My story
Disclaimer: same thing as last chapter don't own the riders well that's about it for now on with the story!
His cloudy blue eyes are looking near my face again, just quite at it, just below it. Wow, second time today and its not even second period is what is going thru my mind. His girlfriend must not be paying attention to him.
His eyes break contact, "Ok, that's enough for now, go get something to eat" Morgan says.
"Maddie, he was doing it again," Rosie says as she slides up beside me and Aislin on the other.
"Yes we really need to ask him to actually talk to our Maddie don't we?" says Aislin slyly.
"Why what ever do you mean?" I put on my most clueless face and walk away.
He's there getting breakfast, I should say something really.
"Ok, hello," He looks at me strange, "Er sergeant, are you ok? Cause I've noticed that well you're a bit distracted, well more then normal," he's griming, "And I thought that you might just need an ear to talk to?"
I'm prepared for the most beautiful word in the world, and instead I get
"Come."
He's taking me to the woods, and even here I can smell the warm inviting ocean. We're a strange group we're permanently placed by the ocean one of the only groups not stationed at Corus. The lush green cuts out briefly to get a view of the Emerald Ocean the clouds are happily playing out there.
"Ok, what is this about?" I ask in the nicest of tones.
"Well you said if I ever needed to talk I could find you, now's not the only time you've said it either." I open my mouth to speak, "Just listen," He looks around, and I give him a look, he responds as if to my look. "It's just that Ben-ah Hazlet," Yet another look. "Ok anyway Ben comes out here to romp with the local girls and I don't want him to know just yet, he doesn't even know what I'm about to tell you." Now this look I give him is one I've been working on for a while. It's a cross between What the Hell are you talking about/ you have really blue eyes, except that his eyes are green, and I'm a sucker for green eyes.
"You see, I wanted to get a girls advice on things." He says with the most confidence, which for him is normal except lately.
"Did some thing happen with Ashley?" I mention his girlfriend, who I don't like, but only because she's his girlfriend.
"Yes, no," he pauses "Maddie? Wait can I call you Maddie when we're alone? Because it seems foolish for me to be sharing something like this- what something wrong? You're looking at me funny."
"Well, I'm trying to figure you out, because you're not telling me what it is."
"Oh"
"What ever it is, it's not yours."
"Yeah, crap you're good, Maddie, she's pregnant, but one thing's wrong I haven't slept with her ever. What am I going to do?"
"I can't give any advice, this kind of thing hasn't happened before. However, what ever you do it will cause turmoil that much I can tell. And, I am always here, if you ever need to talk just come find me." He was standing ready to leave. "Not so fast, I need to talk to you." I use the tip of my finger to push him to a rock and make him sit. "You, and Steve most mornings, during drill have eyes, and they are here." I point at my chest, "Don't look! Why?"
"I can't really give an explanation with out Steve getting mad."
"What are you talking about?"
He isn't listening, "I mean he's going to be furious that I brought you out here alone."
"Once again what are you talking about?"
"Steve, you know Steve Raquel, Sergeant Raquel? Mithros, you don't know? The whole Ride does. Maddie he likes you."
I'm stunned, and scared, what if he ever tried something? I mean I would like it, but Rosie would kill me! There's silence it's not quite awkward but its getting there.
He breaks the silence, "And I do to." Now it is awkward, and I'm sure that my mouth is open. All I can manage to do is sit down. I can feel his hand just above my shoulder.
"Oh man."
"That's all you can say? Oh man? Don't I at least deserve an I'm sorry but I don't like you that way? And for you to run off into Steve's arms, and leave me, and for to have to father-" I did it, I just shut him up. No one's been able to do that before, but then again not many people stick their tongues down his throat. But this was not what I was expecting, for him to slowly raise his hand and up and caress my body yes, but push me away? Definitely not what I had expected.
"No," I could see tears in his eyes, and I could feel tears on my cheeks.
"But why?" my voice was barely more then a whisper.
"Steve likes you, sure I do to but, he liked you first he knows he has no chance with you, plus Roselyn would hurt him badly. But I can't, it hurts me not to kiss you, but it's what I must do."
"Just one kiss and this will never have happened. I just need to believe that this is real."
He hesitated but crosses the space between us quicker then lightening. He takes my hand and kisses each finger back and front, then the palm of my hand. With my spare hand I find his short cropped muddy blonde curls, and run my fingers thru them our lips meet and press hard, a good hard. I slide my tongue into his mouth, and I can feel his own tongue with it.
My back finds a tree, good thing to because I might fall. His hand finds my thigh and he moves it up to by bottom then across my stomach and up to my breast. We part and my lips find his neck and collarbone He feels good against, also I can feel him hard beneath me. It makes me want to shove him away at once, and pull him closer so he's almost in me at then same time.
My tunic feels sticky and hot. I'm not sure if I said it out loud or not, but the answer is clear either way.
Take it off.
A/N sorry to get so heavy soo soon but I'm trying to make something out of this.