The way this fic started was: I started to write a poem and it just kinda turned into a fic. I started thinking about how I always say I hate kids yet I play games with them all the time. I help them, I evenchange their damn dippers.
Then I thought, what if I actaully could kill them all? What if I had the power, and what if I had the mind, and what if someone needed help? Would I let them be, kill them, or help them.
Humans are a pain.
This whole fic is in Hieis P.O.V. (point of view)
I have no heart, I'm cold inside. This so called heart is stone. I have no problem showing that I don't give a damn. All I have to do is turn my back upon the ones they say I care about and walk away. I've been alone all my life, I see no point in changing it.
I sit in the tree I have claimed as my own in the park. These humans, stupid creatures, have so many pointless emotions it makes me sick.
A ball bounces and hits my tree. I jump down and pick it up. A young girl comes over. "Hey mister, can I have my ball back?" She asks with a big smiled on her face.
I wanted to throw it far and tell her 'Sure, if you can get it.' But I didn't say that.
I bent over and looked at the girl. Little green eyes and brown hair in big tails, disgusting. I handed her the ball and she took it. "Tank you mister." She ran off to her little friends and they started to play with the little ball.
Is this all their life was worth? Sitting in parks, readings books, playing with balls? Where is the blood? Where is the action? Where is the reason, the purpose?
Humans and their lives.
I jump back into my tree and watch the world before me. Children come and go with their mothers. Boys play these games with a stick and a small ball. When one of them actually hits it they all cheer and the boy runs around.
Pointless.
After a while, someone that I actually knew came to the park.
Kurama.
A young girl followed him to the park. "Now, go play." He said calmly. "I'll be right here in you need me." He sat down in a bench and opened a thick book.
I jumped down from the tree and moved behind him. "Hn."
He slightly jumped and turned around. "Hiei! You scared me." He placed a neat piece of paper in the book and closed it.
"You shouldn't let you guard down so much Kurama." He let his guard down a lot, I knew it.
Kurama smiled at me. "Well, this is the human world. I don't have to worry about assignations and someone wanting me dead all the time. Not a whole lot happens here, but when it does, I'm always ready. You know that."
I took a seat next to Kurama. "Whats the point of his world? I should destroy it, it doesn't seem to have a purpose." I looked at him, he looked almost sad. Did I say something wrong? Ah, what did I care?
Kurama looked down for a second, thinking. "Look all around you Hiei." He said to me. Here is goes again, trying to make a point. "Everyone is happy and peacefully. I highly prefer it to the demon world."
I stood up, tired to listening to him. Not even Youko the great could change my mind. Humans where pointless creatures and that was that.
"They all deserve to die." I said and started to walk away.
"Why?" Ask Kurama. For some reason that question stopped me. "What have humans done to you that makes you hate them so much? Don't forget Hiei…" He paused for a moment. Probably trying to make what he was going to tell me have more of an impact. "I'm a human."
That made an impact. Damn it.
"Hn." I ran off, I hate it when he makes me think. Maybe Youko Kurama could change my mind, but not easily. I found another tree, one far from Kurama and everyone else. I sat there… thinking.
Kurama loved that woman who he said had taken care of him. Kurama said he would do anything for that human. He even told me to respect her. How dare he, I should cut him… but I didn't cut him. I was respectful to her, the whole time I stayed at Kuramas house.
I've been around Humans too long.
I sat in the tree for a few hours thinking. Then I saw that girl I had seen at the park. Not the one with Kurama, but the one whose ball hit my tree. My tree!
She was crying…
She was crying by the side of the rode. Don't ask me why but I jumped down from my tree for the second time that day and went over to her. I looked down at her and she looked up at me.
Those eyes where full of tears, I felt like I needed to do something. Anything.
"You the mister who got my ball." She remembers me, how nice.
"Why are you crying?" I asked and she bust into tears again. I had never dealt with kids what was I supposed to do? She just cried, more and more tears fell, and what did I do?
I left her. "I don't have time for this." Lies, I had all my life to waste.
I turned around and started to walk away. She cried more, louder. I stopped. My curiosity got the better of me. I really did want to know what was wrong with this little brat.
"Whats wrong?" I walked back over to her. "Tell me or else I'm really leaving."
"I…I… woust my… my wommy." I had to take a guess at what she said, between the hicks and cries it sounded like she had lost her mother.
"Stop crying." I said harshly. It only made her cry more. I patted her on the head and sighed a little. Children where complicated. "Please stop crying." This time I said it a little nicer, hoping she would shut up now.
My hand rested on her head, it seemed to be giving her a little comfort. She looked up at me and I took my hand off. Her tears had finally stopped. "Will you help me find my mommy please?" She said, now I can understand her.
Help a human? And a child no less.
I shrugged. I'll just take her to Kurama, he'll know what do to.
I looked at the young girl. "Fine." She smiled. "Tank you mister."
Next chapter when I get around to it. But ya know, reviews really help. Flames if you must, but nice ones work well. .
