Andy, who was with someone else who came into the ER before the motorcycle accidents looked over to see Lu falling to her knees. Andy then looked over at Kayla "Is he..." Andy started to silently said, when Kayla shook her head yes. As she looked down at Lu, she sighed "Time of death, 4:00 PM..." "No..." Lu said, shaking her head. "T...this can't be true. I mean, Marc isn't dead. He can't be..." Lu got up, looked back at Marc's body, threw her jacket on the ground and ran out of the ER. "I'll go get her..." "No Kayla, I will" Andy said, running after Lu
On the roof of Rittenhouse
"This can't be true. I mean, why is it every single person I care about is dead!" Lu quietly asked herself. "I'm not dead, Lana isn't either, or Peter, or Kayla" Andy said, walking outside, towards Lu "Well, the way my life is going, y'all are going to be before you know it. I mean all I am is..." "Is the kindest, most caring person I've ever met." Andy replied "You put someone elses well being before yours, your ALWAYS there for people when they need you. I've seen you come in many nights when you've had off, or when you was on a date because someone wanted to see Lu" "Yeah, but that's because I'm a doctor, you know, it's what I do. I do help a lot of people..." Lu started to say "...but I couldn't help the 3 people who mean the world to me" Andy put her arm around Lu "Now, I remember a time where you knew someone was dead, but yet you did everything you could to bring them back to life, you remember? You tried everything you could, but you couldn't save him, he was already gone. Now with Jonas, the crash happend in a different place then here, you couldn't do a damn thing about it" Lu shoved Andy's arm away, and stood up "Yeah, well what about Marc, huh! Answer THAT one Andy! I couldn't save the one person who was the most important person to me! I wish it was just me instead of him..." Lu wiped her eyes and sat back down. "You just don't know how it feels to lose someone you really care about!" Lu screamed. Andy looked away from Lu, and let out a deep sigh "I don't know! I DON'T KNOW! Jesus Lu, where the hell have you been! It was one of the hardest things I ever did getting a divorce from Les, but I had to. And losing someone I loved deeply, and not being able to save him. Remember Milo, huh? Well I do, I think about him every simgle day. Don't you think I blame myself for his death like I KNOW you do for Mickey's death! Remember, Milo was coming to MY house to meet Les, and he got in a car accident on his way over there. "Well, if he wasn't coming over, he would be alive" has run through my mind so many times I can't even count" "Yeah, but that's different" "Yeah, how is it different Lu?" Andy asked "Because you was with 2 men in your life, Les and Milo. Every single reltionship I've ever had has failed in one way or another. With Bill, I mean if you can even call that a reltionship, left when he knew I was pregnant with Marc. When Marc's girlfriends dad and I hooked up, they had to leave because of his ex wife. Mickey died saving my life from a insane paitent, Ben up and left because he got moved, like he did every few months. And Jonas, I have no idea why I thought this reltionship would be different, but for some reason, I thought for once in my life, I would be lucky and have everything I ever wanted. And for a time I did, I got the best friends anyone could ask for, a son who is...was the best kid a mother could have, and a guy who'd give up anything for me, and yet understood when I just left a date for a emergency" Andy looked away from Lu, then looked back at her, tears running down her face. "I don't know why this is happening to you. I mean, you don't deserve this, you really don't" "I may don't deserve it, but it happend to me anyway Andy, and there's not a damn thing anyone can do about it. But now, it just seems like everything I had to live for is gone. I mean, everything I ever had is gone, it seems like I don't have anything" "You have us!" Andy said "You got the clinic, you got your paitents, you got all of us. And I think you don't wanna hear this, but you have your baby to think about now. Lana was right, you shouldn't kill a innocent baby because of how it was consived. The baby had no control over that. I'm not saying you need to keep it, but atleast bring it into this world so the kid can have a life, like we all did. And who knows, you opened up a clinic in Philly, this kid could find a cure for breast cancer. It's got your genes, and your stubbroness, and that already showed" Lu chuckled at what Andy said "You know, when you first came here, I couldn't stand you. I mean, Dana just left after us two working together so long, and here you came in, without Dr Jackson even asking me if I had anyone in mind. But now, looking back, I couldn't have asked for a better replacement for Dana. And I couldn't ask for a better friend. I don't know what I would do without you guys" Lu hugged Andy and Andy grinned "You'd be more stubbron then a bull in a china shop!" Lu laughed "Come on, let me take you home, it's been a long night" Andy out her arm around Lu "Hey, can I make one quick stop first?" "Sure" Andy said, knowing where Lu was going
In the morgue
Lu took a deep breath as she opened the door and walked in to the morgue. She looked around til she saw the tag for Marc's body. She wiped her eyes, and sniffled as she walked towards it. "You know kid, I always thought this would be the other way around. I'd be the one who'd get hurt saving your ass from something. But seriousally, I couldn't ask for a better son, or kid for that matter. When I first found out I was pregnant with you, I didn't know what the hell to do. I debated abortion, adoption and everything else I could think of. But the minute I had you in my arms, I know I couldn't give you up. For the past 17 years, you've been there for me, I've been there for you. There was times when all we had was each other, and I think that's all we needed" Lu let out a deep sigh "But, now I realize that it's time that I finally let you go, even though I don't want to. All I want is my baby back" Lu stands there, looking at Marc's body, crying, when she felt a hand on her shoulder "Come here" Andy quietly said "I...I can't believe this. My son is dead..." was all Lu managed to say, before she busted out sobbing.