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The song Belongs to 3 Doors Down. It's called Let me go.
Summary: During the heists Leon has a girlfriend. However, the girl has no idea what's happening. It's told and based on the song Let me go by: 3 Doors Down.
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
Let Me Go- 3 Doors Down
Let Me Go.
Chapter 2: This World Falls On Me.
Have you ever felt the weight of the world on your shoulders? It sucks let me tell you that. Dom's the leader and he's suppose to take the heat for everything, yet, somehow when something happens to the team if effects all of us. All of us take the heat. I guess that's why we call ourselves a team and not a gang.
In my life I've had a lot of girlfriends. Most of them were for one night stands. They didn't mean anything to me. I didn't want them to mean anything to me. I figured that throughout my life I'd just stick to going from girl to girl. 'Player till the grave, bro'. Finding Crimson I guess was a wake up call. I didn't have to go from girl to girl, I could stick with one. My relationship with Crimson was tough. It wasn't on her part, it was on my part. Every time we did a heist and I lied to her, I felt the world just fall down on me. Can someone really do that to you? Can someone really change a person in a matter of months? It seemed so surreal. Like somehow it was all make believe, and one day it was all going to disappear.
The day that we met Brian was the beginning of the end. Vince told us he was a cop, we didn't listen. Crimson didn't even like the guy. She tolerated him, she just didn't like him. Crimson's that type of girl who, even if she doesn't like a person, she'll still be nice to them. That's just how she is.
I remember one conversation that we had it was a conversation that I couldn't easily forget. Actually, all of the conversations that I had with her were unforgettable. Every little thing that came out of her mouth would forever be buried in my mind.
We were sitting on a cliff. Not just any cliff. This cliff was just outside L.A., you could see everything from the top. All of lights and cars driving by. When you looked out into the horizon you felt that you had this power to just go out and grab it. We were sitting on the hood of my car.
"Have you ever wanted magic powers?" I asked. It was a silly question I realized, but I wanted to know.
"Everybody at least once in their life wished they had magic powers." She replied.
"What do you mean?"
"What I mean, is that once in a life we're going to wish we had powers. It could be anything, ranging from turning back time or being invisible. It's just something that happens. We can't change it. Although a lot of people tell us 'Magic isn't real, you shouldn't believe in it,' those people are the ones that believe in it the most. It's the irony of situations. Everybody wants something to hold on to. The world is split into two parts Leon, it's between the real and the make believe." She explained.
"So, magic would be in the make believe part of the world wouldn't it?"
She smiled that smile of hers that I loved so much. It was a secretive sort of smile. It was like; she knew something that I didn't. "Who said that magic was make believe?"
A lot of times I think about that conversation. It wasn't even a big conversation but it just stuck with me. Does that even make any sense? I memorized everything about her. I memorized everything that she ever said. I was in a trance and I wasn't ashamed of admitting it.
Crimson had a thing that she did. It clamed everybody down, when they needed it. We were eating one day. It was a barbeque, and Crimson, Reese and Brian joined us. When Vince came and saw who our esteemed guest was, he shook his head and left. Crimson got up and tried to after Vince but he just drove off. I'll admit, it made me insanely jealous of Crimson's and Vince's relationship. Her relationship with Jesse got me jealous sometimes too. I knew that nothing was happening between them but they had such a close relationship with one another that it made jealous.
When Crimson came back I knew she was upset. She sat down next to me and laid her head on my shoulder and grabbed hold of my hand. I kissed the top of her head. "Baby, what's wrong?" I questioned. I didn't like it when she was upset.
"It's Vincent. I know he doesn't like Brian and stuff but I really want him here. We're not a family when he's not here." She whispered.
I nodded. Family means the world to Crimson. She and Mia were so alike in that subject that it scared me. She got up and went inside. I followed her. She went into the living room where Jesse was playing a video game. Ruffling his hair she sat on the couch and got out her cell phone. I sat down next to Jesse as he passed me a controller.
"Vincent, where in the Goddess's name are you? What are you doing driving all the way up there? Come back home, you've got to eat. Don't tell me that you're not hungry, I know you Vincent, you're always hungry." It was than that I noticed her face soften and tears fill up in her eyes. I guess that Jesse noticed it too because he stopped playing the video game. "We all love you Vincent. I'm sorry for saying this, but just because Mia doesn't like you, the way that you like her doesn't mean that you can shut the people who care and love you, out of your life. It doesn't work that way. Its life Vincent, we can't get everything that we want. I know it sucks, believe do I ever know that it sucks, but you're going to have stand in front of the obstacle that forced its way into your path and just slam into it head first. Look, Vincent, all that I'm asking is that you come home and eat something. A man's got to eat right?" she laughed. "Yes, I got that from 'both' Leon and Jesse. Just come home. We love you, don't you ever forget that." She hung up.
"Is he going to come?" Jesse asked.
Crimson nodded her head. She got up and pulled me up. "He'll be here."
Vince came in during the meal all he did was respond with an "A man's got to eat right?"
After the meal Crimson and I were on the swing set again. Looking at her I realized that no matter what happened it would always be her. Crimson had her limits, that's the reason why we still haven't slept with each other. She's still a virgin and wants to wait, I respect that. I know her limits. I know how to push them. I know that when she finds out about the heists and everything we've done, her limits would have been pushed too far.
Even though I knew that something was going to happen I took in the moment. She's the only one that's ever going to be in my head. 'The world is split into two parts Leon, it's between the real and the make believe.' Her voice kept repeating in my head.
"You know when you told me that the world was split into two parts?" She nodded. "Us. This right here, between you and me, its real."
She looked at me with this look in her eyes that made my stomach go all floppy. "I love you." She answered.
In that one moment I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders again. And this time I wanted to cry and curse irony for its ironic situations.
Authors Note. Was this chapter a little bit weak? I hope it wasn't and I hope all of you liked it. I'm having fun writing it. Keep reviewing!
Locofiend13: There's more here! Lol. Glad you like the story.
Sweetest Addiction: I absolutely love stories with Leon as the main character too! He's amazing! Hope you liked the chapter.
AllAboutAngel: Dom and Letty I like too! I'm really happy that you liked it and I hope you liked this chapter too!
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