What she wonders

She wonders:

Is it ok if I'm angry now?

If I get angry at all the small things,

At dice and fruit

Arms, hands, the weather

She wished it would stop raining for two minutes.

Would it be ok for her to cry?

If she dropped

A spoon, a banner, a knife,

Whatif she's lost?

If she was drowning?

No, she can not cry.

It's not ok.