A/N: Okay. Someone asked me to write a second chapter, so I did. I made it another songfic because I couldn't think of anything. Its sorta abrupt, and it took forever, but I finally made it. So please read and enjoy.

Disclaimer: Between Eoin Colfer and Michelle Branch, I own nothing but the plot.

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with

Tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

Commander Vinyaya walked along the crowded street of Haven City, towards LEP Headquarters. Every step was an effort. She could just drive or take a cab. But the traffic was terrible. She smiled bitterly. Traffic. It was centuries ago, but she could remember their first assignment together. It had been a total disaster. But it didn't matter now.

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old

She felt the tears threatening to overpower her. But she continued to walk. Julius. Her best friend for over five centuries. Gone. It didn't seem possible. It couldn't be. She had thought

about it so much. Hoping it was just a dream. But no. No nightmare would ever be this terrible.

Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

She walked through the LEP double doors. Everyone looked at her differently now. She knew. When Julius died, she admitted to the rest of the council that they had been more then just friends. So much more. Not that it mattered now. He was gone.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

She walked past the many cubicles, into the corridor. It was deserted. She was glad to be alone now. When she talked to other fairies, they just wanted to talk about Julius. How sorry they were. Why didn't they understand? She needed to stop thinking about him. She needed to forget.

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you

She stumbled along the corridor, grabbing the wall for support. Her eyes filled with tears again. She needed to forget him. Her darling Julius. She smiled through her tears. She knew what he'd say if he could see her. 'You haven't changed a bit Orchid. Always running. Quit your crying. You gave me your word.'

Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

And she had. Almost a year ago. About a month after their relationship started. He'd sat her down, looking deep into her eyes. 'Its going to be hard, Orchid. Our careers are extremely dangerous. There is a chance that something might happen to us.'

'Don't say that Julius.'

'You misunderstand my meaning, Love. If anything happens to me, I want you to promise you'll move on. That you'll stay strong.'

'I promise.'

He had stroked her cheek, kissing her gently. 'I want the best for you Orchid. I want you to be happy.' And she was. But no, not now.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

She tripped, and collided with someone who had just rounded the corner. She almost fell, but he grabbed her arm. Her head fell to his chest. He was wearing an LEP uniform. On the lapel was...she went pale. The Commander's Acorns. She stood slowly, looking up into the elf's face.

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time

It was Commander Sool. She almost broke down into tears. She had hoped that, somehow, it was her Julius. She almost laughed at herself for thinking something so stupid. Julius was gone. There was no changing that.

"Vinyaya." Sool said softly. "Are you alright?"

"Y-yes. I'm fine." She tried to pull away from him, but he gripped her arm firmly.

I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

"I was wondering." Sool murmured. "If you would allow me to take you to dinner sometime."

She stared at him for a few moments. She longed to hit his smug face. But she composed herself. "N-no. Thank you, Sool. I appreciate the offer, but I've learned my lesson on dating inside the force." She wrenched her arm free of his grip and hurried down the corridor to Ops.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

She took a few deep breaths, then walked into Ops. Foaly was waiting. He smiled reassuringly at her. She tried to smile back, but couldn't quite pull it off. He touched her shoulder gently. "We're ready when you are, Commander."

She nodded. "I think…I'll need a minute or so."

He nodded. "Take your time. No rush." No sarcastic remarks. Even he knew this wasn't the time. She turned and walked off to the locker rooms. Just a minute. Then she would be ready. Ready to forget.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror, and started sobbing again. She needed him. Julius. Sool would never replace him. She closed her eyes. She had to move on. She had to forget. Julius would want her to forget. He would understand. She looked back up at the mirror, and jumped slightly. "Julius." She whispered.

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

He smiled at her in the mirror. "Be strong, Orchid. I love you. Someday we'll be together again. But for now, you need to be strong." And then he was gone. Sobs shook her small frame. How? How could she possibly be strong? He was gone. But she wiped her eyes, and walked out of the locker rooms, back towards Ops.

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

A/N: Okay, I cried a bit writing this but not as much as last chappie. Mainly because since then, I've been shedding a lot of tears over Julius lately. Please review. Tell me what you thought.