I'm Here For You

Harry awoke and got dressed. He walked straight to the doors of Hogwarts and went outside. There he just sat and thought. He thought about how fucked up his life was, how Ron would never forgive him. He knew that nothing in his life was ever going to be alright.

It was only four o'clock when Harry went outside and classes didn't start until seven. He was so mad he just couldn't take his life anymore. Only thing crossed his mind right now-suicide. He grabbed his wand and held it up to his neck, he was going to slit his throat and stop this hell.

"Your parents risked their lives to save you and this is how you repay them." These words of Lupin floated in Harry's mind for minutes.

"Harry, Harry"

Harry slowly came back to the planet. "Hermione?"

"Yeah. What are you doing up this early?" She said wondering.

"Ron and I got into a fight. Wait what are you doing up?"

"Well, umm… I'm not supposed to tell anyone but I'm working undercover for Professor Dumbledore, Order stuff. That's why I haven't been to breakfast or around on Wednesdays. Back to the real issue, why are you and Ron fighting?"

Harry had no idea how to answer this question. He wanted to tell her but he knew Ron wouldn't like that.

"Well it I tell you anything my life will be much more screwed up then it is now." he said.

"Come on Harry, you can trust me." She said.

"Ok, fine. Well you already know Ron has a huge crush on you…"

"Wait. What? Ron likes me? Since when?" she never thought her best friend had a crush on her.

"Yeah he always has. What the hell u didn't know? That means we were fighting over nothing… Shit I just told you everything."

"Harry calm down, Ron's just acting a stupid right now, letting a crush into the way of a great friendship. I'm always going to be on your side Harry, remember that. I have to go to work."

"Alright I guess." Harry said sounding really down.

"Never mind" Hermione said. "Come with me. I'm not leaving you alone now, not when you're like this. Who knows what you're liable to do, when I came out here you had your wand to your neck. Come on."

Hermione lead Harry back through the doors of Hogwarts. They climbed up the stairs and made it to the portrait of the fat lady. Hermione said the password and they both went in.

"I think you need to get some sleep, Harry." said Hermione.

"Yippee, I get to go see Ron again" Harry said sarcastically.

"No, just sleep on the couch. I'll be here if you need anything.'

A little while later…

"Hermione, Ron. NO!" Harry screamed.

"Harry what the hell is some matter?"she asked worried.

Harry quickly woke up from his nightmare. This one was horrible for him to watch. This dream involved Ron and Hermione dying at the feet of Voldemort to save Harry. The dream felt so real, Harry could almost feel it.

"Harry what were you dreaming off" she asked still worried. "You were sweating."

"Nothing. It was nothing important, just a nightmare." He answered never wanting to mention another dream in his lifetime.

"You really need to talk about these things, Harry. You know I'm always here for you."

"There's nothing to talk about. Anyways, did Ron already come down?" Harry asked.

"Yeah"

"Shit, could this possibly get any worse? I'm off to class."

"Well I'm going with you, I need you, Harry, just as much as you need me."

"What, as a study buddy?"

"Harry, just snap out of it. Damn, you're talking like you hate me."

"Well maybe I do." He snapped as he ran out of the common room.

Harry walked out of the doors of Hogwarts and back outside. He noticed something was moving in the Forbidden Forest. Just staring at it for a few minutes, he grabbed his wand and decided to go investigate.

"Hello Mr. Potter. Your back, so now I can help to fulfill the prophecy, whatever hat may have said

"Mr. Malfoy?"

"M'hm. I came to finish what the Dark Lord started."

"Pertrificus Totalus" The spell was shot at Harry. He was suddenly knocked out.

"Only one more spell now and it will be death for you Mr. Potter. Avada…"

"Avada Kerdavra." Lucious Malfoy fell to the ground.

A/N- Another chapter up. Its getting a lot more interesting then the first chapter. Please review