Chapter 10

Tears of Ice and

A Heart as Cold!

The night was cold as her world came crashing down around her once again. She felt as if her past was repeating itself. She laid her head on the back of Kouga's shoulder as he sped of towards the wolf den the wind blowing across her face felt like continuous blast of ice across her face. But she openly welcomed the harsh punishment. Feeling as tho some how she deserved it.

Shippou was warmly nestled under a blanket in her arms "hold on Kagome were almost there" "thank you Kouga"

Meanwhile with Sesshoumaru

Sesshoumaru threw Rainia on his bed the smell of strong alcohol lingered on his mouth. Rainia giggled as she laid back on the large comfy bed "Sesshoumaru" she moaned "come over here and play with me" she called to him in a seductive manner.

As he climbed on the bed he saw something glowing from the way the moonlight sparkled on it.

It was a white envelope he picked it up and Rainia pouted "Sesshy" he shot a glare at her "don't!" she crawled towards him "but Sesshy baby" he growled and back handed her off the bed "Don't that name is not for your lips you drunk slut" Rainia coward in the corner

Weeping as she held her cheek. Sesshoumaru tore open the letter. Tear drops could be seen on it and a shaky hand wrote it.

Dear Lord of the western lands, Sesshoumaru

As your reading this I'm already gone don't bother looking for me you wont find me there. See as tried to tell you show someone how to love is tricky because while you try so hard with all heart regardless of how towards the person at the time you give your heart to him…

But here is the hard part trying to keep the person from stealing your heart from you…sadly for me I failed miserably I'm sorry for that but for you… I failed… if what you say is true.

That indeed after I gave my heart to you hated brother of my dead lover killer of humans and miko's alike my immortal enemy… I gave my heart to you…And you never gave back…you look me eye's and say you don't love me and yet right now this letter cry's with your tears not mine…

He felt icy cold wet droplets run down his face bringing his hand up to touch them he saw them shimmer on his fingers from the light of the moon 'Am I really crying?' he looked back at the letter.

I don't know why you kissed her and I don't care I know she probably made you but that doesn't matter… but I do know I asked you from my heart "do you love me" you said you didn't yet in you eye's a saw into your heart and you are so very mistaken…

As you spoke your heart cried your pride won yes but what price you happiness? Is your social standing really worth your heart? In the time you were with me you showed me something I bet not even your mother saw in you…

You trusted me and that meant so very much to me you let your guard you showed me who you are deep down under the icy mask, the armor, claws, frozen over heart you show me who you really are… I just wanted you to know no matter how good of a mask you wear you cant hide who you really are nor how feel in your heart. You wanted to no love and now you do but at what cost?

You healed my heart in the time I was with you and shattered it again but don't worry I'll be fine…maybe you can make a wish there must be at least one magical star left somewhere…you could erase all the grief you may soon have and truly mask your feelings to even yourself… 'Love is like a life it so beautiful a fragile it only comes for a little while and then its gone' What you do with it is your choice…

It was signed

Just a filthy human miko's thoughts

The tears still dropped from his face they glistened as the slowly rolled down his icy face "Get out" his voice ice and evil but his voice cracked.

Fearing his rage she ran out of his room and his lands as fast as she could .

Then as if magic something fell right out of the envelope and fell to the floor it was a bright pinkish purple color as it rolled around on his floor. Picking it up he immediately realized it with the Jewel of Four Souls.

'Why did she give this too me?' he wondered as he reread her heart breaking letter.

'maybe you can make a wish there must be at least one magical star left somewhere…you could erase all the grief you may soon have and truly mask your feelings to even yourself'

He stood up slowly holding the item tightly within his grasp 'what is she trying to say? Dose she wished this never happened would that make her happy?'

'hated brother of my dead lover, brother of my dead lover, my dead lover, my dead lover'

Her words echoed in the back of his mind 'she wanted me to use this to make myself happy when really she deserves to be happy more then anyone else'

and at that moment when he realized that his once so very cold icy frozen heart melted and warmed his who body and tear's flowed from his eyes like glistening stream's of light and his eyes held a new emotion

"I love you Kagome" and with that he wished "I wish for Kagome's happiness bring inuyasha back to the world of the living as one of the living just as he was…" A purple light erupted from the jewel it lit the whole castle and part of his lands…

Then everything went black….It was done and the jewel being wished on by the most cold hearted selfish demon only to give the most unselfish wish it was purified from this world only to return in the body of the next miko that could control it only for the good of the world.

As with Kagome after she got to the den she went straight to sleep cuddling Shippou. The world slept while one of the greatest magic's in their world was whipped from the world…

When Sesshoumaru awoke he set off tracking Kagome's scent he had to know if it worked and by early morning he was there he perched himself on a high branched and watched her waiting for his brother to arrive and make her happy again.

Kagome had been outside for a while just listening to the wind and the forest it was so peaceful she began to sing straight from her heart…

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you finally found the one

You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?

She cried silently "Sesshou why did you have to do this" Sesshoumaru watched from his perch his heart slowly breaking. He was about to jump down and say something when he saw his brother.

Kagome looked up as she heard footsteps tears blurred her vision but she saw amber eyes and silver hair she stood up and smiled "Sesshoumaru!" she chirped happily but that didn't last as she heard.

The wind blew west and his silvery hair blew in his face the tree leave's just staring to turn orange and fall the dirt path he walked on had leaves scattered over it he just smiled in his red trademark outfit.

"Stupid girl do I really resemble my brother that much? You sounded almost happy to see him" Inuyasha laughed as shock spread across Kagome's face "inu- inuyasha!"

"Who else?" she wiped her tears looking at him and then new one's came raining down "INUYASHA" she screamed running to him and making him slide backwards at the impacted she made as she hugged him.

Sesshoumaru who didn't want to watch anymore made his way back to his castle heart broken yet happy Kagome was not anymore.

"I love you Kagome" Inuyasha said softly "I didn't want to go I never wanted to leave you" those words alone should have made her so happy but they made her cry even more.

She knew what Sesshoumaru had done it was the only way inuyasha could be alive right here and now… she looked at inuyasha as a tear fell on his cheek he gently leaned up and kissed her softly on the lips…

Sesshoumaru felt so bad instead of losing to his brother he let him win her words stung his heart her letter spoke only truth 'Love is like a life it is beautiful and fragile it only comes for a little while and then its gone'

Kagome didn't even react nor close her eye's he pulled back embarrassed "Inuyasha while you were gone I wronged greatly and for the I beg your forgiveness but my heart n longer belongs to you like it once did…It.. belongs to…Sesshoumaru…" He was shocked but that would explain why he saw his brother wish on the jewel

"Please forgive me" He hugged her "Only if you forgive me" she smiled as tears of joy slid down her face "Well if we hurry he just went west" she smiled "Thank you" she got up and with all of her human and miko ability she had she ran endlessly towards him.

Her power erupted within her and she moved with new strength. " Sesshoumaru" she cried running blindly threw the forest until she hit something not bothering to look she moved past it but not before it grabbed her wrist .

"Haven't we already done this miko?" tears pooled at the sides of her eye as she turned and looked at the owner of the voice. It was Sesshoumaru but he was different…

He showed happiness in his eyes his aura had changed as well but she didn't care! All she cared about was he was here! He amber eyes watched her intensely as the dams broke and tears flowed from her beautiful brown eyes.

"Sesshoumaru!" she flung herself into his arms and it shocked him as she cried endlessly into his chest "I love you ! I love you! I love you!…" she chanted into his chest "Why didn't inuyasha make you happy?" he asked curiously.

She sniffled and looked into his eyes "He wasn't you." she smiled up at him watery eyed "I love you Sesshoumaru! I didn't mean to fall in-love with you but I did! I'm so sorry! But I cant help but love you! I know you don't want me to but I do wit all my heart I do!"

she cried once more into his chest he looked warmly down at her raven haired head and tilted her face up so he could look her in the eye "And with all my heart Kagome now and forever I love you. And I'm so very glad you gave me another chance to love you I felt so empty without you…"

A/n: now doesn't that make up for the evil cliffy? I even got a little teary eyed myself writing this once again THANK YOU FOR THE AMAZING REVIEWS

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