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My Love For You Is Insatiable

Pan's mind was racing. Had her Grandma just said that? Had she, the mate of Kakarott and mother of Gohan just said that?

"But, Grandma. Would you let me love someone like that? A ruthless killer who killed your mate and your son? Me be a mate to him?"

"Yes. I am angry that he did kill them, but when your heart and body chooses a mate, you can't stop it, and I won't choose to not love you because of that. You and Goten are the only ones left in this world that matter to me. I don't care what happens between you and your mate, even if it does turn out to be Trunks because you love him and he loves you. That's what matters."

"But is my body forcing me to bond and become his mate against my will or am I letting it?" she asked.

"Neither. You chose him to love and he chose you. Listen to what I have said Pan, don't ignore it. They want us to be happy and what you are doing is dangerous. I don't want to lose you too," said Chi-Chi.

Pan was listening with her head though and paying no attention to her heart. Her anger was boiling inside of her, but she kept her ki at bay. She ran out of her home and off into the night sky.

'I hope you do listen to your heart, Pan. It's your only weapon in life' sighed Chi-Chi.

Pan flew and flew. She knew where she was going. Soon she was out of the city lights and was out on the rocky terrain, close to Death Valley. She landed near her favourite thinking spot, and looked to the sky. Lightning streaked across the sky and soon rain poured down from the heavens. She just sat there, her knees up to her chest, her head leaning on them. She shivered in the rain as it soaked her to her skin. She didn't care anymore, about herself, her family of Trunks.

She was so angry with herself, for being weak, a saiyan with such emotion as hers. Her emotion was too much, even for her. She drew her hands into a fist and squeezed so hard that she drew blood. Her eyes were full of vindictiveness and her breathing became ragged in the cold.

She looked to the sky; it was starry, even with the lightning. She suddenly changed the pattern of her ki. It was a technique that her Father had taught her and it was good for attacking enemies and if they survived, wouldn't be able to find you as your ki had changed. She was planning to use this on Trunks.

Trunks.

Blind fury consumed her as she flew up to the sky and let out all of her energy at once. She screamed as she turned into super-saiyan level one and to the farthest she could go. She screamed as she tried to push herself to her limits, and it hurt. She could feel her back beginning to arch and the ground begin to shake.

'You ruthless murdering bastard Trunks'

It clicked. Her ki overwhelmed her and she screamed at her transformation. She then fell to the ground, dust puffing up everywhere. She gasped for her breath, and perspiration trickled down her brow. She got up and looked at her hands. She could feel her new energy cursing through her veins.

So this is the levels he was talking about. I'm on level two and one more level means that I'll be up to Trunks. Trunks

She went back to normal mode and relaxed her breathing. She could feel her anger going through her veins, and then she looked to the sky. They knew who killed them, they knew; so why weren't they helping her or punishing her for her efforts so far?

"Why have you abandoned me?"

The sky was rocketed with lightning and Vegeta-sei shook. She thumped her hands onto the ground.

"I have failed against you Father. You were the one who taught me to be strong, but I'm not."

"But you are," came a voice on the highest note on the wind.

Pan looked up to the sky. She knew who that voice belonged to.

"Father……is it really you?" she whispered.

No answer came.

"Why aren't you punishing me? I'm not strong at all and I'm not revenging your death, it's not fair to you at all. I deserve to die myself if I feel for him in that way…"

"Panny, remember who you are, a Son. You're thinking with your head not your heart and that is your downfall. We are proud of you so much, you deserve to live. Just remember your heart and we think the same as Chi-Chi…"

Thunder shook the whole of the planet at his last words, but Pan had heard him. She was confused. Now two people who mattered to her had said the same thing, as if they didn't know that Trunks had killed them. But Pan remembered that fatal day again, the way he had called them weaklings.

"I will avenge your deaths, I will. Even if it kills me as well. I don't care about you Trunks, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"

She stayed there for a while longer and then went on home. She didn't speak to her Grandma at all and went straight to bed, without even drying herself from the rain. It was as if she wanted to catch pneumonia……

Goten inhaled the scent of Bra. It was sweet and intoxicating, and he kissed her forehead as she slept. She had her head on his body, her blue hair over his chest. He remembered their time of passion very well and her beauty graced him. He was no longer drunk although his head hurt. He thought that she was the most beautiful saiyan that he had ever met. He slowly rubbed her arm, her skin was as soft as silk.

"Tomorrow Bra, we are going out somewhere together," he whispered and then drifted off to sleep as well, not knowing what had happened.

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