Disclaimer: I am not responsible of the owning of teen titans.
Author's Note: Personally, this chapter isn't the best one, but it's okay (I think).
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Robin sat at the edge of his bed, remembering what Raven had done to herself. He remembered her anger tantrums and short sessions of why life is so useless. She couldn't hate herself that much. Maybe, it was because of him. Maybe she didn't want to be with him.
Robin buried his head in his hands, and tried to rub out the expression of sadness in his face.
What if she did kill herself? He would be alone.
A slight knock came to his door.
Raven wouldn't come to his room, but she was the only person in the tower. Robin had a confused look in his face.
"Come in." He whispered, but audible enough for her to hear.
"Hey, um, I just woke up, and I wanted to give this back." In her arms, she carried a heavy bunch of white linen. She placed the blanked on top of his bed and walked out the room, leaving the boy wonder with no words to say to her.
The door closed behind her, as she walked back to her dark room.
It was peaceful, but cheerless. Her room was her sanctuary. She could hide from her problems, but now she couldn't. They followed her everywhere. Thoughts of the blissful days passed her head, memories flashed in front of her eyes, and laughter of the titans filled her ears.
She twisted her writs, searing pain to her body once more.
She just wanted to drop dead and die.
She, then, decided to go to the roof and do some meditating.
She sat there, trying to keep her mind calm.
Giving up, she pulled her knees to her chest, and watched the sun go up and the moon go down. It's pale surface reflected upon her pale face. The wind brushed against her purple hair, and dewdrops cooled her warm breath.
She woke up a few hours later to find that she had fallen asleep. She got up and walked down the stairs, back to the tower's living room.
She felt guilty for having Robin find out what she tried to do, so she decided to talk to him.
She knocked on his door, which reminded her of last night.
No answer.
She knocked again.
No answer.
She opened the door with her powers and found that Robin was not there anymore.
She searched the Tower for him, she looked in the streets and every corner of Jump City.
Was she abandoned?
She leaned on a dim light post.
She pulled her hood up her head, and tried to hide what she was feeling.
She saw a boy, in normal clothes. He was wearing blue jeans, a plain white shirt and a leather jacket. He had black hair, and on his face was a recognizable mask.
"Robin!" She cried. She ran to the other side of the street. "You're okay!" She couldn't hide that she was happy. Light posts through the entire street exploded, but she didn't care. Robin was okay. She removed her hood. She wanted to hug him so badly, but that only reminded her of Starfire's soon-to-death hugs.
"Robin, where were you? I looked for you everywhere. What happened to you?"
Robin looked up. "I needed some air." He hid his hands behind his back.
Raven pulled on his hand, and found that he was holding a booster. It was filled ¾ with some liquid.
"Why?" she asked, her eyes almost shed tears. A car busted beside them.
"You said it yourself. Life's pointless."
"So that's a good enough reason? Because of me? Oh great. I'm going to live my life with no friends, and thinking that my last friend died because of me. Wow, what a great life!" She said sarcastically.
"Well, I didn't kill myself. I was only…planning to." He explained, refusing to look at her.
"Robin look at me." She grabbed his face, with her thumb in one cheek and the other fingers on another.
"Why should I? You tried it yourself!" he slapped her hand away.
"If you die, you don't feel anything. I'm not dead and I can't feel anything either!" She shouted.
Various things on the street exploded. "Do you know what you'd be if you killed yourself?"
Robin looked away.
"Me." Continued the demon.
Silence filled the streets, the only thing they heard was the fire hydrant spurting water.
Raven held out her hand, asking for the booster.
Robin paced it on the palm of her hand. "I'm sorry."
"You're a smart boy. What's in this anyway?" She asked.
"Potassium Chloride." He said. "It kills you before you hit the floor."
Robin ran his hands through his wet hair. "I'm really sorry."
"It's okay. Anyway, if you did die, I'd have my conscience to cover for the burial fee." Raven said, as Robin chuckled.
"Wow, you chuckled at a time like this. How convenient."
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Author's Note: Any suggestions? My mind is kind of blank right now. Pls review!