Chapter 6 – Letting Go


Forget.

She counted the pills. Not that it really mattered either way. It didn't really matter to her how many they were, probably no more than five. Not enough to do any serious damage in her opinion. Only enough to put her into a sleep, maybe even to make pass out at the most, if she was lucky…

She popped all of the coloured tablets and gel gaps into her mouth, taking a small sip of vodka to wash them down. Three pills went down, forcing her to attempt to dry-swallow the five pills.

Blue, yellow. Gulp. Red. A sip of vodka. Blue, white. A slight tilting back of the head and the pills all went down.

She moved on shaky legs as her black painted eyelids drooped down as her knees gave way and her head hit the floor and blood spilled out of a large gash in her forehead.

…because sometimes it hurts to remember…


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