Episode 3- The reason you will never understand

Tetsu's horse slowly nudged and reared all of the sudden and Tetsu fell off and bumped his head and memories slowly passed by. It was Saya who was smiling at him and her hands were holding out for Tetsu to hold. Her hair was longer and that smile, but then he appeared Suzu it was him that broke everything all his dreams and hopes. It was his entire fault. He wanted everything, but it was gone. It was Suzu who took Saya away from him. He caught her a month after Ike-daya and Tetsu believed he will be never be happy. He and Saya were walking together and talking about their dreams and they both promised that they will always be together and they will live their lives with happiness. As they slowly drew from the street Tetsu felt a dark presence near by and he turned and saw someone snatch Saya and it was to late when Tetsu drew his sword. Tetsu saw Suzu's face it was smiling and Saya's tears dropped. And they were gone.

"Tetsu is you want Saya back betray the Shinsengumi" Suzu said as he disappeared.

Tetsu slowly opened his eyes he was all groggy and looked around and saw his horse grazing. He slowly remembered the day when he left the Shinsengumi to meet Suzu and as the price for Saya he had to tell him everything about the Shinsengumi. Okita was sitting on the porch holding Saizo.

"Hey, Tetsu their you were I wondered were you were all day" Okita smiled as he looked up at Tetsu

Tetsu smiled at him and walked off and was heading to bed. It was getting dark he looked out and saw Mr. Kondou walking back to his room tired with his droopy eyes.

Tetsu waited till midnight when everyone was asleep. He slowly drew out of the room and looked out for anyone who was awake. He slowly went behind the fighting hall and headed out of the entrance and saw someone their and it was Okita. Okita was looking at him.

"I know what your going to do Tetsu" Okita said looking at him "Tetsu reconsider what you are doing" Okita said seriously.

"No, I can't"Tetsu said as he drew his sword out "I didn't choose this it was fate that did" Tetsu said sadly as he struck Okita as he drew back. Okita didn't want to do this. As he tried to strike Tetsu he dodged it and jumped up and went over the top part of the roof and disappeared. Okita watched and drew back and sheafed his sword and looked up at the moon.