A/N: Oh my gosh!!! I'm so sorry. I'm turning into one of those people who never updates her stories! Anyways, I hope you like this chapter. It takes place four days after the last chapter.

Lindsay opened her eyes after a night of restless sleep. She kept having nightmares and seeing Fred's face as did what he did to her. She felt like every time she closed her eyes she saw him. She heard the door open and looked to see who it was. It was her mom. Today was her last day in the hospital and Ellie was coming to pick her up.

"Are you all packed up to come home?" Ellie asked her.

"I just woke up" Lindsay groaned.

"I have to get you home before Brandon's basketball tournament because I'll be out for awhile after the tournament" she explained.

"Is anyone going to be home?" It was Saturday so she figured at least one person would be home.

"Stacey will be home with Melissa for a few hours and then Nicole's mom's going to pick them up with Nicole to go to the mall" Ellie answered helping Lindsay out of bed.

"What's Tucker up to?" Lindsay asked after they got in the car.

"He's at Nolan Brooks' house for the day. What's this sudden interest in where your siblings are?" Ellie asked raising an eyebrow.

Lindsay shrugged, "Am I allowed to ask?"

"Yeah. It's good that you're interested" Ellie said as they pulled into the driveway.

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Melissa and Stacey were hanging out in Stacey's room talking.

"So, um Lindsay's coming home today" Melissa said.

"Yeah I guess she is" Stacey replied like it wasn't a big deal.

"What do you think?"

"What do you mean what do I think? Does it even matter?" Stacey asked annoyed.

"Well she hasn't exactly been a good sister the past few months especially what she said to you at lunch. I was just wondering how you felt about her coming home. Do you think she's changed?" Melissa asked.

"I would say that people don't change but she changed a lot but I'm not sure it's possible to change back" Stacey explained.

"Understandable. I agree"

"It's just I don't even like talking to her anymore. I mean she was the best sister until Alexia died and then I guess she changed after that"

"People cope with death in different ways. Maybe that's the only way she could cope" Melissa suggested.

"Thank you Dr. Melissa" Stacey said sarcastically.

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It's later that night at around 10:00. Stacey and Lindsay are in their room. Lindsay is looking through a photo album.

"What are you looking at?" Stacey asked after hearing Lindsay laugh.

"There's this picture of you at your third birthday and you and me both have frosting all over our faces and I'm sticking my tongue out at the camera" Lindsay explained smiling.

"I remember people would go up to mom and ask her if we were twins even though you look like mom and I look like dad" Stacey remembered laughing.

"Right we always dressed alike because we thought it would be fun" Lindsay said.

"I know. Oh my gosh, I remember that Halloween" Stacey said pointing to a picture of her, Melissa, and Nicole, who were dressed exactly like Lindsay and Alexia.

"You and your friends were always imitating me and Alexia. We used to think it was SO annoying!" Lindsay said laughing.

"Aww. Look there's a picture of me kissing Ryan on the cheek" Stacey said smiling.

"Oh you two were so cute. You were just like me and Andrew"

"Do you still love him?" Stacey asked.

"Who? Andrew?" Lindsay asked.

"No the president. Of course I mean Andrew" Stacey answered sarcastically rolling her eyes.

"I don't know. We only just started talking when I was in the hospital" Lindsay said shrugging looking at a picture of her and Andrew.

"Translation for you're going to wait a few months than make your move"

"What! No!" Lindsay exclaimed.

"Just admit it" Stacey teased.

"Listen, um I'm really sorry about what me and my frien- no what me and those other people did to you. It was cruel and wrong and I am really sorry for it. I have no problem with you and the fact that you have a girlfriend. I am just so unbelievably sorry and I never want to talk to those people again, well actually I do. I want to yell and scream at them for ruining my life. Ruining my relationship with my parents, my siblings, my wonderful baby sister, and I'm sorry that I chose them over my great friends which was probably the worst decision I ever made. I know you looked up to me and I let you down and I want you to look up to me again. You don't have to forgive me right away but I just want you to know I'm sorry. Very sorry. I know it will probably take a while for you, mom, dad, Tucker, and Brandon to trust me again but I want you all to be able to trust me."

"Wow you never could make an apology last under two or three sentences" Stacey teased laughing.

"Let me get this straight. Someone gives you a totally heartfelt apology when it's hard for them to say sorry and you laugh at them?!" Lindsay said.

"I'm sorry for laughing. I forgive you, but I just have to do one thing to make myself feel better" She said grabbing a pillow from behind her.

"Um....ok?" Lindsay said with a confused look. The girls laughed and shouted as they engaged in an "intense" pillow fight.

"Hey keep quiet!" Sean shouted from another room.

"Go to bed!" Ellie added.

It's now the next morning. Sean is in the kitchen drinking coffee. Lindsay walks in and walks right out when she sees him.

"Wait Lindsay" Sean called after.

"Wow Dad. I'm surprised you're actually talking to me" Lindsay commented taking an apple out of the fridge.

"What are you talking about?"

"You've barely talked to me since I came home. The only words you said to me at dinner were 'Pass the salt', 'What did you do today', and 'Oh'" Lindsay explained looking hurt.

"I'm sorry. It's just I'm disappointed in you and well...." Sean said trailing off.

"You're disappointed in me! Go ahead, be disappointed in me but please don't stop talking to me because of it! I may have done some really awful things but I still have emotions and feelings!" Lindsay exclaimed on the verge of tears.

"You're right. I shouldn't have been so hard on you at the hospital"

"That's not what I'm talking about! It's like you and mom don't even care that I was raped!"

"You were raped?"

"It was in the diary entry you read" Lindsay said before running upstairs crying. Sean just put his face in his hands.

"What have I done?" he thought, "my own daughter hates me, how could I have forgotten she was raped?"

Ellie knocked on Lindsay's bathroom door. She could hear muffled sobs.

"Lindsay open the door please"

No response. Ellie opened the door anyway, the lock wasn't very good. She gasped at what she saw. Lindsay was holding a razor above her arm. She had already cut. There was a thin line of blood running down her arm.

"Oh my god" Ellie whispered She grabbed the razor from Lindsay and threw it out the door.

"Mommy...I'm so-sorry!" Lindsay sobbed.

"Sh. Sweetie don't be" Ellie comforted her daughter and held her as she cried.

"I'm such a slut!" Lindsay cried.

"No you're not"

"What's going on?" Sean asked after hearing the crying. Ellie didn't say anything, she just showed Sean the cut.

"Oh no" Sean whispered.

"I'm so sorry" Lindsay said tears running down her face.

"We're gonna get the guy who did this to you" Sean said angrily.

"He didn't cut my arm. I did"

"No. I mean we're putting this rapist behind bars"

"No! Dad! I'll have to go to jail also! Getting paid for sex is against the law"

"Don't say anything about that. He might have done this to other girls"

"He only raped me because he thought I wanted it. I deserved it anyway. If I hadn't been feeling well I might have done it with him" Lindsay said starting to cry again.

"You said no. No matter the circumstances you were forced to do something you didn't want to do" Ellie said firmly, "You're pressing charges"

A/N: I hope you liked that chapter....please review! I think I'm going to update more often.