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Chapter 10

James' Journal

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Lily glanced around the divination room. She was so bored. Prof. Trawlaney was going on and on about dreams or whatever. She glanced at James. He had fallen asleep and he was using his book as his pillow. Sirius was sleeping with his head resting on James' back. Lily smiled. James looked so innocent when he was asleep.

James' bag was lying open by his feet. Lily glanced in it and noticed a journal looking thing inside. Carefully she reached down and pulled it slowly out. It was red and gold with a Gryffindor lion walking around on the cover. She tried to open it but it wouldn't open.

Lily stared at it for a few seconds then noticed a small hole in the center. It looked like a snitch…That's it! Didn't James have a snitch charm that Josh gave him for Christmas a few years ago? Lily rolled up James' sleeve carefully as not to wake him. Sure enough there was a silver bracelet.

Carefully, Lily unlatched it. James groaned a little and muttered something incoherently but nothing more. Lily placed the tiny snitch in the hole and there was a faint click. Lily carefully opened the book and read the first entry.

May 5, 1985 (A/N: I'm not sure what year it is so bear with me!)

Lily is really upset with me right now. She caught me hexing Snivillius again. I'm getting really sick of her telling me what to do. I'm not perfect, okay…On a brighter note, our band is going on tour this summer with Bowling For Charms. We're going to open up for them! I hope that Peter can play backup guitar as well as Josh could…Anyway I wrote this song for Lily!

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't want to hear IT
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my WAY
Step UP, step UP, step UP
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think your special
But I know & I know & I know & we know
That you're not
You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't want to hear IT
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my WAY
Step UP, step UP, step UP
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
(Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
And don't tell me what I should do
I don't want to waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear IT
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my WAY
Step UP, step UP, step UP
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear IT
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my WAY
Step UP, step UP, step UP
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Well, there it is. Hope you liked it! Ya know, Lily may be annoying, but she's pretty cool too! I mean, she's pretty, smart, funny, and well…perfect…But she thinks that I'm an arrogant, pig-headed, prat. Okay, maybe I am a little arrogant, but everyone has their faults…Why can't she get that? We have the Quidditch cup tomorrow. Quidditch is fun and all, it's just well, ever since I joined a pro team, school Quidditch seems to have lost all the excitement. Yeah, I joined a pro team over Christmas break! Ever since my parents died my life seems to be going pretty good!

Our band got a record deal and I joined the Australian Astros and…CRAP! How am I supposed to play Quidditch AND go on tour with the band…this is going to be hard…how can I be in two places at once…hang on…nah that'll never work…I'll just be on work overload all summer. Thankfully, Dumbeldore said I could use a little bit of magic over the summer.

I'll just apparate to the Quidditch pitch and dissaparate back to the stage, or wherever we're performing…WOW! It's going to be a hectic summer. It's like 3:30 AM now and I can't sleep…I think I'll go light a fire down in the commen room. And light a fire…I like a fire…It's so pretty…I'll go burn a book. That'll be fun. I sound like a crazy pyro now! Nah, I think Prongs'll go for a quick walk through the forest. Prongs hasn't gotten out for a few weeks. I'll write more later!

Life would be better with background music!

James

James stirred suddenly and Lily closed the book quickly and put it in his bag.

"NO MORE CLOWNS!" James yelled jerking up.

"Clowns?" Lily laughed.

James smiled embarrassedly, "They eat people ya know."

"Sure they do." Lily rolled her eyes.

"Haven't you ever read IT?" James asked.

"You've actually READ a BOOK?" Lily asked amazed.

"Ha, ha, ha. Very funny." James said sarcastically.

They sat there awkwardly for a few seconds.

"Well, I'm officially bored." James said yawning.

"And you weren't before?"

"I was it just wasn't official." James smirked.

Lily rolled her eyes.

"WHAT?" James asked.

"You're a moron." Lily said.

"But I'm a cute moron, right?"

"Right!" Lily laughed.

The bell rang loudly.

"YOU'LL NEVER EAT MY BRAINS!" Sirius yelled.

"More clowns?" Lily asked.

"NO! The evil mole men! They're out to get me!"

"Oh my gosh." Lily said sarcastically.

"I'm hungry." James and Sirius said together.

"That was weird!" Lily said. "Are you two, like, on the same brain wave or something?"

"Uh…sure…" They said together.

"I'm hungry." Harry said walking up beside James.

James smiled. "I knew you must've inherited more then just good looks!"

"Arrogant prat…"Lily muttered.

"What was that, Lily dearest?" James asked smirking.

"Nothing…" she said smiling sweetly.

"Then let's go eat!" James and Sirius said together.

Sirius bounced up and down happily. James sighed and pushed him down the stairs. Then followed laughing.

Harry glanced at Lily awkwardly then followed his father. Lily looked around and noticed that Ron and Remus were still asleep. She walked over and shook them awake.

"wussumatter?" Remus and Ron asked together sleepily.

"Time for dinner." Lily said.

"FOOD!" they said together and jumped up and ran out the door.

Lily smiled and followed.

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