Chapter 4
The room started to get cold. But I didn't want to shut the window because Julian was feeling hot. So I just started to shiver, and rub my bare hands. Then at the corner of my eyes I saw movement. I saw Julian moving. I picked my head up higher and saw Julian coming closer to me. But I didn't bother moving. Before I could get my head around what Julian's trying to do, I felt two big strong hands on my shoulder, they were warm hands. Then he slowly started rubbing he's hand against my skin, up and down. Then he slowly turned me around to face him, he then put he's hand around me and lowered me down on the bed. I wanted to stop him but my arm felt as if they froze because they wouldn't move. He held me in his arms so delicately, as if I was a baby. Once he had lowered me down on the bed, he also lowered him self on top of me and then brought his face right above my face, very gently he brushed his lips against mines. I couldn't believe what was happening, and what was wrong with me, why can't I stop him? At that moment I thought of Kai, I had just betrayed Kai. Kai would never do this to me, or would he. Then again I didn't want Julian to stop kissing me, Kai had never kissed me like that before. And then slowly the kiss went deep and deep. After a while he slowly pulled away for breath. I looked him straight in the eye and took a deep breath in and let it out. As I took my breath in, I realized that he was touching my thighs, as he was touching me I felt a tingling feeling inside me, I then felt my hand rise and go around Julian's neck, and I pulled him down and started kissing him full on the lip. I was quite shocked my self by what had just happen but I still didn't pull away. I didn't quite understand my self why I did that. Then slowly Julian started to bring his hand up to my hips and then my waist, until he reached the side of my breast, that he decided to open my buttons. He was half way through opening my third button, when I heard a voice inside my head telling me that I had gone totally mad. That I was kissing a boy that I hardly knew. Stop him Katie, stop him. He could do anything to you. What will you do when something goes wrong. At that point he had taken all the buttons off. And was working his way towards my breast under my vest. That's when I realized that the voice inside my head was totally right and at that thought I jerked him off me. I quickly got off the bed and went over to the door, but not opening it. And started shutting my buttons, not looking at him.