You Left Me Alone

Drabble, this just popped into my head when I looked at the avatar I have.

Summary: Some things can't be forgiven

Spoilers: Up to Season 3

PG

Cordy stormed into the building her flushed full of anger. Wes and Gunn watched her worried about what had happened. Angel came running in after her, his face seemed paler than normal.

"Cordy wait." He said huskily sadness evident in his voice.

"No Angel, that is it I've had enough. I told you we are no longer friends." She walked up to him toe to toe and stared into his brown eyes, her own glittered with unshed tears. "You left us alone, you left me alone." Her head dropped and she turned her back on him. "I can never forgive you for that. I thought we were important to you, I thought I was but obviously I was wrong." She walked over and behind her other teammates.

"No Cordy you are, all of you are." He tried again in vain to tell her how much she meant.

"That is why you lefts us alone to go after Darla." She sat down in a chair wearily. "I'm tired Angel please stop, I can't do this anymore. We work together and that is it. That's all it can ever be. You hurt me Angel, hurt me more than anyone ever has."

Gunn and Wesley moved over to her placing and on each of her shoulders. Angel moved forward to join them Gunn put his hand up.

"Stop right their fang boy Cordy don't want you near her." Gunn told him.

"What?" Angel asked in confusion.

"Yes Angel I think you should check on your informants about the McKay case. See why those demons are after them?" Wesley said with authority, Angel stared at him and could see that in the ex-watcher's eyes he was telling him to go.

"I'll go and speak to my informants then." He walked to the door of the Hyperion he turned back and looked at the three of them Wesley was wiping a tear from her face and Gunn sat on the table holding her hand, both of their faces full of concern and again he felt like he was on the outside, it felt worse than it ever had. With Buffy and the Scoobies he never had belonged but here they had accepted him and he had ruined, there was no one else to blame but himself and he had Cordelia the one person he cared about more than anyone else. If he had a heart it would have broken, he felt a part of his soul die as he watched the tears flow from her eyes. If it weren't for him she would not be here with the painful visions that she gets. He turned away and walked through the doors. Not know what was to happen now.