Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
Van…I miss you so much…
I know I promised you that I would never forget you…
But is hurts…
It hurts to remember, hurts to dream, hurts to think…
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said
Why are you so far? Why am I back? Why do we have to be separeted?
You said we can meet anytime because our feelings for each other made a strong and unbreakable bond between us…
Did you say this sweet little lie to comfort me? Did you say it to not let me stay with you?
We both thought it was the right thing to do. We were both wrong.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I feel so alone. Without you I am nothing.
You said you were cursed because of your wings.
You are wrong. I like you wings. They're beautiful.
We are cursed, because we met. We fell for each other without noticing it. And when we realized our feelings, it was too late. I had to come back even if it broke my heart…
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
I am hurt. Because of you.
I know you would never hurt me, but I can't help it.
This feeling in my heart. So this what happens when your heart breaks.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
I remember the last time we saw each other. You were sitting on that stone while I was waiting for the train. You looked so sad. However, you had a smile for me and I will always have a smile for you.
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
I wish I could be with you, Van Fanel, my guardian angel, my love.
This is my first fic ever. Please R&R! Thanks for reading.
Cassie