My day would always be brighter when he smiled, however rare it was. After all, he was Squall. The guy hardly ever smiled, but when he did, it made my day ten times better… and I loved him, or thought I did, at least. Did I truly love him? Was it just the person I thought he was?
He wasn't truly himself around me until after he'd gotten together with Seifer, but I still loved him, for some reason. Seifer was the first of the two to find out. One day I decided to go to him and just get it off my shoulders. I regret it, now, because telling him just made it worse.
I even told him, once, but he just responded saying he knew he couldn't love me like that. I don't even know why I told him. I knew that would be his answer. He loved Seifer, he could never love me, not in the way I thought I loved him.
Now, I accept that I can't have him. In fact, I don't even want him anymore. I'm perfectly happy with my Quisty and Zell. Squall and I are like brother and sister, and ever since he's been with Seifer, he's smiled more than ever. Someday, I'll have to thank Seifer for everything he's done.