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Then he pulled her close to him and kissed her tenderly. She almost didn't
realize what was going on and then began kissing him back fiercely. She
wrapped her arms around his neck and he placed his hands on her waist
pulling her even closer. They didn't want to let go ever again. He even
began to slip one hand underneath her shirt. And instead of stopping him
like she would any other boy she let him rest his hand there on her bare
skin. Her mind was racing, she couldn't stop thinking about Spike and how
wonderful he was and oh god...it was just too good to be true. Spike was
having similar thoughts about Buffy, the pair was so entranced that they
didn't even hear Willow come around the corner looking for them. She
squeaked and dropped the heavy tomes she was carrying. They broke apart
embarrassed.
"Uh..."Buffy wiped her mouth off while Spike looked at the carpet, "Hi Willow."
"Buffy!" Willow could hardly contain herself, "What are you doing?!"
Buffy straightened her shirt and put a hand to her hair, "Nothing..." She looked down at the carpet. Spike groaned, "Red, If you don't mind, Buffy and I would like to continue our little conversation."
Buffy turned and stared at Spike. "We would like to do WHAT?"
"Well love, I just figured..." Buffy continued to stare at him incredulously. "Well you figured wrong Spike! It...it was...It was a MISTAKE!"
As she said the last word she looked him square in the eye and saw his soul being crushed. He looked as if he was just staked and was quickly turning to dust. She look a deep breath at the thought of staking him, she could never do that. But she just had, figuratively. The only thing left for her to resort to was run.
Buffy ran past Spike and the still shocked Willow and out of the building. She kept running for several minutes, down the road, through the cemetery, she finally stopped, pulse racing and collapsed against a stone grave marker. When she looked down at it she had quite a start. She was leaning against her Spike's grave. She took a deep breath and kneeled down in front of it. Her fingers traced the carved name of her ally and enemy.
"Oh Spike, what have I done?" She began to murmur half to herself and half to the grave. "I lead on your grandson. I mean, I have to go home on Saturday. I can't stay with him I can't, I shouldn't, feel for him. But I do! Everytime I see him I want him to touch me, just to brush his fingers down my arm or push the hair out of my face. I long to hear his voice, it's so much like yours, you would be proud of him. I am proud of him, he makes my days here better, I almost wish I could take him back with me, I love him." As soon as she said that she gasped, "I love him?" She said it again not sure of what she was saying. Then again for definitely, "I LOVE him!" Then Buffy heard a quiet voice behind her,
"I love you too."
She spun around. There was Spike, her Spike, her mortal Spike. "Spike, I..." She didn't know what to say. But there was no need for words he came over to her and kissed her again. They were both caught up in the emotion and heat of the moment and just kissed for several minutes then Spike pulled away.
"Buffy, When you said back there that it was a mistake I was so scared."
"Spike! I didn't mean it! I didn't..." He stopped her words with a carefully placed finger against her lips.
"I know my love, I know. I heard what you said here." He kissed her again, briefly this time. "I love you so much. Since the first moment I saw you."
They kissed again and he pushed her back against the ground and laid himself on top of her, she could feel him pressing against her, she ran her fingers down his back and under his shirt, feeling the strangely warm skin against her own skin. Spike slid one hand down to the edge of her shirt and played with the edge and after feeling no negative reaction he slipped a few fingers up underneath the shirt and felt up her soft firm belly and to the edge of her bra, she breathed deeply at his touch and let him continue. He slipped his hand up underneath her bra and began massaging her breast slowly, still kissing her soft lips. She began to writhe underneath his body her hips rocking up towards him. He kissed down her neck and even slightly nibbled at her bare collarbone. She gasped thinking about her past encounters with vampires and tensed. He felt it and stopped.
"Are you alright Buffy?"
She nodded breathlessly, "Yes Spike, I'm fine." But before he could lean back down and continue Buffy regained some sense and looked around. "Spike..."
"Yes dearest?"
"We're making out in a cemetery. And one other thing."
"What?"
"We're making out on top of your grandfather's grave."
"Oh..."
She pushed him off and they both tried to straighten their shirts, Spike brushed the leaves and bits of dirt off of the back of her shirt and she fixed her hair. Spike then wrapped one arm around her and they walked off into the night.
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Buffy sighed in bed and then tried to roll over, but there was something there. She opened one eye and saw someone. Who was in her bed!? Then the night before came rushing back. She was with Spike, they hadn't had sex, just made out and he... A hand went to her neck and she felt the puncture wounds where Spike had bit her. It had felt so good. She rolled over next to Spike and leaned against his bare chest. It was weird not to feel him breathing beneath her and his skin was slightly cold but that was no big deal.
"Spike," She whispered softly, "Spike." this time more firmly.
"What?!" Spike came out of a deep sleep and out of not knowing his surroundings and why there was someone in bed with him pounced on Buffy holding her down and was about to rip her throat out, literally, when it hit him who she was. He had pinned her arms above her head and tilted her neck up. When he paused she looked up at him with a slight fear but mainly just lust in her eyes and said, "Well good morning to you too Spike." He smiled at her and said, "Sorry love, a man can't be too careful." He still had her arms pinned above her head and he leaned down and kissed her full on the mouth and then slid his lips down to her neck where he had made his punctures the night before. He licked at them and said, "I hope it didn't hurt."
"Not in the least." She reached up with her head and kissed him again. He finally let go of her arms and she wrapped them around his neck. Pulling him back down into bed and into her waiting arms.
~*~*~
Several hours later and quite a few more bite marks, Buffy rolled out of bed. Spike leaned against the pillow staring at her beautiful form. "Come back to bed love..." Buffy looked over her shoulder as she pulled on her jacket. "I can't Spike, I've already missed half of the day of school! My mom is going to be so mad. Not to mention Giles and the rest of the gang."
"You sounded just like Buffy then." He smiled a lazy smile at her.
"But I AM Buffy." She rolled her eyes.
"You know what I mean pet." Spike sat up, and Buffy could see his firm chest and sculpted abs. She licked her lips then shook her head.
"I really got to get going." She grabbed her backpack, "I will come see you later, I promise."
"You promise?"
"Yes I promise Spike." She tightened her pony tail and climbed up and out of the crypt. Spike lay back in bed and listened to her dying footsteps and then slid out of bed.
~*~*~
"Buffy!" Giles started as Buffy walked through the doors of the library, "Where have you been all day? So much has happened."
"We've been worried sick," Willow came up and placed a hand on her friends shoulder, "Especially when you didn't come to school today."
"I'm fine." Buffy flounced over to a chair and sat down, "So what's the sitch?"
"Well it seems that last night after you departed," Giles began to clean his glasses, "Xander and Willow were attacked by a huge scaled demon."
Buffy looked over at the pair in concern, they were a little battered, Xander had a huge scrape on his arm and Willow looked pale and shakey.
"Oh my gosh you guys! Are y'all alright?"
"We're fine," They chorused, "for the moment."
Buffy twisted back to Giles, "For the moment?"
"Well, yes, it seems that Willow was able to capture the demon and hold it in a containment spell." Buffy looked impressed and turned to Willow, "Go Will!"
Willow just shrugged and then said, "Giles, you need to figure out something quickly because I don't know how much longer I can hold it." Everyone then noticed truly how pale she was.
"Of course Willow." Giles gestured to Buffy, "Let's go see this monster."
~*~
They arrived at where Willow was containing it. When it saw Buffy it lunged against the shimmery wall of power that Willow had erected around it. It gave a long wail and growled Buffy's name. It was a huge demon, it was red and had 2 horns and scales. Not a pretty picture. Once Buffy got a good look at it she gave a gasp. "Giles!" Giles rushed over from where he was standing with Willow and Xander.
"What is it Buffy?"
"This is the demon that attacked me, I mean the other Buffy in my dream!"
"But how can that be since she killed that demon" Asked Xander.
"There must be 2 identical demons," Giles said "Perhaps we could ask it where it comes from and who it serves. Whoever sent these demons is obviously behind the Buffy switch." He turned Willow who was sitting on a stool nearby. "Can you make it tell us who it is working for?"
She smiled weakly, "I can try. This is already draining my power."
"I have an idea that just might work," Giles took off his glasses and cleaned them, "We could set up resonating crystals that would refract your power and would stabilize the barrier while you had enough power to perform a spell to make it tell us what we need to know."
"You know Giles, that actually might work." Willow and Giles quickly began to set up the crystals and began talking to one another about resonations and how they would properly collect Willow's magick.
Buffy and Xander sat on a nearby set of stairs, "So Buff, how do you like this world." Xander asked casually.
"It's great Xander!" Buffy replied with so much joy that it surprised Xander.
"You mean you don't miss your old friends or your old life?"
"Of course I do, but I have found so many more interesting things here, I have become friends with you guys and..." Buffy trailed off thinking about Spike.
"And what Buff?" Xander asked inquisitively
"Oh nothing, I just like it here." She said with a satisfied smile and they began to chat about other things, but Buffy couldn't get her mind off of Spike, she missed him. She couldn't wait until later that night when she could go see him and they could spend another night together in perfect bliss. She thought to herself, "I hope mom doesn't mind."
~*~
Half an hour later Willow and Giles announced that they were ready. Buffy and Xander came over to them and Willow began chanting under her breath. Giles explained that now they could ask the demon any question and it would have to answer them truthfully. The first thing Buffy asked was, "Is the other Buffy okay?"
It growled at her, "Yes, for now."
"Well that's encouraging." Xander piped in. "Okay Buff, ask it who sent you here!"
"Who sent me here?" Buffy stated redundantly.
"My mistress Asrakana."
Giles wrote the name down in a notebook, all of the information that they would receive from the demon would have to be double checked.
"Who is Asrakana?" Asked Giles.
"She was the Supreme Ruler of the Universe, and she will be again!" It bellowed.
Buffy asked curiously, "What happened? And why does she want to take it out on me and the other Buffy?"
"The Slayer," It said with disgust, "and her Watcher," It threw a look at Giles, "Banished her from this dimension leaving her powerless until the Slayer went without a Watcher."
Giles gasped. "Then when I got fired..."
"That's right Watcher." It growled, "You are to blame for letting Asrakana out, she is going to crush you and take her world back. You shall all DIE!"
"Oh yeah!" Xander shook at finger at it and walked up to the demon, "Yeah!" It snapped at him and he jumped away scared, and said again with less force, "Yeah... You can go ahead now..." He backed away letting Buffy face the demon again.
"Demon!" She yelled. At this Xander leaned over to Willow who was still chanting and said, "She's becoming more like our Buffy every day."
"Demon! Now I ask this of you, how do we open a portal back to my world?"
The demon tried to resist, he woudnt open his mouth, Giles turned to Willow and said, "Make him tell us Willow." She began to yell the words for the enchantment and the demon writhed in pain, "Stop" It bellowed, "I will tell you!"
"My blood has Asrakana's power running through, because she is the one who made me. If you use my blood, you can cut a circle through the dimensional barrier. The spell you need can be found in the book In Transitmentis: Volume 4." And as the demon said the last word a blinding white light entered the building and struck the demon. It died instantly. The gang looked around in shock after the temporary blindness ended. Giles voiced the assumption that they were all assuming,
"Asrakana knows we know."
~*~
Thanks to all those who have reviewed (especially Forsaken...you're my favorite...I love you) Im glad everyone has made me keep writing...I need the inspiration! I love you guys! Well the hard part is over....kinda. Well I also have to say thanks to Erin b/c she loves me and even though she still hasn't read the last 2 chapters, she still supports me! Finke and Brit get thumbs up too! ~*~ belleartiste
"Uh..."Buffy wiped her mouth off while Spike looked at the carpet, "Hi Willow."
"Buffy!" Willow could hardly contain herself, "What are you doing?!"
Buffy straightened her shirt and put a hand to her hair, "Nothing..." She looked down at the carpet. Spike groaned, "Red, If you don't mind, Buffy and I would like to continue our little conversation."
Buffy turned and stared at Spike. "We would like to do WHAT?"
"Well love, I just figured..." Buffy continued to stare at him incredulously. "Well you figured wrong Spike! It...it was...It was a MISTAKE!"
As she said the last word she looked him square in the eye and saw his soul being crushed. He looked as if he was just staked and was quickly turning to dust. She look a deep breath at the thought of staking him, she could never do that. But she just had, figuratively. The only thing left for her to resort to was run.
Buffy ran past Spike and the still shocked Willow and out of the building. She kept running for several minutes, down the road, through the cemetery, she finally stopped, pulse racing and collapsed against a stone grave marker. When she looked down at it she had quite a start. She was leaning against her Spike's grave. She took a deep breath and kneeled down in front of it. Her fingers traced the carved name of her ally and enemy.
"Oh Spike, what have I done?" She began to murmur half to herself and half to the grave. "I lead on your grandson. I mean, I have to go home on Saturday. I can't stay with him I can't, I shouldn't, feel for him. But I do! Everytime I see him I want him to touch me, just to brush his fingers down my arm or push the hair out of my face. I long to hear his voice, it's so much like yours, you would be proud of him. I am proud of him, he makes my days here better, I almost wish I could take him back with me, I love him." As soon as she said that she gasped, "I love him?" She said it again not sure of what she was saying. Then again for definitely, "I LOVE him!" Then Buffy heard a quiet voice behind her,
"I love you too."
She spun around. There was Spike, her Spike, her mortal Spike. "Spike, I..." She didn't know what to say. But there was no need for words he came over to her and kissed her again. They were both caught up in the emotion and heat of the moment and just kissed for several minutes then Spike pulled away.
"Buffy, When you said back there that it was a mistake I was so scared."
"Spike! I didn't mean it! I didn't..." He stopped her words with a carefully placed finger against her lips.
"I know my love, I know. I heard what you said here." He kissed her again, briefly this time. "I love you so much. Since the first moment I saw you."
They kissed again and he pushed her back against the ground and laid himself on top of her, she could feel him pressing against her, she ran her fingers down his back and under his shirt, feeling the strangely warm skin against her own skin. Spike slid one hand down to the edge of her shirt and played with the edge and after feeling no negative reaction he slipped a few fingers up underneath the shirt and felt up her soft firm belly and to the edge of her bra, she breathed deeply at his touch and let him continue. He slipped his hand up underneath her bra and began massaging her breast slowly, still kissing her soft lips. She began to writhe underneath his body her hips rocking up towards him. He kissed down her neck and even slightly nibbled at her bare collarbone. She gasped thinking about her past encounters with vampires and tensed. He felt it and stopped.
"Are you alright Buffy?"
She nodded breathlessly, "Yes Spike, I'm fine." But before he could lean back down and continue Buffy regained some sense and looked around. "Spike..."
"Yes dearest?"
"We're making out in a cemetery. And one other thing."
"What?"
"We're making out on top of your grandfather's grave."
"Oh..."
She pushed him off and they both tried to straighten their shirts, Spike brushed the leaves and bits of dirt off of the back of her shirt and she fixed her hair. Spike then wrapped one arm around her and they walked off into the night.
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Buffy sighed in bed and then tried to roll over, but there was something there. She opened one eye and saw someone. Who was in her bed!? Then the night before came rushing back. She was with Spike, they hadn't had sex, just made out and he... A hand went to her neck and she felt the puncture wounds where Spike had bit her. It had felt so good. She rolled over next to Spike and leaned against his bare chest. It was weird not to feel him breathing beneath her and his skin was slightly cold but that was no big deal.
"Spike," She whispered softly, "Spike." this time more firmly.
"What?!" Spike came out of a deep sleep and out of not knowing his surroundings and why there was someone in bed with him pounced on Buffy holding her down and was about to rip her throat out, literally, when it hit him who she was. He had pinned her arms above her head and tilted her neck up. When he paused she looked up at him with a slight fear but mainly just lust in her eyes and said, "Well good morning to you too Spike." He smiled at her and said, "Sorry love, a man can't be too careful." He still had her arms pinned above her head and he leaned down and kissed her full on the mouth and then slid his lips down to her neck where he had made his punctures the night before. He licked at them and said, "I hope it didn't hurt."
"Not in the least." She reached up with her head and kissed him again. He finally let go of her arms and she wrapped them around his neck. Pulling him back down into bed and into her waiting arms.
~*~*~
Several hours later and quite a few more bite marks, Buffy rolled out of bed. Spike leaned against the pillow staring at her beautiful form. "Come back to bed love..." Buffy looked over her shoulder as she pulled on her jacket. "I can't Spike, I've already missed half of the day of school! My mom is going to be so mad. Not to mention Giles and the rest of the gang."
"You sounded just like Buffy then." He smiled a lazy smile at her.
"But I AM Buffy." She rolled her eyes.
"You know what I mean pet." Spike sat up, and Buffy could see his firm chest and sculpted abs. She licked her lips then shook her head.
"I really got to get going." She grabbed her backpack, "I will come see you later, I promise."
"You promise?"
"Yes I promise Spike." She tightened her pony tail and climbed up and out of the crypt. Spike lay back in bed and listened to her dying footsteps and then slid out of bed.
~*~*~
"Buffy!" Giles started as Buffy walked through the doors of the library, "Where have you been all day? So much has happened."
"We've been worried sick," Willow came up and placed a hand on her friends shoulder, "Especially when you didn't come to school today."
"I'm fine." Buffy flounced over to a chair and sat down, "So what's the sitch?"
"Well it seems that last night after you departed," Giles began to clean his glasses, "Xander and Willow were attacked by a huge scaled demon."
Buffy looked over at the pair in concern, they were a little battered, Xander had a huge scrape on his arm and Willow looked pale and shakey.
"Oh my gosh you guys! Are y'all alright?"
"We're fine," They chorused, "for the moment."
Buffy twisted back to Giles, "For the moment?"
"Well, yes, it seems that Willow was able to capture the demon and hold it in a containment spell." Buffy looked impressed and turned to Willow, "Go Will!"
Willow just shrugged and then said, "Giles, you need to figure out something quickly because I don't know how much longer I can hold it." Everyone then noticed truly how pale she was.
"Of course Willow." Giles gestured to Buffy, "Let's go see this monster."
~*~
They arrived at where Willow was containing it. When it saw Buffy it lunged against the shimmery wall of power that Willow had erected around it. It gave a long wail and growled Buffy's name. It was a huge demon, it was red and had 2 horns and scales. Not a pretty picture. Once Buffy got a good look at it she gave a gasp. "Giles!" Giles rushed over from where he was standing with Willow and Xander.
"What is it Buffy?"
"This is the demon that attacked me, I mean the other Buffy in my dream!"
"But how can that be since she killed that demon" Asked Xander.
"There must be 2 identical demons," Giles said "Perhaps we could ask it where it comes from and who it serves. Whoever sent these demons is obviously behind the Buffy switch." He turned Willow who was sitting on a stool nearby. "Can you make it tell us who it is working for?"
She smiled weakly, "I can try. This is already draining my power."
"I have an idea that just might work," Giles took off his glasses and cleaned them, "We could set up resonating crystals that would refract your power and would stabilize the barrier while you had enough power to perform a spell to make it tell us what we need to know."
"You know Giles, that actually might work." Willow and Giles quickly began to set up the crystals and began talking to one another about resonations and how they would properly collect Willow's magick.
Buffy and Xander sat on a nearby set of stairs, "So Buff, how do you like this world." Xander asked casually.
"It's great Xander!" Buffy replied with so much joy that it surprised Xander.
"You mean you don't miss your old friends or your old life?"
"Of course I do, but I have found so many more interesting things here, I have become friends with you guys and..." Buffy trailed off thinking about Spike.
"And what Buff?" Xander asked inquisitively
"Oh nothing, I just like it here." She said with a satisfied smile and they began to chat about other things, but Buffy couldn't get her mind off of Spike, she missed him. She couldn't wait until later that night when she could go see him and they could spend another night together in perfect bliss. She thought to herself, "I hope mom doesn't mind."
~*~
Half an hour later Willow and Giles announced that they were ready. Buffy and Xander came over to them and Willow began chanting under her breath. Giles explained that now they could ask the demon any question and it would have to answer them truthfully. The first thing Buffy asked was, "Is the other Buffy okay?"
It growled at her, "Yes, for now."
"Well that's encouraging." Xander piped in. "Okay Buff, ask it who sent you here!"
"Who sent me here?" Buffy stated redundantly.
"My mistress Asrakana."
Giles wrote the name down in a notebook, all of the information that they would receive from the demon would have to be double checked.
"Who is Asrakana?" Asked Giles.
"She was the Supreme Ruler of the Universe, and she will be again!" It bellowed.
Buffy asked curiously, "What happened? And why does she want to take it out on me and the other Buffy?"
"The Slayer," It said with disgust, "and her Watcher," It threw a look at Giles, "Banished her from this dimension leaving her powerless until the Slayer went without a Watcher."
Giles gasped. "Then when I got fired..."
"That's right Watcher." It growled, "You are to blame for letting Asrakana out, she is going to crush you and take her world back. You shall all DIE!"
"Oh yeah!" Xander shook at finger at it and walked up to the demon, "Yeah!" It snapped at him and he jumped away scared, and said again with less force, "Yeah... You can go ahead now..." He backed away letting Buffy face the demon again.
"Demon!" She yelled. At this Xander leaned over to Willow who was still chanting and said, "She's becoming more like our Buffy every day."
"Demon! Now I ask this of you, how do we open a portal back to my world?"
The demon tried to resist, he woudnt open his mouth, Giles turned to Willow and said, "Make him tell us Willow." She began to yell the words for the enchantment and the demon writhed in pain, "Stop" It bellowed, "I will tell you!"
"My blood has Asrakana's power running through, because she is the one who made me. If you use my blood, you can cut a circle through the dimensional barrier. The spell you need can be found in the book In Transitmentis: Volume 4." And as the demon said the last word a blinding white light entered the building and struck the demon. It died instantly. The gang looked around in shock after the temporary blindness ended. Giles voiced the assumption that they were all assuming,
"Asrakana knows we know."
~*~
Thanks to all those who have reviewed (especially Forsaken...you're my favorite...I love you) Im glad everyone has made me keep writing...I need the inspiration! I love you guys! Well the hard part is over....kinda. Well I also have to say thanks to Erin b/c she loves me and even though she still hasn't read the last 2 chapters, she still supports me! Finke and Brit get thumbs up too! ~*~ belleartiste