end it there cause I just can't add on to this. AHHH I am having so much trouble with this. Thank you to all those who reviewed so far I am so glad you like it. I know this is a short chapter…hell they are all short… and I do take time to update it so I will try to work on that. PLEASE REVIEW! If anyone thinks I am missing anything in this story just tell me everything is welcomed and I will try to update once a week. Until next time.
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