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My Love For You Is Insatiable

To Pan, it seemed like an eternity, but it was much shorter than that in reality. She clung onto Trunks' shoulder as if he was her closest friend or Father in the unreal. Tears came out of her eyes and she sobbed until she could cry no more. It was as if the last part of her heart had been torn out of her and that she was like a dummy… she could still feel a little fire in her heart, which belonged to Goten and her Grandma and some that she couldn't decipher.

The vivid scenes going through her head were so terrible. The death of her Father and Grandpa kept going through her mind repeatedly and now she could see scenes of her Mother's death, even though she didn't know how it had been done. She first blamed herself and then blamed Trunks as it was his fault from the beginning. But she didn't have the strength to confront him, not now. She would do it another time. She could smell his scent and his tail was wrapped around her leg in an affectionate type of way.

Trunks held onto Pan with great strength and sympathy. He could feel her whole body shaking under his arms and the wetness of her tears on his shoulder, but he didn't care. He rubbed her back to calm her down using slow circling movements. He knew that she must have felt awfully sad and broken down, because now she was a definite orphan. She still had two years to go before she was declared to go free. He didn't know how that felt like as he had both his parents.

He rocked her back and forth and soon her sobbing died down. He now knew that he felt something for her, something deep. He put his hand on her chin and pulled her face from his shoulder to face him. Her eyes were puffy, red and shined in the light. She smiled for him. He pushed her head back to his shoulder.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

She squeezed her grip on him gently and then went limp again. She was so shocked that she could hardly think.

"Thank you," she replied.

After a few more minutes, Trunks again pulled her head back from him and inspected her face. Her eyes were less puffy, but were still red. Her tears had stopped and she just looked at him.

'She looks so vulnerable'

'I hate you so much Trunks, I hate you so much! But I can't do anything about it right now…just wait...'

"Are you okay?" he asked worryingly.

"I suppose so," she replied.

Trunks wiped away her tears with his finger and then kissed her gently on the forehead.

"Shouldn't you be heading home?"

"Grandma!" Pan remembered suddenly. She prised herself out of his grip and went into her room. She emerged a few minutes later in jeans and a tank top.

"You're going to freeze," he said.

"I don't care." She walked towards the window and opened it. As she was about to fly out, Trunks put his hand on her shoulder and she turned around to meet him.

"Pan, stay at home for as long as you like. I can manage on my own. I'll email you if I find out anymore on the suspected enemy on the way."

She smiled briefly and was gone.

Trunks looked to the sky until he couldn't see her anymore. He had strong feelings in his heart for her, and he wanted to keep them forever.

Pan had more anger in her than she thought possible. She could feel different things eating away at her heart and it hurt a lot. She wanted to let all of her steam out, but she knew that if she did, Trunks would feel her enormous ki and come for her. She flew hastily towards her home.

Chi-Chi felt Pan's ki from a long way off and knew that the message must have been delivered to her. She sighed and thought of all that had happened in her little Granddaughter's life. She had experienced a war at such a little age and lost both Father and Grandfather in the battle. The last six years, she had acted strange at times and Chi-Chi knew that the reason was of their deaths. She couldn't imagine the pain she was going through now that her Mother had committed suicide over her father, even though it was a long time ago.

The attack on the grave must have pressurised Videl to her limits

Just then, Pan landed round the back and walked in through the back door. Chi-Chi turned towards her.

"Grandma…"

"Oh come here honey," said Chi-Chi and welcomed Pan into her arms. Pan didn't cry though, only shut her eyes and remembered them in her mind and heart.

"Don't worry, you still have me and Goten in this world," said Chi-Chi. She looked out of the window towards the stars. There wasn't a moon. Silence filled the air for a few minutes.

Pan pulled away from her Grandmother and sat down on the chair in the kitchen.

"Why? Why did she just end her life like that?"

"Pan, you haven't got a mate, so you don't know what it feels like. It feels worse than you are feeling now. When a bond breaks, it is like pure torture. You just want to die as well. I wanted to die when Kakarott died, but I held on because I knew that he would have. Your Mother felt that way too and she also held on, but it must have come back to her and she couldn't stop herself."

"How did she kill herself?" asked Pan.

Chi-Chi sighed, "The quickest way possible: ki blast through the heart."

"It's not fair," said Pan.

"Pan, I know what you are feeling. I lost both my parents to Frieza…it hurts, doesn't it?" said Chi-Chi.

Pan was looking out of the window, malice in her eyes. She could feel her blood boiling inside of her and curled her fingers into a fist.

First Grandpa, then Dad and now Mum! Why didn't I ignore her comment to stay at the palace when she was overworked and stressed, I could have prevented her suicide…and all because of what Trunks did to her mate; my Dad. He is the one who caused this in the first place and I'll swear again, if it is the last thing I will do to kill him, and enjoy doing it

"Pan?" asked Chi-Chi.

"Sorry, Grandma," she said, her voice full of sadness.

"They want you to be happy, you know? Don't get het up about their deaths. Gohan's and Kakarott's deaths were in honour; your Mother just took it the wrong way when the grave was attacked."

"You just don't understand! Honour isn't the right word…"

"How can you say that Pan? They died fighting for all the saiyans on Vegeta-sei," said Chi-Chi.

"Oh you have no idea," yelled Pan, with anger in her voice. She turned to look at her Grandma and Chi-Chi moved back at the sight of her face. It had one of the most evil expressions she had ever seen. Pan turned away, her anger subsiding.

"I'm sorry."

"Pan, what's wrong; tell me."

"No…" Pan whispered.

"Please! Something is eating away at you, tell me!"

"No…"

"Pan," yelled Chi-Chi, "I can help, I can help!"

Pan turned around to look at her: "You can't help! You can't help me! I have to find out my own way and it isn't my fault that Trunks murdered them!"

Pan's eyes went as wide as saucers at her slip, but not as wide as Chi-Chi's.

"What do you mean Pan?"

"N…nothing." She turned to face the window again.

"Pan…"

"I said nothing true!" Pan said.

"Pan, I heard you and what I heard was something I wasn't suspecting! Tell me, is what you say true?" shouted Chi-Chi at Pan's back.

Pan turned around to face her Grandma. One single tear came out of her right eye as she said:

"Yes…"

Meanwhile, Bra had led Goten to her bedroom. Goten was amazed at the size of it, even though he was pretty drunk.

"Goten, come here," whined Bra as she sat on the bed.

Goten joined her, taking her hand into his. He leaned forward and kissed her on the lips and soon it was a kiss for desperation of passion. Goten worked his lips down from her face to her neck and then her shoulders. She moaned at the feeling it was giving her. Goten pushed the straps of her dress down her arms and stared at her chest. She pushed his face towards her breasts.

Goten and Bra knew that it was going to be a long night filled with pleasure.

Pan told her Grandma everything: about how they had died, how Trunks had called them weaklings and about her plan. It all made sense to Chi-Chi about her Granddaughter's strange behaviour. At the end of it all, Chi-Chi was speechless and couldn't even look Pan in the face.

Pan was relieved to have told Chi-Chi, although she hadn't wanted to in the first place. No more tears had come out since she had said yes to her.

"And that's the whole story," finished Pan.

"Why didn't you tell me this?"

"Because I didn't want you to hurt yourself!" said Pan.

"You were right, I didn't understand. They didn't die an honourable death at all."

"Grandma, are you angry with me?" asked Pan.

"Not at all. I'm just surprised that a lovely guy like Trunks, the prince, would do a thing like that," said Chi-Chi, "but I am angry at the plan that you made, getting all of those qualifications just for revenge. You won't get away with it, Pan. You'll be caught and sentenced to death. How will that make your parents feel? What about me?"

"I just have to kill him before I blow my top," she shouted. She just had to lose some steam.

"Pan," said Chi-Chi.

"Look, the plan is going well."

"The plan is to make him infatuated and give you information. But what do you think he is going to feel like when you pop a hole in his chest and are you even strong enough to do it?" asked Chi-Chi.

"I don't care what he'll feel. He is a cold-blooded murdering bastard! He is infatuated with me, so much that he asked me to the banquet that was on this evening."

"But is the plan really going well? Are you pretending well enough?"

That was what caught Pan. She let go of the tenseness in her shoulders. Chi-Chi looked to her and hugged her tightly. Pan broke away from her and looked out of the window again.

"Pa…" Chi-Chi didn't get to finish.

"He is so much stronger than me, but I know that I'm going to get him off guard. But actually killing him? I don't know. Ever since I laid my eyes on him, my heart has had a new recruit. He is so…good looking, but what strikes me is that he is so gentle and n…nice to me and everyone else. It is as if he was someone else that day, or even now! In the gravity chamber the other day, he went to kiss me and I wanted him to because then the plan would be going well, but he didn't kiss me first, I did. Even earlier on this evening, I lost control of my emotions. I…I think I love him…" finished Pan.

Chi-Chi was a little shocked, but understood perfectly well.

"Grandma, I know that you probably hate me so much for falling for the person that destroyed out lives. So if you want me to leave, I will."

"Pan, let me tell you something."

Pan looked at her Grandma eerily.

"That, story reminds me of Kakarott and I. I used to hate him so much when I went to school with him. He would always make fun of me and make me fall over in the hallway and I swore that one day I would get revenge. Then one day, he came up to me and asked me to the dance. I was so shocked. I had fancied him for some time now, even though I hated him. I said no and he was heartbroken. A little later, I found him and told him that I would go with him and from then on, we were inseparable. I asked him why he used to tease me and he said to make it look as if he didn't care about me and that he was listening to his head rather than his heart. That was when he came up with that little phrase that you know so well:

'If you listen to your heart, anything is possible. So in time of need, do what your heart tells you to do'

And that is what I say you should do, listen to your heart, not your head. Even if he did kill them, you and I can't step in the way of true love and I wouldn't care one bit about you being a mate to him because I love you like any Grandmother would."

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