She raced down the streets of the town as she tried to make her way back to the villa. Her mind was spinning and dancing, as she thought of Jamieson and the others.
A million thoughts whizzed through her head. She couldn't find the words to apologize for the evil that had seized her.
God.......her babies had seen her do that.
Her body trembled as she remembered the screaming.
God help her.
As she drove up to the massive house she saw that all of the lights were turned on.
Everyone was still awake.
She pressed her head against the steering wheel and let out a huge sigh. She was trying to gather the courage to face them. To face Jamieson.
She straightened and opened the car door. She put her bare feet on the brick pavers and stood with shaky legs. She walked up to the entrance and paused before her hand touched the door. She closed her eyes and let out another big sigh.
As she opened the door she heard the voices of the children as the descended the stairs. Jamieson was the one in front. She was walking upright and not even flinching as she seemed to try and escape the others behind her.
Bobby and the others suddenly came out from the kitchen and advanced on Jamieson and the children.
As soon as Jamieson looked up to see Green she stopped dead in her tracks. As everyone else had been focusing their attention on Jamieson.......everyone stopped and looked at what had caused her to stop.
As the children behind Jamieson saw Green, most of them tried to grab Jamieson and yank her back to them. But Jamieson would have none of it. She yanked her shoulder forward away from the tugging of the others as her eyes never left those of Green's.
Jamieson advanced on her mother with angry eyes.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!! DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG ZAREK AND ZANDER HAVE BEEN CRYING TO BE FED??? LET ALONE THE FACT THAT ULRIC AND QUINTIN LOCKED THEMSELVES IN THEIR ROOM AND WON'T COME OUT!!!" Jamieson yelled at her mother with rage.
With that Jamieson shook her head and tried to walk away.
Green's face rumbled in complete astonishment.
She had beaten Jamieson down with a belt.......and Jamieson was yelling at her for the others?
Green reached out and grabbed Jamieson.
Some of the children gasped and advanced as did Bobby and the other adults.
Green grabbed Jamieson until she stare into Jamieson's eyes.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH YOU???" Green yelled into her face.
Jamieson looked into her mother's wild eyes and tried to rip herself away from her grasp.
"NOOO!!!" Green yelled as she tightened her grip on her daughter.
She grabbed Jamieson with more then human strength and held her by her upper arms.
"I BEAT YOU ALMOST TO DEATH AND YOU'RE YELLING AT ME ABOUT THE OTHERS?????" Green yelled into Jamieson's face as she shook her.
The others watched on in horror.....afraid for Jamieson's safety.
"LET GO!!" Jamieson yelled with rage at her mother.
"NOOO!!" Green yelled back.
"YOU TELL ME.....TELL ME WHY YOUR LIKE THIS. TELL ME WHY YOU HATE ME SOO MUCH AND DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO TO YOU!!!!!" Green continued to yell in Jamieson's face.
"IT DOESN'T MATTER!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I HATE YOU!! I HAATTEEE YYYOOUUU!!!!" Jamieson yelled as she desperately tried to rip herself away from her mothers hold.
Green fought Jamieson's attempts to escape her grasp. There was no way that she was going to let her daughter go. This ended tonight.
"TELL ME!! WHY DO HATE ME?? WHY??" Green continued to yell as she followed Jamieson to the ground where she continued to struggle for freedom from her mother's hold.
"IT'S YOUR FAULT!!! IT'S YOUR FAULT!!! I HAATTEEE YYOOOUUU!!!" Jamieson yelled out as Green continued to hold her down.
The others had begun to truly advance when they noticed Jamieson's shirt become spotted with red. Her wounds having opened again.
But Green's focus was to finally breaking the barrier that held her daughter away from her.
Bobby was about to charge into pry Jamieson away but the Major grabbed him and held him back.
"NO LYLE!!!" The Major yelled as he tried to restrain him.
Green took no notice as she continued to try and pry at her daughter's hidden meanings.
"WHAT'S MY FAULT?!! WHY DO YOU HATE ME?" She yelled as she continued to hold Jamieson down.
That's when Jamieson's yelling became a reenactment of her time at the Centre.
"NNOOO!!! NNOOO!! I'M NOT HER!!! DON'T TOUUCCHH MMMMEEEE!!!!" Jamieson yelled as tears ran down her face.
Green had to hold on tighter to Jamieson as she began to struggle with more force and strength.
"NNOOO!!! THAT'S NOT MY NAME!!! I'M NOT HER!! MOOOMMMMYYY!!!!!" Jamieson yelled out with such a scream that Green's flesh began littered with goose bumps.
Jamieson had called out for her. Her daughter had called out for her. Something was wrong. Something was more than just Centre torture. This was something worse.
And at that thought...... Green's soul shivered.
"Who's beating you? Why are they beating you?" Green asked scared. She couldn't yell anymore. Her instinct telling her to stop.
And that's when Jamieson began to kick at her and try to lower her hands to her body.
"NOO!!NNNOOO!!! MMOOMMMYYY!!!! NNOOO!!! I DON'T WANT TO!!! PPPAAAPPPAAA!!!"
The Major was struggling to hold Bobby as he began to really try and twist himself out of the Majors hold. Bobby's eyes were red as tears streamed down his face as he tried to get to Jamieson.
Green watched Jamieson as she tried to fight her away and try to lower her hands to her body yet again. And that's when she caught it. The reason why Jamieson was trying to lower her hands.
She was trying to cover her crotch area.
A deadening chill ran up Green's spine as fear and a desperate need to know that her thoughts were wrong consumed her. But the sight of her daughter trying soo desperately to free herself from her hold only confirming the worst of her fears.
"Who's touching you baby? What are they doing to you?" Green asked her writhing daughter.
"NNNOOO!!! NOOO!! I'LL DO THE SIM!! NO MR.PARKER!!! NOOO!!! I'LL BE GOOD!!! I SWEAR I'LL BE GOOD!!!" Jamieson cried out hysterically as she continued to thrash about and cover herself.
As the name rolled off her daughters lips Green froze. She no longer tried to hold Jamieson down, but still she held her.
The shock of the name and its importance hit her as if she had been slapped in the face.
"HELP ME!!! DAR HELP ME!!!" Jamieson screamed as she still struggled against the devil of her nightmare.
As the words left Jamieson's mouth Dar came crashing through the back door and ran as fast as he could toward's Jamieson.
Ace, Ayden, and Ian grabbed him before he could reach Jamieson. They knew the importance of what was happening. They knew that D'Artagnan had to stay out of this....even if it hurt him to allow things to get better.
D'Artagnan struggled against his brothers with all his might. Growling like an enraged animal.
All three of his brothers had to push their entire weight into Dar to be able to keep him at bay.
"I'M NOT HER!! THAT'S NOT MY NAME!! PLEEASSEEE!!!!" Jamieson cried out brokenly.
Green just cried as she hugged her daughter to her body....allowing the tears free rain to track down her face. She trembled with her daughter in her embrace. The pure rage inside her almost consuming her and exploding out once more. But as she rocked both her and Jamieson.........Jamieson stopped struggling and yelling. Her cries now wracking her body.
Green just held her tighter as she cried for her little girl.
"I'm not you....I'm not you..."Jamieson whimpered out as she cried the terrible sobs that flowed out of her body.
Bobby had broken down as he watched Jamieson unravel in front of everyone. He crumpled to the ground as his crying increased.
D'Artagnan had begun to cry with frustration that he couldn't reach her. The scene in front of him reminding him of all the times that he couldn't stop the events from happening.
"SHE NEEDS ME!!!LET GO!!" He was yelling to his brothers. But their hold was still strong. His tears flowed down his face as he again could not help his sister.
Green's emotions gave way as she her body was wracked with sobs along with Jamieson's.
"I don't want to be you. I don't want to be you. Pllleeaassee Mamma....don't let him touch me..." Jamieson cried against Green's chest.
D'Artagnan had almost fallen to his knees as Jamieson's words made him cry out right, sagging against his brothers' hold.
"I'm sorry...I'm soo sorry..." D'Artagnan cried.
Jamieson just held her daughter tighter.
"I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry..." she whispered to her as she kissed Jamieson's head, "I'll kill him......I'll kill him so help me God.......he'll never touch you again......I swear." She whispered into her daughters' hair as she continued to rock them both. Green's tearing eyes stared beyond them with a dead look to her eyes.
"I'll make them pay baby. We'll make them pay." Green stated with venom in her voice.
They stayed like that for over a good while. Green just rocked Jamieson in her arms. Kissing her forehead and telling her that every thing would be ok. That she loved her. That they would pay for what they did.
She slowly wrapped her arms around Jamieson and pushed herself to haul them both off of the ground.
Jamieson dug herself into her mother's hold.
Green struggled with the amount of weight she was carrying. But at the moment she really couldn't feel any form of pain. Except for the way her heart was hurting.
She carried Jamieson to the couch in the living room. She slowly placed her down on the couch.
Jamieson was still awake and sniffling. But Green couldn't take one second more.
She dashed to the bathroom across the hall and began vomiting. She cried as she vomited. Allowing the thought of the man she called her father.........had raped her little girl......and had called her by her name.
Margaret had come in and held her forehead as Emily wiped her mouth for her.
All of the women were crying. Crying for the little girl that's innocence had been stripped in all forms. They cried for the pain that haunted her.
Green continued to cry as she was lifted to her feet and led to the couch across from Jamieson. But the sound Jamieson still crying didn't allow her to lie down across from her.
She walked over to Jamieson and laid down spooning up to her daughter. Jamieson turned into her mothers hold and Green cradled Jamieson against her chest. Jamieson continued crying against Green's chest. But as Green shushed her and whispered words of comfort to her daughter, Jamieson listened to Green's hear beat......and fell asleep.