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I knocked.

I could hear him wiping his eyes and sniffle once or twice. "Kurama?" I then heard the door unlock and it opened a little.

"I thought you would have left by now." His voice and face clearly shown that he had been crying. I wanted to wipe his tears away with my own hands, I want to make him feel better, and I want to comfort him.

He is my friend. Even if I hate to admit it, I care about him.

I thought for a reason for my visiting. I silently preyed for a rain drop in my mind, for then he would invite me in so I won't get wet. I wondered if some random demon could come down and cut me, then he would treat my wounds. I hoped for a reason, any reason but the truth, to come.

My stomach growled loud.

I heard Kurama laugh slightly. He opened the door completely and let me step in. I think this has to be the first time I've been grateful for being hungry.

"I'll fix us something to eat." He closed the door behind me and went into the kitchen. I fallowed him in and sat down on a chair by the table. He pulled out some left over rice and put it in the microwave for a while. I watched as he got two plates and set one in font of me and the other across from me.

"Kurama?" I asked. I want to know whats wrong with him. I want to help him. Who wouldn't want to help one of their friends?

"Yes?" He opened the microwave and put some rice on my plate and a little on his. He sat down and put the container on the table above his plate.

"Why where you crying?" I asked him.

He calmly took a little bite of his rice. Youkos had to be ones to keep calm. Kurama was always calm when I saw him. Even in battle that fox could stay so tranquil.

He didn't look at me. "I was in charge of that girl, Sami. I was watching her for a friend of my mothers." He took another bite. "And if she would have died, I don't know what I would do."

He started to cry again. Tears formed in his eyes, I couldn't take it. It was just something about seeing someone you care about cry that I couldn't stand. Almost like it was my fault.

I got up and walked over to him. I didn't really know how to comfort him in the way he needed so I just put my hand on his shoulder. He looked at me, eyes still full of teas. "It wasn't your fault Kurama. The girl is fine."

He turned his body to face me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Kurama?" He cried in my shirt, I could feel his tears seeping threw and touch my skin. I looked down at him, why is he so sad?

"Kurama?" I said his name again, but only got more tears in response. I tired to push him back by his shoulders but he only held on tighter. "Fox, whats wrong with you?"

He finally backed off and looked at me then down at the floor. His face was all red and his eyes puffy. He sniffled and hic-ed a few times as he tried to calm down by taking a few breaths.

"It wasn't your fault. And if me hurting that driver is making you cry, then I guess I'm sorry."

He shook his head at me. "Its not just that Hiei. My whole life people die around me. And I always have something to do with it." As some sort of reflex I gave him a tight hug.

"That was years ago. When you where youko." I said.

He looked at me, eyes of sadness and sorrow. "Then how do you explain the girl almost dieing?"

I thought for a moment. He had me there. "The fact is Kurama, the girl did not die, and it was not your fault."

He sniffled once and held my waist again. "Thanks Hiei." He said and gave me a big hug. Then I felt him tugging at my cloak.

"Kurama?" I bent down on one knee so I could look in his face. "Is that all thats getting to you? You should really stop letting these human emotions get in the way. When you where youko I bet you didn't cr-"

Kurama had pulled on my shirt and brought our faces close and our lips pressed together. I wanted to pull away but I couldn't. Besides that he had my shirt in tight grip, part of me didn't want to.

But he did pull away and his grip loosened. He looked at me; I could always read his eyes but not this time. They where an emotion I wasn't familiar with. I started at him, confused why he had kissed me.

"Hiei…" His gaze went to the floor. I wanted to see his eyes, I wanted to read his emotions and most of all, I want to kiss him again.

I was still bent down on one knee so this time I grabbed him and brought him into a kiss. This time I made sure we went farther. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and explored every part I could before he pulled away from me.

"Hiei…" I put my index finger to his lips.

"I'll make all your worries go away." Sensually whispered I.

I looked back into his eyes. This time they where loving and caring. He reached up and touched my face; I didn't realize that such a simple gesture could feel so good.

He placed a light kiss on my lips. "I hope you do. You've been helper today Hiei." He kissed me again, this time not holding anything back. He slipped his hot tongue into my mouth as we wrestled for dominance.

He laughed a little and broke off our kiss. Damn him. "What so funny?" I asked, slightly aggravated.

He smiled at me. "Helper Hiei." He said. "It has a nice wring to it." He laughed slightly.

I growled a little and grabbed his shirt. I lifted him up and dragged him to his bed room. "I'll show you how helpful I can be." I said, smirking. I could feel him smirk also and then saw his sly smile when I threw him down on the bed.

He laughed again. "Come on helper Hiei." He said. I'm glad I could make him happy. And hopefully I'd be able to make him happy all night.

I crawled onto his bed and pulled him close to me. I gave him a harsh kiss and a lot of phyical help that he needed soon after kissing. I am Helper Hiei.

DONE! It won't be lemon unless I feel like updating agian but screw it. Thanks everyone for reviewing, and for you people who don't like yaoi, its not bad. But its your life.

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