Chapter 2
After my shower, I went down to the arena to meet with the crew and to hopefully run into Chris. Chris and I went back a while, he was one of the first people to bring me in to this when I first arrived, so even though John hated him, I couldn't let myself hate someone who has been nothing but a friend to me. My phone began to vibrate as I grabbed my bags out of the trunk.
Hey baby, where you at? John questioned on the other end.
Im arriving at the arena
Oh, okay. I thought we we're meeting for lunch... I get back from the gym and your gone. What's going on? I sighed, I knew he was annoyed with my strange behavior.
Look hun, Im sorry. I just needed to get here and meet with the crew. There was silence at the other end.
Its okay baby, its just that I miss you. We didn't sleep together last night, then you wake up in the weird mood... nothing ... I just miss you I smirked, he could be so sweet at times that it would melt my heart.
I miss you too. How about, you come to the arena, we have lunch and then maybe think about that shower in your locker room I said through a smile.
Now we're talking. I'll see you in a while babe, Love you I paused.
I love you too I said with a slight hesitation as we hung up, it bothered me that my emotions were playing these games on me. I picked up my bags again and continued into the arena. I was greeted by my crew in the production truck, and then made my way backstage to look for Chris.
Hey you, with those tight ass jeans on I heard his voice from behind me. I stopped, looked down and smirked then finally turning around. There he was leaning up against some of the big black luggage boxes with that grin on his face. I walked over to him and crossed my arms on my chest.
You think that's funny?
Come on now Alex, you haven't forgotten how to take a joke since numb nuts is back in your life, have you? he seized me up as he stood up now. You are looking better than ever, did you know that? he moved his eyes up to mine and stared into them. I gulped and tried real hard to keep my composure. His smoothness was always a weakness for me.
Fuck you Chris, now sit down I need to talk to you I laughed it off and sat down on one of the boxes, he sat beside me and awaited what I needed to say. are you going through some issues? I asked, he looked dumbfounded and chuckled slightly.
he pointed to himself. What the hell would I be going through I stared into his eyes, making sure he wasn't bluffing. I suddenly got a flashback to my dream, as I looked away quickly.
Alex you okay? I think I should be asking you about having issues I could feel him leaning closer to me. I stood up in a hurry.
I gotta go, sorry I walked off and didn't look back at him. What the hell was going on with me? I couldn't even look him in the eyes any more after that dream. I finally made my way to Johns locker room, but he wasn't there yet. I went in and sat down on the couch to wait for him, and to collect myself. I smiled as there was a knock on the door, and I was sure it was John. I hurried to the door and opened it.
Chris, what the hell? I tried to close the door but he stopped it.
let me come in he insisted.
are you insane, John will be here any minute, he'd rip your head off if he saw you in here I tried to close it again, but again he stopped it.
I don't care, there's something up with you, and I need to know what it is. Alex... he called as I struggled to close the door, keeping my eyes away from his. he called again, louder and in a bothered voice. I looked up at him, leaving the door alone as it swung open now. We stared at each other, for what felt like an eternity.
I just want to talk he said, a lot more calm now. I nodded my head and walked out, closing the door behind me, then leaning my back against it. What's wrong hun, are you having problems? You know you can talk to me, right? I couldn't stop staring at him, I had let go of all my fears and just follow my heart. I nodded again. So, then, what is it? he rested his hand on my shoulder waiting for my response, I didn't say anything for a minute.
I had a ... I began to say.
I heard from a far. We looked over and saw John, Chris quickly moved away his hand from my shoulder. ... hey baby he said as he came up and planted a kiss on my lips. He glared at Chris with a mean look in his eye. Chris didn't look at him, but didn't walk off either. John looked back at me. I'll be in my locker room, whenever your ready to grab some lunch he said as he glared one more time at Chris, kissed me again, then went into the room. Chris looked back at me, a little bothered.
You were saying he questioned.
I think Im gonna go I said pointing back at Johns locker room. Chris nodded his head.
Yeah, see you later he said staring at me as I walked back into the locker room.
Needless to say, I felt like shit as I shut the door. I stood there for a second until I felt Johns arms wrap around me from behind. He pushed my hair to the side to reveal my neck.
you know, if I didn't know better. I would say you and Jericho were having a moment as I walked up he whispered. I closed my eyes, scared at what he would say next. You know I hate that little bastard right he planted a kiss on my neck as his hands ran down my bare arms. He knew all my spots, and he was getting my blood boiling. He planted a few more kisses, and turned me around, pinning me against the door in a rough manner. I looked at him, a scary look on his face, and a scary look came over me as well. and you know that you have a real man right here right? he looked me up down, then pressed his body against mine, I could feel his penis throbbing as he looked back up at me.
John...your scaring me
Am I, really? he was inches from my lips, not letting my arms free. I don't mean to scare you baby, but imagine me walking up to see you and the person I hate the most in this whole world, sharing a moment ... a moment your only suppose to share with ME! his tone got louder, almost to a yell. I was beginning to get upset with his behavior.
let me go right now John he chuckled in my face.
Why, because Im right, you have something to tell me Alex? he was almost creepy now, and it was getting to me. I was trying my hardest to fight back the tears and keep a real cool and controlled attitude, but I felt it fading, I needed to do something.
let me go, or you will regret it John he chuckled again.
You know who your talking to? Don't you ever threaten me! he yelled in my face this time around. I couldn't take it any longer. I lifted my knee and kicked him right in the groin, he quickly released me and fell to the floor. I quickly left the locker room and hurried through the halls. Tears were coming down my face, I never thought this would happen.
