To The End
Chapter Two: The Ghost Of You.
Squall's POV.
My heart froze. For the first time since walking in I noticed the bathroom light was on and the door was wide open. The note floated to the floor, slipping from my hand. I ran to the bathroom pulling the door closed behind me, and there was Seifer on the floor bleeding.
"Oh God Seifer, what have you done?"
He must have hit his head, I thought or hoped. Then I saw his wrists. They were slit horizontally along the vein, blood was pouring from them puddling on the floor. I checked for a pulse and it was there faintly but his heart was still beating. I got up and grabbed some towels wrapping them around his wrists adding pressure.
"I've got to call the infirmary." I mumbled to myself making to stand. I jumped from surprise when a hand shakily grasped mine. I looked down at Seifer his eyes were just slits and he was terribly pale. He needed a doctor fast. Damn why didn't I bring some potion? It wouldn't of replaced the blood but it would of at least closed the wounds I thought. Seifer seemed to be trying to say something, so I kneeled down so I could hear better.
"Don't" He said his voice was cracked and strained.
"Why not Seifer? I have to!" I said standing.
"NO!" Seifer said strength coming to his voice. I was confused. Why didn't he want me to go?
"They couldn't help anyway, just don't leave." He explained closing his eyes. I dropped to my knees, ignoring the pain from the glass cutting into my knees. Oh God Seifer, why?
"I love you." Seifer whispered.
I love you. His words circled my head. "I know Seifer. I love you too." Seifer's eyes opened again, what looked to be pain shone in his eyes before they became lifeless with his passing. I held him closer while he was still warm. I felt a tear fall tracing its own pattern down my cheek. Another fell before they came in floods. I sobbed over Seifer releasing my grief while no one else was present. How else could I be strong for everyone else? I look up and through my tears I could see the large picture window in my living room. I leaned down and kissed Seifer's cooling lips before standing and stumbling my way to the window looking down at all the people happily enjoying there lunch outside.
"I never said I'd lie and wait forever. If I die we'd be together. I can't always just forget him. But he could try." I touched the window smearing some of Seifer's blood on the surface. I watched the substance spreading it around in circles with my finger. I stopped crying, wiping at my wet cheeks.
"At the end of the world or the last thing I see, you are, never coming home, never coming home. Could I? Should I, and all the things that you never ever told me and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me." I said again watching the smiling people unaware of the tragedy that befell their commander who stood above them. "Ever get the feeling that you're never all alone, and I remember now at the top of my lungs, in my arms, he dies, he dies."
"If I fall, If I fall down…and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me. For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me." I jumped crashing through the glass closing my eyes and feeling the air run through my hair and around my body as I fell. I felt free.
To be continued...
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I know the chapters are short but I want them like that they will get bigger as time goes though! They will only be short for the first few chapters and plus the shorter the chapters the more updates I have!
Lyrics are parts of 'The Ghost Of You' by My Chemical Romance.
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