I wish my parents never died. Today I asked Ben when I was going back to school and he hit me.
Hard. My face is all red and bruised. The weirdest part was Julie didn't seem so suprised.
July 16,2005
It happened again! All I did was look at him and he waled over,grabbed my hair,and pulled me into his room where I took the biggest beating of my life. Punches and slaps, My eyes are swollen.
I came out crying and then when I expected Julie to be nice she just slammed me into the wall and told me to shut-up.
July 17,2005
I went back to school today. My friend Sarah aske me why I was so hurt and told me to tell somebody about it. Ben threatened me that if I told anybody I would surely die a painful way. That got me scared.
July 18,2005
Ben did more today. He came home drunk and at first started hitting me. Then he got to far. Julie was on a buisness trip so it was just us. I started screaming when I saw him starting to take of his pants and reach for mine. He raped me! The guy raped me!
July 19,2005
When I was at school I asked to use the phone to call SVU using the card they gave me when I first met them. Sex crimes I thought in my head, yeah they should deal with this stuff.
July 20,2005
I talked to Detective John Munch. He said he should come pick me up but I stopped him.
"He is picking me up from school today you can't"
Tears formed in my eyes. He explained to me that he couldn't hurt me anymore but I didn't believe him.
July 21,2005
More rape and beatings. This time he put my hands on the stove because he found the SVU card in my pocket.
"If you ever call this number or have this card again I WILL KILL YOU"
He ripped it up right in front of me.
"My only chance I'm never gonna see 20" I said under my breath
"What"! he yelled,
I ran into my room crying when he chased after me.