Author's Note: I dunno. I was thinking about the relationship between Raven and Robin. I decided to analyze it.


FIX HER

I don't know what came over me. Why I thought I could stop it from happening. It's illogical for me to have kept on trying to stop the inevitable from taking place.

It was fate.

It was destiny.

There was no way around it.

She knew it, too. She told me. She warned me it wasn't even worth trying. She wanted me to focus on life, on fun, and not worry about her, because it would just be a waste of what precious little time we had left.

She really hates it when people worry about her. I can't imagine why.

I don't know why I thought I could help her. I should have given up by now. Not on her; I'll never give up on her. She means too much to me to just give up.

But I should have given up on trying to help her by now. I know it's pointless. I know it really won't do anything in the end.

We're doomed from the start, I suppose.

I guess the reason I haven't stopped is the same reason I'm the leader--I don't know when to quit. I don't know when to just stand back and welcome the end of the world like a good little boy would. I feel like I have to fix things, make everything OK. It's my job. It's what I do.

And then she wanted to leave. She actually wanted to do it, because she knew there was no way out and she knew I wouldn't give up, not in a thousand years.

I didn't want to give up.

I wanted to help.

I wanted to fix her.

Not that she's faulty--she's almost perfect, actually. I didn't think so for a very long time. Starfire was always the perfect one.

Star. Beautiful, funny, kind Starfire. Everyone always kind of figured that she and I would...you know. I guess it just seems NATURAL or what-have-you. We just kind of fit together, like two pieces of a puzzle.

But it's not what I want.

Not anymore.

But then...What do I want?

I want...

I want to fix her.

But how?

Slade offered to show me a way. Show me a way to fix her.

And I'll do it. I'll do it at all costs.

Because...I don't go for girls like Starfire anymore.

I want to be there for her.

To guide her.

To hold her.

To fix her.


Closing Notes: Eh, it's not as powerful as I would have liked, but what can you do? Do me a favor and hit me up with your thoughts.