A/N: They're poems…incase you can't tell…plz let me know what you think…plz!
You
left five days ago,
But I still see you,
Remembering what you
said,
Hearing what I told,
The doctors kept saying "If he
makes it",
But I wouldn't believe the facts,
You'd be okay
this was just some biig act,
That fire didn't really hurt you,
It
was just a burn, just a little scratch,
I know you. You could have
pulled threw
But when I saw you that night,
You had tears in
your eyes,
You were ready to die,
It was worth it, all you
did
To save the lives of all those kids
You've been so
brave,
And now you've gone away
You're going to the
graves,
Because you were a hero
You understood life and it's
meaning
-Oh man, now I'm tearing-
You said "Fighting isn't
good"
No matter whom you are
Even if you are a hood
You
told me to "Stay Gold"
Your last words befor you died,
I
wana' hold onto that night,
The night was long- you were still
with me,
But in one night, nightmares became realities,
Anyone
would've been okay but not you,
We can't get along without
you,
It's so true,
I'm really going to miss you,
The 16
years you had were stuck in a world I'll never know
With parents
that hate,
This is what I've been told:
You've neve left except
for Windrixville
But look were you are now
You deserved so much
more,
Atleast another year or two more,
But I guess we can't
turn back time
Just know I'll never forget you,
Ponyboy
Johnny
lied there helplessly
And I knew it was my fault
I should've
stopped him
This was it, we all knew it
He told Ponyboy to
"Stay Gold" and then he was gone
I started to freak
This
was so wrong,
I tried to tell my self he wasn't dead
He was at
home getting beat, anywhere but dead
Maybe in the lot, laughing
with a smoke
Was this all some sick joke
But somehow I knew it
was true
I was going to blow
I couldn't hold my own
So I ran
out the doors
And to my surprise no one cared
Johnny had just
died, yet no one batted an eye
No, No, not dead just asleep in the
lot
He was not dead
I kept trying to lie to myself
But the
truth just escaped.
I started up my car and sped away,
Then I
saw it
That's when I knew today was the day
I heard Johnny's
soft voice laugh:
Welcome to heaven Dal
Now I'm running down
this street
Hearing the sriens screech
I stop and pull out the
heater
The gang is running to me, yelling and screaming
But
it's to late, I've already decided my faith
I hear the trigger
BANG BANG BANG
I was dead