Dear Erik,
Listen to my words; they come straight from my heart. I shouldn't have left you behind, I took the safe option yet not the one my instinct told me was right. So now I tell the truth, the feelings I hide so deep and hope that somewhere in your heart you have a place for me.
I was scared of you, not of your face but of your nature your temper but now that you are gone fear flows through my veins like a raging rapid. Without you I face the world alone, my guardian angel has flown and now I feel lost. Pain wracks my heart, thinking that I might never see you again, thinking that you might not remember me, thinking that maybe you are gone to a place where my words will never reach you!
At night I imagine your voice, I imagine your hands, you're leading me through winding passages, singing your songs, you're my guiding light and I feel the tears run down my cheeks as I wonder why I let you go. Yours always on my mind, each song I sing is for you, each thought I have is yours. Erik without you my heart will never rest, not until I die. My father put you here to look after me and I need you, I fear that without your love my soul must seek heaven sooner than it should. It's true what they say, you can never appreciate what you have until it's gone.
I'm sorry I betrayed you, I am sorry that I left but please come back.
I love you, my Angel of music.
Erik never got Christine's letter, never knew she still loved him, never knew she still cared. He never even got the chance to take her back tell her that he had forgiven her long ago, by the time he found out it was to late.
Christine's had been found knelt in prayer beside a solitary candle in the chapel she had first heard he angel of music sing. The chapel she had heard her fathers voice in, the chapel where she had decided to end her life. Beside her lay a mask, the mask of a phantom, a mask of the phantom!
If it is possible to do so, she died of longing, a longing of love.
A/n I am not quite sure what this is, just another thing that came to be at 3 in the morning. Please review and tell me what you think!