None of the OC characters belong to me (unfortunately), they belong to someone else. I'm settled for using this characters out of fun and not making money.
This is not my first story/poem in in English, but I'm still not a native speaker and my English isn't as good as it should be actually. So if you read it, please be generous, read over the failures and nevertheless enjoy it. Reviews are welcome. :-)
It's a little poem which was inspired by Ryan watching his drunken mother while she's asleep in the episode „The Gamble".
I've never been afraid of silence
What scares me more are your empty words
Not knowing where to find the sense
That is what me really hurts
Your
love is as cold as death
Colder
your kiss
There's
nothing you care less
You
don't even think about this
With
you and alone all along
I
can't follow your line
It's
not you I can count on
Only
pain I can call mine
From
your hands comes my harm
You
determine my course
Still
I feel for you so warm
Is
it you for better and for worse?
Your
promises never leave my mind
No
matter how hard I try
Broken
is every one I'll find
Leaving
me without laugh or sigh
What
I've felt, what I've known
I
don't care you haven't ever seen
More
bitter truth you couldn't have shown
You'll
never see what could have been
No
single tear should ever tell
What's
buried in my own dark heart
The
solitude you taught me well
And
all the secrets I have to guard
Like
an addict I can't leave
No
way for you to compromise
Never
aware that you are my life thief
Still
torturing me with your lies
You take from me what ever you desire is
But
expect no cry or bless
I
hear you say: "I never meant for this!"
Maybe
in your eyes your cruelty is your tenderness