Title: To the End
Pairing: IrvinexSquall, SeiferxSquall (implied)
Summary: "Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door...what's life like...bleeding on the floor?" Is it possible for true love to strike one person twice? Or is it just the body seeking comfort after a traumatic event?
Warnings: Character death, Yaoi, Lyrics, lemon.

To The End
Chapter One: Thank You For The Venom

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on

Sefier's POV.

As quick as I could I stumbled to where Squall's dorm is. Being Commander, I hoped he would have moved to the administrative dorms and fortunately I was right. I didn't bother to knock I just opened the door, hoping it wasn't locked. Again fortune shined on me and the door whirred open but inside was dark. Squall wasn't home? I suppose he's still working. Damnit. Just like him to busy to be here when I really need him. Oh well doesn't matter. It's not like he would return my feelings anymore, not after what I've done. He probably hates me now. I walked through the dark to a door, I opened to find the bathroom. I flicked on the light and looked at myself in the mirror. Damn I look like shit. My hair was a mess, my beloved trench coat was tattered and dirty, my face is thin and pale. There were dark circles under my eyes. I stared at my reflection soon it blended with that of Ultamacia, then Squall's face as I tortured him, and then Rinoa running to him…

I punched the mirror shattering it across the sink, pieces of glass stuck in my fist. I hissed taking the shards out, smart one Alsmay. Squall was probably with her right now; they are probably happy. That stupid bitch. I stared at the large piece of glass on the floor my miserable reflection staring right back at me. Everyone thought I was dead anyway why not just make their dreams come true? It's not like any of them would miss you after what you did. Why? Why did I go with Ultamacia? Why couldn't I be happy with Garden and Squall? I took a piece of paper out of my jacket pocket, a note for Squall. Taking a pen from the same pocket I wrote three sentences to sum up what I felt. I really couldn't make poetry at the moment. I set it on the front table by the door before walking back into the bathroom again. I looked to the bathroom floor and stared at my reflection in the bigger shards of glass. Slowly as if a force pulled me to the glass I picked it up from the floor, ignoring the pain in my hand as I stretched my fingers around the glass. The sharp edges cut into my hand I squeezed harder watching the blood drip to the floor.

"Preach all you want but who's gonna save me? I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load. Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son. It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one, and one, and one, and one " I said before pressing the sharp glass to my wrist cutting horizontally along the vain. The crimson blood leaked from under the glass running down my arm, the dark red, a sharp contrast to the pale skin. Then I cut the other wrist in the same fashion.

"So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills, and give me all your hopeless hearts, and make me ill. You're running after something, That you'll never kill. If this is what you want, then fire at will."

I didn't feel anything at first then my vision swam and I fell to the floor not feeling only hearing the 'crack' as my head hit the toilet before I landed on the black tile floor. I watched as the blood flowed toward the similar black tiled bathtub pooling at it's edge… Oops I made a mess in Squall's bathroom

Squall's POV

Shit I need some Advil or something. I rubbed the bridge of my nose between two fingers while walking through the deserted gray halls of Garden. When I reached my door, I cursed myself for forgetting to lock it again. The door whirred open and I walked in, setting some files on the table. There was a dirty piece of paper on my table sitting on the surface, hap-hazardly. It said only three sentences:

I Love You. You Weren't There. I'm Sorry.

-Seifer.

My heart froze. For the first time since walking in I noticed the bathroom light was on and the door was wide open. The note floated to the floor, slipping from my hand. I ran to the bathroom pulling the door closed behind me, and there was Seifer on the floor bleeding.

"Oh God Seifer, what have you done?"

" Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,

the floor,
the floor"

To be continued...

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An: Lyrics are parts of "Thank You For the Venom" By My Chemical Romance.

I just wanted to explain why Seifer killed himself. He feels an unimaginable amount of guilt for going with Edea. The things she made him do were horrible, including killing the innocent, burning towns, stuff like that. Then there's the time when she made him torture and rape his loved one, Squall. Then he saw the growing 'love' Rinoa had for Squall and the comfort Squall offered to her. Everyone he once knew hated him. Even his own posse was starting to doubt weather or not the stay by his side. He went to Garden snuck into Squall's room hoping for some comfort, someone to talk to, and just to see his loved one again. Since Squall was now commander he was busy working and not in his room. Seifer had no one to talk to and he just did what he thought everyone would want. I don't know if that makes since but oh well...

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