AN- hey thanks for the reviews. They made me get up off my lazy butt and type. Maybe in this chapter you'll actually get to hear her talk probably not lol. Sorry about the last chapter I know it was short but I had to get all the details down. Ok so here goes Chapter 2!

Selbs started pacing. Thoughts racing through her head like a NASCAR race. Some where like 'I can't do this. I haven't talked to anyone since that bloody Malfoy was hitting on me.' While others were 'I'm going to kill that bloody Tom. That ass hole he knows I don't like to what was it "socialize".' She decided that it was an opportune time to get a cigarette. She took a pack out of her pocket and took the nearest one. She pulled out her Slip Knot lighter and light the cancer stick. She took a long drag out of it, held it, then let it out in a perfect O. Selbs knew that this was bad for her but she was going to die any way.

While taking another drag out of the fag, she decided that she needed to go to bed if she was ever going to wake up in the morning. After putting out the dieing cigarette in an ashtray, Selbs went up the creaky wooden stairs, past the bathroom to her large room. The walls were painted blood red with flicks of black paint but were covered in posters from muggle posters. They had bands like My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Good Charlotte, the Used, Marilyn Manson, Kittie, etc. Over on one of the walls was her black desk with a laptop on top, while her drawers and mirror closet doors are on the opposite.

Her centerpiece of the room would have to be her King size four poster bed with onyx hangings and a black and red comforter. Selbs went over to the drawers opened one of them and took out long red pajama pants with black kitty heads all over them and a black shirt with kitty heads outlined in red.

Selbs went to her bed and hopped in. She turned on her stereo and put in System of a Down. She fell asleep. But that wasn't the end of her torment for that day.

It's a nice day not a cloud in the sky. A family is playing outside; a mother, father, and a one year old girl. Yet for such a beautiful day there seemed to be an air of foreboding to it. The mother had honey colored hair while the father had an icy blonde appearance. They seemed to be a perfect family. But this happiness was not to last.

The parents grew worried. Then all of a sudden people appeared out of thin air with loud cracks. They had disguised faces and mysterious cloaks. The parents unwilling to risk the safety of their child did not resist. They were killed and the baby was taken by one of the women in the group. She cooed to the wailing child "Hush child, don't cry. Your parents deserved to die. They were the scum of the earth." The babe was taken to an orphanage with a not attached to the blanket it was wrapped in.

It read 'To Whom It May Concern, this child's name is Felicia Corvus. She is 1 year old. Her birthday is on Oct. 31st. Please take care of her.'

There started just the beginnings of her troubles. The orphanage while nice looking on the out side was a hell hole to all who lived on the inside. The wood floors were caving in and the beds consisted of mattresses with thin wool sheets on top. This is the young child spent the first few years of her life. Within the confines of her prison an evil was growing inside her. As soon as her feet could carry her she ran away. Never to be thought upon again.

Selbs shot up like a she was sleeping in a class and all of a sudden a fire alarm goes off. She hated reliving that memory. She didn't need a reminder of her youth

FLASHBACK

A girl about 4 with white blonde hair is sneaking out between 2 bars in front of a decaying building.

The same girl except she has the look of a 13 year old is walking into a library and getting on the computer. The Department of Records pops up. She hacks into it and deletes a name.

The girl once again looking the same as before is snooping in the records room of a hospital. She searches for awhile then finds what she wants. She takes out the file and grabs a lighter from her pocket. She sets it ablaze. It takes a few seconds but it soon turns to dust. Just a forgotten memory

END FLASHBACK

Selbs decided that she couldn't get any more sleep and crept out of her room and down the stairs to the kitchen. She opened the deteriorating door to the fridge and looked for something to satisfy her appetite. All that was in there were half a cheese pizza and some old Chinese food. Selbs decided on the pizza and took a slice out.

She went to the family room to watch the boob tube and look for something besides soap operas. Selbs turned on the light. She nearly jumped onto the ceiling. There in her house was Voldemort or Tom as she referred to him as.

While chewing on her pizza, Selbs managed to greet him, "Ello Thom, wha arwe yoo doin' ere?" Tom just chuckled.

"Maybe you could actually swallow before talking." She chewed then swallowed.

"But that wouldn't be any fun." Tom grinned

"I guess it wouldn't be."

"So I guess you aren't visiting on a personal note."

"No sadly to say I'm not, though I do say we must get together sometime." Tom had a hard time keeping down a laugh. "You see Selbs, what I realized is that it will take awhile till you get fully excepted in the Order," he continued, "I need you to some how be more than friendly with some of the younger males in it."

Silence overwhelmed the small room.

Suddenly Selbs exploded. "You want me to flirt with a bunch of muggle loving assholes!"

"Yes. I can see even though you've been in England for awhile America still hasn't let go of you." He said coolly.

"Holy fucking shit," was all she had to say before Selbs had to lay down a bit.

AN: Ya I know I said a bad word. Well I'm American and I talk like that a lot so ya……. You're welcome to review.☺☻