Jamieson snuggled into her mother's embrace. Her mouth open as drool spilled out from her right side.
Green smiled down at her daughter's sleeping face. She leaned down and kissed Jamieson's forehead and pressed her lips to her.
Green held Jamieson to her chest and just let her self watch her baby girl sleep in her arms.
She played with Jamieson's hair as she just stared at the miracle Jarod and she had created all those years ago.
She wished she could remember what happened all those years ago. But she couldn't.
All she knew was that the person in her arms had changed her life forever.
She was different because of this person.
Suddenly she heard babies crying. Jamieson awoke at the sound and had begun to crawl over Green. Green followed Jamieson upstairs to the nursery, not even noting that Bobby was at the door.
Jamieson entered the room quickly and began to calm the babies down.
Green had stopped in the doorway.
She had not seen her babies yet.
The children that she had brought into this world herself.......and she had punished them for her own reasons.
She slowly approached Jamieson as she held one of the babies in her arms as she rocked and bounced to quiet the child.
Green slowly reached up and ran her hand over the child's head.
It had been soo long that she had been in depression.........her babies had grown soo much.
The little baby boy in Jamieson's hands grinned and laughed as he saw her. He began to squirm in Jamieson's hold, trying to dive into Green's arms.
Green smiled brightly and laughed at her son. She took hold of him from Jamieson's grasp and placed him on her hip as the baby continued to squeal with glee.
Jamieson smiled as he watched son and mother smile at each other happily.
Green raised him into the air and proceeded to give him a huge raspberry.
The little boys mouth opened at the sensation in a silent laugh as his eyes scrunched together. He began giggling merrily as Green began to nibble on his stomach.
Green slowly lowered her baby boy into her hold.
She placed a huge kiss on his fat little cheek.
Jamieson laughed as the little boy returned the favor and pressed his open mouth against Green's cheek.
Green laughed happily at the act.
Her baby boy.
A thought struck her that unsettled her.
She didn't know her own sons name.
She began messing with the little boy's shirt.
"What's his name?" she whispered out.
Jamieson looked at her mother with a look of understanding.
"I'm afraid I did name them Ma." Jamieson stated.
Green nodded her head, but not looking at Jamieson.
"His names Yorick." Jamieson stated.
Green looked up and then over at Jamieson.
"Yorick?" Green asked with an incredulous voice.
Jamieson looked at her with a fake look of hurt.
"Are you saying you don't like his name?" Jamieson asked.
At the comment Yorick began to squirm and fake whimper in Green's hold, as if understanding the insult.
Green adjusted her hold on him.
"No....not at all.....it's just not what I expected at all. But it's a very bold name." Green said.
She noticed Yorick had stopped squirming and turned to look at him.
He had a huge open smile on his face.
Green laughed at the little boy.
Jamieson smiled at the scene.
That's when the other two decided that they had been ignored for long enough.
Jamieson rolled her eyes in mock horror as she picked up both of the babies, situating one on each hip.
"This little girl to my left is Gretta..." Jamieson stated as the little girls face split with a huge smile.
Jamieson looked Green in the eyes.
"I named her after Grandpa's mom." Jamieson stated.
Flashes of memories surfaced in Green's mind. A memory came to her.
Sydney had said his mother's name was Gretta...........but that meant...........Jamieson knew.
"Of course I know..........and soon you will too." Jamieson said cryptically.
As Green was about to open her mouth to ask a question, Jamieson continued.
"And this little boy to my right is Argyro." Jamieson stated.
Little Argyro raised his hand up hi in a high five motion, then began to open and close his chubby little hand as he smiled at Green.
Green laughed at the way her baby waved at her.
Jamieson turned away from looking down at little Argyro, to stare at her mother.
"So do you think you can feed them......or do you have toxins in your body?" Jamieson asked with out a bit of anger or sarcasm.
Green shook her head.
"I can feed them. I just don't know how I can feed them all but....I'll try." Green said.
Broots was in the kitchen the next morning bright and early. He really hadn't slept much.
He had decided to not tell Green about what he found out last night.
But he had to tell her this morning.
It was as though life was never going to allow her to be happy.
But he felt he needed to tell her.
As he stopped the pacing that he had been doing since he had been in the kitchen, then Green walked into the room.
Broots was shocked.
She looked soo different.
She had on a smile that showed she was happy. A glow radiated from her.
She looked like a completely different person.
God, now he really didn't want to tell her.
But as Green's eyes settled upon him, and gauged his reaction, the smile from her face fell.
"What is it Broots?" she asked him.
Broots looked down and then back to her eyes.
"I found something." Broots said gravely.
Green knew it was something big if Broots was acting this way.
"What is it?" she asked.
Again Broots looked down and then back into her eyes.
"It's about Jamieson." Broots finally let out.
Green paled.
God what more could there be.
Broots turned his laptop around so Green could see the screen. He then stepped to the side and hit a button. Then the stream began to play.
And Green watched in horror.
Why can't it ever end?
Green couldn't tear her eyes off of the screen....until Jamieson spoke up behind her.
"I was only ten. I knew what was happening to me......but I didn't understand why it hurt soo bad..............Mr. Parker made me understand that it could hurt a lot worse."
As Jamieson stopped speaking Mr. Parker and Raines began to talk.
After the conversation Miss Green's heart stopped.
They didn't.
They couldn't have.
"They didn't." Jamieson said.
Green turned to look at her.
"They did something far..........more.........cruel." Jamieson said as she looked at the screen of the laptop.
Jamieson's eyes shifted to her mother's.
"That was the year Pop made his way up to the major leagues of hell..........he was able to take care of me. He became head of my project."
Green continued to listen in shock.
Jamieson sighed out as she looked back to the screen once more.
"When Pop showed up........I knew what he intended to do......I read his thoughts and knew what had to be done."
Jamieson looked up into her mother's eyes.
"He told me to fight him off.......to do anything....as long as I got him away. Pop told me that it was a choice between being raped by those animals........or get beat by him.........................I choose the beating." Jamieson said in an almost non existent voice.
Green just stared into Jamieson's eyes.
She could see in her daughter's eyes.......more pain.........then she had ever seen in Jarod's. The knowledge that this wasn't even everything that those bastards had tortured her with.......made her want to vomit again.
"So Bobby....Bobby would beat you.........to stop them from impregnating you." Green said with tears beginning to clog up her throat.
Jamieson's face scrunched up a bit as tears began to form in her eyes. She looked down at the ground.........and slowly shook her head.
"No." she whispered out.
Green was shocked by the response. God what could they have done to be more devastating then that.
Green approached her daughter and kneeled in front of her.
"They took my hope." Jamieson whispered with tightly closed eyes.
Green shook her head.......she didn't comprehend what Jamieson was saying.
Jamieson opened her eyes to look directly into Green's eyes.
"I can never have.....a child of my own." She whispered to Green.
Green's heart sunk into her chest.
Jesus.
"Raines drugged me with an experimental drug.......and it destroyed all of my eggs. They took away my hope......of ever making a family....of my own." Jamieson cried openly in front of her mother.
Green grabbed her daughter and hugged her to her body tightly as she cried for her daughter.
"I'm so sorry baby. I'm soo sorry." Green whispered against her daughter's hair.
Jamieson wrapped her arms around her mother and cried loudly against her while she gripped her tightly in her grasp.
Broots just looked on as tears fell down his face too. He slowly turned his back on the scene. He reached down and closed the DSA reader.
He would show Green the rest later........because there was soo much more.......to see.
