Chapter 5

After I closed all my buttons, I turned around and looked at Julian. He was on the bed staring in space, with shock.

"Julian, I think you should go." I said. Julian stared at me as if I was some kind of an alien.

"Katie, I don't understand-" he said, but I cut him off.

"look Julian, this was all a mistake. This shouldn't of have happened" I said.

"if this shouldn't of have happened, then why didn't you say 'no' when I kissed you. Katie, you kissed me back. I thought you wanted to." Julian muttered looking me in the eye.

"Julian, please. I didn't know what I was doing, o.k.. I'm really sorry about…. It. Your mums calling you, I think you need to go." I replied back.

"you know what, your right, it was all wrong. Lets just forget about what just happened. Pretend that nothing even happened, o.k." Julian said laughing.

So I thought I might as well forget that this all just happened, and gave him a slight smile. And said "sure."

"friends" said Julian.

"yeah, why not? Friends."

We shaked each others hands and then Julian said "look, I've got to go. Maybe a I'll see you around sometimes, bye"

"bye" I replied back, as he was opening the door and just walked out.

It was Sunday I had no homework to do, so I thought I might as well go shopping. I always go shopping because I just love shopping. You could just say that it's my favorite hobby. Any way I needed to by some cloths, make up, some face mask and you know all the girly things. So I went over to my draw and got out my piggy bank. I got the money out and counted how much I had. I had exactly £70.90. So I took out £40 pounds and put the rest away in the draw. I went down stairs and asked mum if she had £30 pound on her and told her that I needed to go shopping to by a few things and I won't be to late. She gave me £30 pound and said that she might not be home, she and Joe are planning on going out. I said that it was fine by me, that I don't want to go. So she gave me an extra pair of keys to the house. And off I went.

I went to down town first and went and entered a shoe shop. I went round the first time looking at the shoes. Then I went round the second time and saw a boot that I thought looked quite nice. So I tried it on and decided to buy the boot. Then I next went to a coat shop and brought a denim jacket for myself. I then went to a pharmacy and brought all the girly things that I needed. After I had all my things, I had £18.67p left so I thought I can go and buy Joe his birthday present. But I then decided that maybe I should go and sit down for a while. My hands feel as if it's going to come right off. So I went to a park that was near by and sat down on the bench. I sat there for a while just thinking to my self. I looked around and saw little toddlers playing on the swings and on the see – saw and other ones. The park always reminds me of my dad and all the happy time we had together. This park was his favorite park. He used to bring me and Joe here all the time.

You know I cried and cried the night I had found out that he had, an accident. Accident's happen to many people, but I never ever thought that it was going to happen to my dad one day. My dad got fired from his work place, for something that he didn't do and was blamed on him. For a couple of days he was looking for an work place, but he couldn't find any. So one day he decided to go out with his friends and get drunk. And that is what he exactly did. And on his way back, he crossed a red light, and that's when another car from the side, came and hit the side of dad's car, and the car ended up rolling over. And that was the end of him. As I sat there in total silence I felt a warm tier come out from my eye and go down my cheeks. I quickly got a tissue out of my pocket and wiped it away. I looked at the time and realized I've been sitting here for a while. So I got up and went to high street to buy Joes birthday present. I went and enter a shop called 'inks' and looked all around for a pair of trouser and a top. As I was looking around I saw a top that I thought looked really cool and Joe would like that so I picked it out and went looking for a pair of trouser, and picked out a black denim trouser. I was walking towards the till and was about to turn left and get my purse out, when I bumped into someone's back and slipped on the fall with my hills and all my shopping bags and Joe's clothes and including my purse, all fell down.