Chapter 12
Kai was right. Some were deep down inside. But I love Julian and nothings going to change that.
"oh, yeah. How do you know that?"
"because when a symbol represents love, for two lovers, that symbol is always worn. And it is only removed when that person really hates you."
"Kai, what are, you talking about." I said, confused.
"I'm talking about the necklace that you're wearing."
And that's when I realized what he was talking about. The necklace that I'm wearing represents my love for Kai. and because I hadn't taken it off he thinks I still love him. I put my hand at the back of my neck to take the neck lace off. I started struggling with the necklace and couldn't take it off. When Kai offered to help "can I help" I looked up at him shocked. He never had loved me he wants me to take it off. And I straight away said 'no' because I didn't want him touching me at all. And at that point I desperately wanted to open the necklace and trough it on him. And the bell went. Every one started to pack away. And I started to pack up and I'll take it of later. I really needed to get away from Kai.
The rest of the day went normal for me. I didn't see Kai because I was in the library and knew that he was looking for me at lunch because he asked Rosa if she knew were I was but she said no. She told me this at registration and said that if I came 15 seconds early I would of have bumped into him because he was waiting for me in my form room. I didn't even go down to lunch today and I was starving. After school I rushed it home. In case he started to follow me and I really didn't want to see him at all. I wasn't the type of person to go to the library. I don't remember the last time I went into a library. But I knew that no one will look for me in there. I went home, got changed, went to the kitchen made my self a sandwich and ate that. When I finished eating i helped mum in the garden writing down list of things for Joe's birthday.
