Authors Note: I finally got a bad review and I'm quite thankful for it. To the person who says that Miss Parker's character was unrealistic....I think we need to look at her history. What do we know about Miss Parker? She was head of Centre security for three years, had been a cleaner for a good while, and had been hired to kill Mr. Lyle. A pure soul she is not. I believe with enough of which keeps us in touch with reality...is taken away......people can do the most abnormal of things. We have to take in account that we don't know everything about Miss Parker......and what she had done to climb the corporate latter at the Centre so quickly. How did she sell her soul to the Centre and why? Think of the time when she told Tommy she had 'dark places' inside of her. We all know what kind of dark lurks in the Centre depths.....and we can only imagine what she has done. I respect everyone's opinion towards this story. I just wanted to let everyone know what brought me to write the last chapter. As you will see in the coming chapters....there was a reason this had to take place. Drugs and alcohol tends to make anyone go out of their minds, it's a very lethal combination. I'm sorry if you did not like the chapter....but I think it made a lot of sense....well at least for my tale! Now on with the story...

As Bobby and Green were left alone in the room, both of them had not moved from their position. Both of them had tears falling down there faces.

Then Green suddenly sat upright as something happened.

The voices that had been tormenting her for over four weeks.................stopped.

All was quiet inside her mind.

"What the hell is the matter with you?" came the low angry voice of Lyle behind her.

Green turned to look into Lyle's eyes.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE?!!!!" He yelled in her face.

Green just began to cry again, and looked away from Lyle.

"I became what they made me." She whispered out.

Lyle's stare bore daggers at the back of Green's head.

"You became worse then them!!! Jamieson believed that she could be free of them here.........not facing something worse then that fucking hell!!!!" Lyle's voice almost yelled to her.

"I don't know what happened...I just snapped." she whispered as her eyes wandered aimlessly on the ground.

Lyle leaned forward with rage etched in his every pore.

"Do you know.........how many times.........she's been beaten? Huh?" Lyle hissed out through grit teeth.

Green just kept crying and shook her head no, trying to block out the images of what happened a few moments ago.

Lyle grabbed Green by the arm and twisted her around to look her straight in the eye.

"And do you know why she was beaten?" he ground out from his firmly tightened jaw.

Green's eyes just stared into those of Lyle's enraged ones.

Lyle just looked at her before he cupped her face with trembling hands and a scrunched face, barely repressing the tears that were about to fall. He leaned in to her face as the tears came crashing down his face.

"Because..." he whispered out "she has your.....blood......inside of her." He managed to get out in a whisper as the tears clogged him throat and anger threatened to consume him.

"That was her crime," he said to Green, "that's why she's suffered for.....a lifetime....because she has your blood inside of her." Lyle whispered out as his hands were trembling with anger as he held her face.

Green had began crying the second the words had been uttered out of Lyle's mouth. She tried to hold in the sobs.........but her body was way too weak from what it had been put through over the last months.

"I can't take this....I can't take it anymore.....I'm soo sorry......I'm soo sorry Bobby!!!" Green sobbed out as she wrapped her arms around him.

Bobby squeezed her back harder than he had ever hugged his own wife.

Then suddenly she was out of his arms and out the front door.

Green had been driving down the road in Sicily in a haze. She had been crying the entire time she was driving. Nighttime had come and still she didn't know where she was driving, and the tears continued to fall.

Nothing made sense to her any more. She didn't understand why this all had to happen.....why everything was going crazy in her mind.

She needed something to drown out her thoughts.

She off handedly started listening to the stereo... Jamieson's cd was playing.

Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again

Flashes of the day came to rushing before her eyes.

You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again

The faces of Bobby and the others stared back at her as she closed her bedroom door.

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose

Jamieson's face as she laughed at her came before her face.

Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

The words connecting with the feeling she had been feeling all day long.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR
OR WHY I HAVE TO SCREAM

The day out on the porch came blazing into her mind.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I INSTIGATE
AND SAY WHAT I DON'T MEAN

The look in Jamieson's eyes as she called her a mistake.

I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY
I KNOW IT'S NOT ALRIGHT

Tears trailed down her face in an all too familiar path.

SO I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT

Green's eyes closed and opened as a tear fell down her face.


I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT... tonight

Green tightened her hand on the wheel as she began to increase speed.

Cultured my cure

Her whiskey in her hand.

I tightly lock the door

Her hands closing the bedroom door with shaky hands.

I try to catch my breath again

She tried to breathe as her crying intensified as she drove.


I hurt much more
Than anytime before

The memory of Jarod's dead body as the Major closed the coffin.


I have no options left again

The sight of Lyle's face as she asked him for help.

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose

The memory of D'Artagnan's eye flashing in anger causing her hands to tremble on the wheel.

Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

She remembered discovering Tommy's betrayal.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR
OR WHY I HAVE TO SCREAM

Her eyes opened wide at the memory of rescuing the children.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I INSTIGATE
AND SAY WHAT I DON'T MEAN

'Nothing but an experiment'

I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY
I'LL NEVER BE ALRIGHT

The sound of her children crying out to her as she continued to whip Jamieson as if in a trance.

SO I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT

She stared at bottle of scotch bought earlier that day.

I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT... tonight

Green grabbed the bagged bottle.

I'LL PAINT IT ON THE WAAAAALLLLLLLSS

She through the bottle with rage out of the window against a building.

CUZ I'M THE ONE THAT FAAALLLLLLSS

Bobby's deadening hold on her frame that morning.

I'LL NEVER FIGHT AGAAAAAIIINNNN

The angered voice of Jamieson as she warned her not to harm the others was reverberating in her head.

AND THIS IS HOW IT EENNNNNNDDSS

Green's eyes shined with determination.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR
OR WHY I HAVE TO SCREAM

"She's worth fighting for." Green whispered out.

BUT NOW I HAVE SOME CLARITY
TO SHOW YOU WHAT I MEAN

The Centre couldn't manipulate her anymore.

I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY
I'LL NEVER BE ALRIGHT

She closed her eyes as she remembered Jarod's blood on her body as she held him.

SO I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT

Scenes of yelling at Jamieson fluttered before her eyes.

I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT

Remembering the feel of warm liquor traveling down her throat.

I'M BREEAAAAKING THE HAAAABIIIT... tonight

Tears fell as she remembered Jarod's words.

"I'll never give up!" she said out loud.

She quickly spun the car around.

Cars honked and people yelled at the action.

But she didn't really care.

She had to talk to Jamieson.......and find out the truth to the hatred she had towards her.

She needed the truth.

Because the truth may kill her......or set her free.